
‘’Nelda why the hell should you be able to treat my trauma? Why try?’’
I got up from lying down and rubbed my hair violently. I who had been afraid to get close to women, now since knowing the woman as if my fear and trauma just disappeared. He was already able to treat my trauma that lingered for many years in me.
The more here, the deeper this sense gets. Awe changes with love over time. Yeah, I've been a loyal follower of Nelda for five years. This heart is always peaceful when it sees its posts.
Instantly my advanced thing rings. I nodded and grabbed it. I stared at the screen that turned out to be Dika's name on the screen of the sophisticated object.
‘’Assalamua’laikum, Dik. Tumben lo call me.’’
‘’Kumsalam. They are usually busy. Now you are off, so that's why I called today.’’
‘’Absponding to that real greeting dong, Dik,’’ my comment instantly. I heard her laughing voice across there.
‘’Hem, not really. I'm not so busy. Can I help you?’’
‘’Ngak. I want to hang out while I'm coffee outside.’’
‘’Tubdenan nih ngajak me. Usually will spend the same time beloved wife,’’ ledekku.
Dika was an old friend of mine during high school. Before he got married, we always hung out spending time outside until evening came. Now, she's married. If the holiday is working, he prefers to spend time with his wife and children.
‘’Ya, that is if you have become Fathers. Lo has never fancied, so it does not understand.’’ I laughed when I heard his words.
‘’How is it? You can do it, right? I direct otewe nih.’’
‘’Can dong. Okay, I want to get ready first.’’
‘’Don't use old yes. It will be a long time later. Don't finish a bottle of perfume. Usually if single men kayak lo it a lot of style.’’
‘’Iya Yes, Dika. I won't be long. Two hours at most yes.’’ Without saying anything to me he rushed to decide unilaterally, making me shake my head and laugh with his behavior.
‘’Maybe I'd rather hang out outside while confiding in Dika. Than at home it feels so great.’’
Yes, I felt sad when the love started coming. Not seeing a photo of Nelda in a day makes me drunk as she makes.
I hurried to get ready. Not long ago I was neat with a maroon red t-shirt and jeans, fragrant fragrances were smelled. Just understand this single guy. Immediately I sent a message through the green application, asking where the cafe we would go. I snatched the car keys and rushed outside the room.
‘’Reno, it's been neat. Where are you going?’’ Papa turned his head as I passed the family room, looked at the television remote that was being held and aired papa's favorite broadcast there.
‘’Mau to outside same Dika, Pa.’’
‘’Dika? Temen you were the Junior High, right? Kok tumben,’’ said papa who looked at me in wonder. Papa is not wrong if you feel surprised, because I have not mentioned the name Dika in front of papa for a long time.
‘’Iya, Pa. He is usually busy. Especially being the Fathers. Well, now it says I hang out,’’ said me while chuckling softly.
‘’Ah, Papa almost forgot that the naughty Dika already has a wife.’’ Papa laughed.
Maybe remember the attitude of Dika who always came home at night because playing at my house, until her mother picked up using a wooden twig so that she went home.
‘’Tuh Dika already have a wife and child. When's your room?’’ My dad always asks me what makes me dizzy. Without even speaking from the middle-aged man, I hurried to shake his hand.
‘’I go first, Pa.’’ I hurried out of the house.
I approached the four-wheeler located in the garage, then started the engine. He also drove through the highway. The red light is on. While waiting for the green light live I was busy listening to the song ‘’What's Saying’’, but instantly my eyes were fixed on a small child dressed shabbily standing next to my car. I quickly lowered the car glass. He seemed to be shoving his little can. I immediately took the paper money in my wallet.
I'm handing out hundreds of banknotes some sheets. His eyes glazed over, he stared and did not take the money I had given.
‘’Dek? Taken yes.’’
‘’I—iya, Brother. Thanks much. May Allah repay Brother's kindness,’’ he said softly tidied do’a.
I nodded and let it slip in my heart. I stared for a long time at the little boy dressed in shabbiness. His life is really worrying. Where are her parents? Are both of her parents dead? Or were his parents also walking around at the red light like this little boy? Ah, I can't guess what I don't know at all. But surely the little boy needs money for a bite of rice.
My job is to give him money. In my life there is also the sustenance of others. Sharing will not make me poor, even God will add to it. For example, I met a man who was physically deficient on the highway, without thinking I immediately gave five pieces of paper money. The next day the sustenance came. The goods in my market are selling well. It's amazing, isn't it?
***
My car has entered the grounds of a luxury cafe. Immediately I parked and stepped into the cafe.
‘’Hei, Reno! I'm here,’’ greet a man who is no stranger to his face by me. I looked up and rushed to him.
‘’Dika? Lo?remain long?’’ We're fighting tos.
‘’Udah my three hours here. You are long ago. I'm sorry if I meet this single guy,’’ sulk Dika who makes me laugh off.
‘’Lebay deh lo. There is no way a Dika waiting for people for three hours,’’, said me as he pulled his head and nodded in the chair next to the man.
For an hour we chatted along with laughter ranging from telling stories of the past to talking about work in the office and market that I had. He seemed to sip the remaining coffee then turned to look at me.
‘’Reno, when? Losing time with me. I have two children. Otewe three children,’’ he said with a laugh. This kid from the old days nothing changed.
‘’Gue do not know, Dik,’’ sahutku weak and staring blank glass that still leaves coffee there.
‘’Lo still traumatized after leaving Jesica?’’ inquiringly. I bowed for a moment.
‘’So that trauma has started to disappear. Just now I like the wife of his kayak,’’, I said without looking into his eyes. His eyes were round looking at me.
‘’Lo—lo really?’’ I nodded with a nod.
‘’Aduh, very bad lo Ren. Why should the wife of someone you like. There are many other women who do not have a man. Why try?’’
‘’Dengerin I used to, Dik. He's been cheating on her for four years. But she hasn't divorced with her sister it—‘’
‘’And you wait for her divorce from her legs?’’ Makes me silent.
I don't know what else to say. I must have been blamed by Dika for waiting for the woman's divorce. Actually abstinence for me to approach a married woman. But this is a different position, Nelda can't possibly get back to her husband. It's clear what the woman said through her live a week ago.
I just want to make Nelda happy, I want to heal the wounds in her heart. Even though he has a child. I never looked at status, the important thing is that he wanted to fight with me.
‘’Gue don't know, Dik. But obviously I want to heal his wound.’’
‘’Loh really has been crazy times, Reno.’’
‘’Gue is crazy because of Nelda.’’
Seriate.