I LOVE DISABLED GIRLS
In disbelief

''I'll still be your best friend, It's just that I'm still disappointed because of your lies Neffal said.

''I'm sorry, but it's me, I don't want you to know from anyone else.

''Let me hang up the phone first I want a break, '' Neffal said turning off his phone.

''What Neffal really accepts me as his friend, '' Inner Kanza.

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Day after day passed and even Sunday passed, Neffal had no longer contacted Kanza since the incident when Kanza was honest about him since then Neffal had no news.

''Means you're being honest with Neffal?''The marina.

''Yes, this is what you want! be honest with Neffal!, '' Kanza said angrily.

''Why are you angry with me, it's best for you I don't want you to get hurt constantly, '' said Marina.

''Yes, none of this would have been discovered if I hadn't told Carla to pretend to be me.

Degs...

''What.. You had sister Carla pretend to be you?''The marina.

Kanza nodded her head.

''I don't think the same you-you told my brother to escort you to meet Neffal?''The marina.

''Yes,''sahut Kanza.

Marina could only remain silent. Obviously Marina is angry because Kanza implicated her sister.

''Marina are you angry with me?''Kanzas.

''Yes I am angry!, I just did not expect you to tell my sister, said Marina.

''I'm sorry, I was forced to do all this I did just to hurt Neffal...

''But even you yourself are sick, right?''Marina cuts Kanza's word.

''Yes I know that, now Neffal never contacts me again, Kanza said.

''Do you love Neffal?''Marina looks at Kanza.

''No why should I love him, he is just like Rehan and Bayu, after getting what he wants, he left me, ''sahut Kanza.

''Why don't you try to contact him?''The marina.

''Do what, '''Sahut Kanza.

''You ask? why did he never contact you again, Marina said.

Kanza was silent, in her heart she was eager to contact Neffal but she did not dare to do that.

''Why are you silent?''The marina.

''It's nothing but I don't dare to contact her, ''sahut Kanza.

''Yes, he will definitely contact us again, ''' Marina said. Kanza nodded her head.

time passed Marina has returned to her home, Kanza was already in the room.

''I haven't opened this diary in a long time, ''' Inner Kanza, while opening her diary Kanza wrote something in her diary.

DEAR DIARY''Would it be that with my situation like this it is inappropriate to get a male friend whether I am that bad in front of the men who see me, but they don't see me, they only heard my story. But they left me, only hearing my story could they leave me. What if they saw me if they would be disgusted, I realized who I am does not deserve to be friends with anyone, it's just that I was too hoping to be someone's friend.''

After writing Diary, Kanza put her book back into the nightstand. He sat under the window of the room staring up at the sky while closing his eyes, his overestimated expectations shattered due to the circumstances.

cikrek the sound of the door of the room in open''Kanza you again what close the window already want magrib,'' said Dewi.

''Yes, sis, ''sahut Kanza closed the room window.

''We pray first, ''' said the Goddess

Lulu is busy with her cell phone as well as Kanza.

''Kan I've talked about the dating scene so it's your own mess,'' said Lulu staring at the screen of her phone.

''Who is upset! who's dating?''Kanzas.

''Yes, you are, from earlier I saw you just busy down and up WhatsApp doang,''sahut Lulu.

''It's up to you that I want to sleep, '' Kanza said, pulling the blanket over her head.

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In the morning, everyone who has been up to move back and people who pass by vehicles out there Kanza who can only sit quietly in his wheelchair at home. He warms his body with the morning sun. So that his body can be refreshed.

''Kanza ayok drink milk first brother has made warm milk for you, said Dewi.

''Yes, '' said Kanza while taking the glass containing the milk from the hand of the Goddess. Kanza immediately drank it.

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''Did I just call Neffal maybe he was sick, so he didn't call me anymore.

Kanza pulled out her phone from inside her pocket and pressed the calling button, Neffal did not pick up her phone. Kanza tried again.

''Who is this hello?''the voice of a woman from across there he held up Neffal's cell phone. Kanza just kept quiet to hear the woman's voice, then Kanza also heard the voice of the little boy who called the mother to the woman. Kanza turned off her phone.

''It's impossible, there's no way Neffal's married, but why didn't Neffal tell me he was married. Yes I know I'm not his nobody he at least he should tell me so that I don't contact him anymore Kanza muttered.

''It makes me hate men so much, it turns out Neffal is also not as good as I imagine he is just like them, '' Inner Kanza.

Marina comes to Kanza in her yard and sees Kanza with an unpleasant face.

''Kanza you early in the morning like this your face is like a lime?''The marina.

''I hate Neffal, '' Kanza said.

''Why ''Why?''Marina while picking up Kanza'''Did you call Neffal?''Marina after seeing Kanza's phone.

''Yes, I contacted him, and you know who's talking?''Kanzas. Marina shook her head.

''That woman must be Neffal's wife Kanza said, Making Marina laugh at Kanza's senseless words.

''Why are you laughing?''Kanzas.

''Did you ask who he was, Marina said.

Kanza shook his head.

''Why don't you ask? who is he, maybe it's his brother or his sister should you ask? don't just accuse me like this, '' Marina said.

''I also heard a little boy calling mother to the woman, Kanza said.

''Don't be prejudiced, first kanza, before you hear from Neffal's mouth straight away, '' Marina said

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