I LOVE U AYY
Memories of the Past

"Yes I have to cancel this wedding."

A sentence that is really well spoken by Ayu, Ayu must cancel her marriage to Arman, because she does not want to lie to Arman, Arman is a good man, Arman is a good man, Arman deserves a good woman, not a woman like her who has been tarnished. Ayu knew for sure Arman would be disappointed at the cancellation made unilaterally without telling the reason, because it is impossible Ayu to expose her disgrace by saying that she was pregnant, because it is impossible, add it is no longer possible to tell that Adit is the father of the baby he contains, Arman's own younger brother. In addition, the annulment of this marriage will certainly make his family very angry and will be even more angry if he finds out that he is pregnant out of wedlock, but for now, he said, Ayu prefers to think about it later, because now Ayu is thinking about how to talk well with Arman first by giving a reason that can be accepted by Arman. So when Arman invites her out, Ayu agrees because she thinks this is the right time to cancel the wedding that has been planned by her family and Arman's family.

Ayu waited for Arman's arrival in front, before long Arman's car entered his yard and stopped not far from him. Not nothing, Ayu was already afraid to remember how Arman would react if he told Arman about his plan to cancel their marriage. And when the driver's door opens, Ayu tries to put on a smile to welcome Arman, but his smile instantly disappears as soon as he sees who's coming out, he's the Adit guy who's impregnating him, Adit smiled happily as if he had no problems and the burden of life, inversely proportional to his appalling condition.

"Hello would-be sister-in-law, it's ready to go." said Adit, as if they had never loved each other before.

Wanting Ayu to slap Adit's lips, because with no burden to issue the sentence, Ayu was jealous because of the sprain, Adit was happy for her suffering.

Arman followed then out of the passenger door, he also smiled broadly at Ayu and walked up to Ayu.

Seeing Ayu who looks jealous makes Arman misunderstand, he thought Ayu was jealous because Adit came along, "Sorry Ya Yu, I brought Adit, he ended maksa, he said, he said he wanted to serve his brother and sister-in-law before he left by being a driver for us."

Ayu already knew Adit was leaving, but still it felt bad every time he heard the sentence spoken, however Adit was the father of the baby he contained, and to prevent Adit's departure, he said, Ayu also plans to tell Adit about her pregnancy, of course, after Ayu cleared up her problems with Arman first.

Ayu looked at Adit blankly, Arman who felt unresponsive again reprimanded Ayu, "Yu." Arman touched Ayu's arm.

"Eh, what is it."

"Well, Adit's coming with us today, count and let something be told."

"Well, you're actually misrepresenting my goodness bang."

"Like guelah, who told you to nawarin himself wanted to be my driver and Ayu."

"Basar brother has no morals lo." resigned Adit.

"So how Yu, Adit can follow." Arman ignored Adit's protests.

With a heavy feeling Ayu said, "Yes mas, it's okay." whereas at this time he was actually lazy to see Adit.

They enter the car, with the formation, Adit is driving, while Arman sits beside him while Ayu sits alone behind, Arman initially wants to sit behind, but immediately protested by Adit, who is not alone,

"Bang, sit in front of you, you think I'm a driver."

"Lha, you're the driver." plucked Arman and put his butt comfortably behind.

"Mas, mas just sit in front of the same mas Adit." asked Ayu.

"Hmmm, okay if the wife-to-be asks."

Hearing Arman's sentence, Ayu smiled wryly given her intention to cancel their marriage.

"Where are we going to go." Adit who was sitting in the steering wheel asked.

"Not yet know, because this is an impromptu plan, you ask my future wife, she might want to go somewhere."

"Damn it, bang Arman should say all my future wives, make me hurt." he lamented in his heart, but Adit asked too, too,

"Where's my sister-in-law going."

Ayu's answer, "Terasu mas."

"Tok is up to Yu.'

Adit chuckled, "Girls love it so much, if asked for sure the answer is up, it's useless."

"Lo there is no suggestion Dit, because I know where the fun places in Jakarta."

"If the problem is so it's a matter of handing over a kegue bang."

Adit's attitude seems to describe that he is in a state of good, he is smart to pretend, even though he is very sick to see a loved one soon to be married to his own brother, he said, he who used to call Ayu with the call of Ayy, now has to call her with the call of sister-in-law. Several times Adit and Ayu's eyes met on the front mirror, looking at each other for a second before turning their eyes.

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Adit turned out to bring them to an exciting cafe to hang out for young people.

Because Adit is now joined by himself and Arman, Ayu so can not talk about the things he wants to convey.

"This place is exciting too." commented Arman who noticed every corner of the place.

"Eat him bang gaul donk lo, do not just busy with your work only."

"Yes old." ledek Adit.

The waiter came to their table and brought a menu book, while waiting for their order to come, the brother's sister chatted and rubbed each other, while Ayu was only a listener and an audience, seeing that the intrusion between Arman and Adit makes Ayu feel guilty, he feels betrayed Arman because he is currently pregnant with his son Adit, Ayu can not imagine how Arman feels if he knows this.

"Bang, my brother-in-law goes to the toilet first." said Adit.

Arman nodded.

"Thank you" said Arman as soon as their order arrived.

"Sama-sama mas." the waiter replied kindly.

"Oh yes Yu, he said there's something you want to say." Arman remembered Ayu's words on the phone.

Ayu looks agitated, her hands tremble and sweat, actually this is her chance to tell Arman, but she thinks what if Adit suddenly returns.

"Yes."

Ayu fell, his hands were placed on the table nudging Arman's drink glass, and the contents spilled about the white shirt worn by Arman.

"Geez, I'm sorry, Ayu accidentally." Ayu panicked.

Arman wagging his shirt with the spilled orange juice he ordered, Arman smiled so Ayu did not feel guilty about the incident just now.

"Nothing Yu, don't panic that time."

From his bag Ayu took out a handkerchief and used the handkerchief to clean Arman's shirt.

"I'm sorry, but not intentionally."

Arman's eyes focused on the handkerchief Ayu used to clean up the juice spill on his desk.

Arman held Ayu's wrist, and noticed the handkerchief.

"Why are you."

"Sweep that hand." Arman pointed at the handkerchief in Ayu's hand.

"Oh, it's Tama's handkerchief." Arman's question brings Ayu's memory back to her past.

"Tama." repeated Arman repeating the name that was triggered from Ayu's lips.

"Yes, mas Tama, when SD mas Tama gave this handkerchief to wipe the tears of Ayu, and Ayu still keeps it until now."

Unsure Arman asked, "Have you ever lived in a dog."

"Yes." Ayu replied, "Eh, I know." Ayu replied as soon as she realized Arman's question.

"Have you ever been to SD HARAPAN BANGSA."

"I know that too."

Arman's eyes sparkled and with complete confidence said, "Yu, you're Ayu who was it, who was crying in the school alone when it was raining."

Ayu wonders why Arman found out about her past when she was a child, "How can you tell."

"That Tama's my color is Yu."

"I mean, Arman mas is Tama mas, where possible."

Arman explained patiently, "I used to live in Jogja for five years before moving to Jakarta, and my friends there called me Tama, because my name is Arman Pratama Bagaskoro."

"Mas Tama." Ayu looks carefully at Arman's face, a little shadow of the past about the face of the boy who helped him cross his head, and indeed Arman and Tama have similarities.

"So, so, mas Arman was a man who did not help Ayu at that time" he said hesitantly.

Arman nodded steadily, "I don't think yes, this world turned out to be as wide as the leaves of moringa, even though we have met very often how can we not recognize each other, we do not recognize each other, and if you don't take out that handkerchief I can't recognize you."

If Arman had come before Ayu knew Adit, Ayu might have been the happiest because she had finally met the man she had always hoped for, but at this time the love has eroded and is not possible to grow anymore especially with the prospective baby stomach which is the fruit of his love with Adit.

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