I Love You, Mr. Arkan!
Sharing the Burden in the Household

A few days passed, and tonight Anjani woke up from her sleep. He glanced at the clock and it turned out that now the time showed at 11 p.m. But one that Anjani surprised, Arkan where ya? How come he doesn't exist?

Since she could not sleep back because there was no Arkan beside her, Anjani finally took off the blanket and got off her bed. His intention is to go out to find Arkan in his study, but all he finds is Arkan smoking on the balcony.

Anjani sighed, she did not like men who smoked, but Arkan was an adult, she once said that she did like to smoke even though not much. At least 2 times a week for refreshment.

But somehow Arkan looks so sexy his eyes are now. Moreover, Arkan bare chest and display his sturdy back, his hand that rolled a cigarette and also smoke that came out of his mouth. Why yes? Though Anjani often see people smoking, but Arkan vibesnya different. Slowly Anjani approached Arkan. "Mass ... "

Arkan turned and looked at his wife, but he kept the cigarette away from his wife for fear of being inhaled by Anjani. That's not good. "Why wake up, honey?"

Anjani shook her head and drew closer to Arkan and hugged him. Being hugged like that makes Arkan certainly not want to take the risk and turn off his cigarette butts. "What's wrong? Nightmare?"

Anjani shakes her head again. "Well, I wake up and you're not there, you know it's here."

"I'm sorry, I woke you up because I wasn't there."

Anjani nodded her head in understanding and kissed the chest of the Arkan field. "Why are you here? What else?"

"I am ... "

"Is there a problem in the office?" Ask Anjani. He guessed it anyway, because Arkan looks like he's not okay. Of course she thinks of her as a wife.

Even though the children are like this, but he can now make children. Wrong, she means she is much more mature to be a listener to adults who have the status of her husband.

"There is, but not too big. I can still handle it." Arkan smiled and returned Anjani's embrace.

Already Anjani guessed that Arkan was having problems. Because Arkan was weak to say he was going to smoke, copying often enough it meant that he had a problem in his mind.

Moreover, Anjani knows that Arkan is difficult to explain what he feels because he thinks he does not want to make him dizzy. Anjani is eager to be Arkan's friend in sharing everything.

"What problem?"

Arkan was speechless, it was true that he actually preferred to solve problems on his own without having to charge Anjani. But because they are husband and wife, do not they have to share for anything? Anjani is afraid she doesn't believe it.

"I failed to get De Friance's contract" Arkan said.

Anjani tightened her embrace, then rubbed her husband's back. "Then?"

"I feel like a failure because even though his contract is not a very big contract, but it is one of my career goals, Anjani," explained Arkan.

Anjani nodded her head understandingly. Although yes, when it comes to the company Anjani does not understand, but if the matter of listening at least she can be a good listener for her husband.

Anjani smiles. "You're so good to know."

"You have a chance to make a presentation in front of them that's cool in my opinion. Because even though you're not the winner but you include their choice as well, right?"

"Sometimes we as humans should not dissolve equally disappointed, Mas. Humans are like that, growing – Failed – rise again. So also so on, so it would be better if we enjoy the process and the end result wants to win or engage, we must be proud because we can already do the process well," continued Anjani.

Hearing that somehow Arkan felt relieved. Relieved for being able to share her burden with Anjani and make her lighter. Arkan you smiled then kissed Anjani's lips long enough. "Anjani, why are you growing so fast hm? Yesterday you were still a frequently lectured Junior High, now you can even make me much calmer with your words."

Anjani chuckles at hearing that, actually he when it comes to listening is good. So what's wrong with listening to Arkan. He was even happy that Arkan would share anything with him, because the marriage was not a sweet thing that should be felt both, but sad too.

"It should be quiet, you know maybe our baby can't sleep in there because of the thought that his father has more problems. So he does not want to sleep" said Anjani.

Arkan smiling might be true. Slowly Arkan knelt before Anjani. For some reason, Anjani's stomach now looks a little bigger since they published Anjani's pregnancy.

It may be true that if the pregnancy has been published, the baby will increasingly show its existence and Arkan happy. Because it's a sign his son is fine in there. Arkan gently kissed Anjani's stomach.

"I'm sorry dad? You definitely can't sleep. Your mom's kasian can't sleep either, so how about we sleep three now?" Ask Arkan while looking at Anjani.

Anjani nodded, after all, it was also night. They still have to be active tomorrow, so it is not good if they are too late to wake up like this.

"Look asleep." Anjani rubs Arkan's hair and smiles at him.

Arkan stood up and grabbed Anjani's waist, but before going to bed Arkan also did not forget to brush his teeth. He knew he had finished smoking. Although it was only her scars but it was not healthy for Anjani. It was only after he finished that he went up to the bed and re-hugged Anjani.

"Dear."

Anjani returns Arkan's embrace while staring at Arkan. "Why, Mas?"

"Thank you that you've always tried to be the best wife of my life, I know it's not easy" Arkan said as she tidied up strands of hair blocking their visibility.

Arkan knows at a young age Anjani must have studied hard to live their marriage. Where does he know that Anjani's age now prefers to spend time outdoors with his college friends.

Unlike Anjani who is now more at home and spend time with him compared to his friends.

Anjani smiles. "It's not easy, but if the road is the same as you I can. I have you, even though you like to bum. But I always had you. So will you, you'll always have me in every thing you go through."

"I love you" said Arkan.

"I love you more, Mas," Anjani replied as she drowned her face in Arkan's chest.

Anjani stared at Arkan again. "You don't want to wear clothes, Mommy?"

Arkan shakes. "Hot, let it be like this. I'm more comfortable like this now. Are you uncomfortable?"

"That's it, it's comfortable. But you can't get rich in front of other people, right?" Anjani Pinta. It was obviously not willing that Arkan show off his body in front of people. Sharing his face just doesn't want Anjani.

"Yes, Honey. No, just close your eyes, then go to sleep, I hug you until tomorrow morning" Arkan said.

"Mas is sleeping too."

"Yes I'm sleeping too, Anjani."

After saying good night for the second time. They both fell asleep in their own sleep. Hope that tomorrow all this will change with a fresh mind and body.