
“ Good morning Helen”.
One woman with her gentle smile greeted
his little daughter who just came down from the second floor.
“ Morning mama Kiara.”
With affection Helen came and went straight
hugging his beloved mother.
“ How, is everything ready? Today
first time you return to school after long holiday”.
With great attention, the mother said this
it while hugging tightly the little princess is just the wayang she loves the most.
“ Everything is ready ma, today Helen is in class
two Junior High, Helen is very happy.”
There is a joy that comes from the girl
small when saying this to his beloved mother.
“ Mama is also happy dear, mama is getting to see
that this mama's daughter has grown into a girl.”
Kiara the beloved mother said that while
looking at her two eyes full of love.
“ Helen shower first yes ma, after this we have breakfast
together, today's mama who will take Helen right to school?”
Kiara quickly nodded her head.
“ Must be my own mama who will deliver the princess
beautiful this mama to school.”
“ Thank you ma.”
Helen said that while kissing her cheek
mother then returned to her room on the second floor to prepare for –
ready.
“Darling you're getting bigger, I'm going to grow
extra to keep you later.”
Kiara said that while smiling,
Kiara is well aware of Helen slowly growing into a beautiful girl,
her hair was long black, her skin was white and dimples were
adorning his cheeks when smiling makes the girl look even more
gorgeous.
“Ah I need to get ready soon – siao, in a moment
store open.”
Kiara said that and then put
a cup of coffee at the table and straight into the bathroom.
Kiara is a novelist who has written
dozens of famous novels, in addition to being a novelist, Kiara also has
huku shop business in one of the shophouses near where he lived, a small town
in the area of East Java with cold air.
That day as usual Kiara delivered Helen
to go to school.
“Ma, can Helen story?”
In the car Helen ventured to
said that to his mother.
“ What's up baby?”
Kiara casually and to two eyes remained fixed
to the highway, but what the princess wanted to tell me
that puppet.
“ Day after tomorrow there is a parent meeting.”
“ Yes mama know it nak.”
“And surely only Helen has no papa.”
Deg
Instantly like a huge rock that hit the heart
Kiara when the beloved princess finally dared to say that to him.
Kiara quickly stopped her car on the edge
walk and look directly at the beloved princess.
“Mama must be mad at me, right?”
Helen who knows Kiara will always be angry when
he said he had no papa now ready to get angry
it's from Kiara.
– reset Helen.”
“ Why ma? Why Helen can't ask the story
papa Helen's own birth?”
“Your father is dead Helen!”
“If papa has died where papa ma's grave? why
as if – as if mom hid all this from Helen? ma Helen is not a child
little one who can instantly believe in all the words of people, Helen
need proof ma, Helen needs proof where
papa's grave if indeed papa is dead, ma Helen wants to meet papa.”
This morning for the umpteenth time Helen's tears
back flowing with a rush, Helen will always end up crying when
discussing the figure of the father who until now for Helen there is something
things that Kiara still covers.
“Here you go, don't cry, we'll soon
up at school, embarrassed if your friend – friends see you cry like this.”
Kiara said that while wiping away the tears
Helen with her handkerchief, while there is not a single word – words that Helen
speak other than a sharp eye towards the real Kiara
I was reluctant to see Kiara.
By turning his two eyes towards the road
raya Kiara returned to drive her car, immediately the atmosphere of the car became
very quiet, yes silent like the hearts of the two women who are currently struggling
with the problem each –, each,
two women with two different generations but the same heartache.
“ Heart – heart dear.”
Kiara said that while shouting from inside
the car, but Helen did not reply to Kiara's words, Helen remained
walk straight into the school yard without turning over to
say something more to Kiara, and Kiara who is understanding
the condition of the heart of the beloved princess in the end can only accept and return
close the car glass.
For a moment Kiara fell silent and let the car go
stay in place.
“ Until when, yes until when should I
hiding all these things from Helen?’
Kiara's tears flowed profusely as she
saying that, to his two hands tightly grip the car steering as if – will
seeking strength from his own clutches.
“ Mas your child has grown up, now you exist
where's mas?”
It was destroyed by Kiara's heart when the words were said
it finally came out of his mouth.
“Mas Adrian, is there not the slightest desire
from you to look for me and ask about my situation? Is all the news that
have I sent it to you at that time only you consider the wind then?’
Kiara's chest tightened when she said
that thing, a word that almost every day he asked for one man –
the man in the past who until now still can not be met, question after
questions that until now have not received answers from men – men in the past
his past.
“Ah you are so stupid Kiara, where could she be
considering you, mana maybe – men seem to remember all the things that
ever happened, moreover, let alone you are an ex-convict woman.”
After saying that Kiara drowned
his face was inside into his own two hands.
“ Helen what would you do if you
knowing that mama is an ex-convict?”
And in the end it was just a very loud cry
sad to hear softly from Kiara's chest tightness, every Helen inquired about
where exactly is the father, at the same time surely Kiara will be like this huh
lamenting the past and sinking back into his dark past.
But in the end for the umpteenth time Kiara had to reduce her own sadness without her daring to tell all the things she had experienced in the past