I Love You Because of God
5.Can be occupied

the chanting of the holy verse of the Qur'an reverberates in the residence of the reza andriawan family. solemnly melody and rayhan recite the letters maryam and letter jusuf alternately. in the hope that the child conceived by the melody can grow into a Muslim/Muslim who obeys Allah SWT. the tone is so lived rayhan sejati so beautiful and melodious. soon he said istighfar so that the shetan not too far to disturb his heart. in his heart the tone of praying for a good soul mate like Rayhan.

"it's been a long time since I've played at aunty's house. been busy yaaaa you?" auntie tia, a friend of the mother who is familiar with the family tone. "iya aunty I'm continuing my studies in Canada." replied polite tone. "waaaah kok aunty ga know the heck you are in college there. aunty child is also in Canada loh, just 3 months can be a task there from his office." aunty then called ryan, ryan, his son who is in Canada to tell the news that the tone is also a study there.Tia tia expect the tone and ryan can be familiar because the same is in the land of people. quite a long tone of warm conversation with mother and aunt tia. occasionally the tone tells of daily activities during the day there. does not feel the day has begun in the evening. dusk was already greeting behind the white clouds that were beginning to change with the dark.

"hopefully yesa college tone. often connectukin ryan if need what" tone kiss the hand aunty tia takzim. aunty tia leave the family home tone and wave hands.

nada went into her room because she felt tired after a busy day taking care of the 4 monthly baby melody candidate event.

sayup sayup heard a noise outside the room tone. immediately tone wearing a hijab to see the source of the commotion.

"o Allah" the strangled tone found melody faint with blood flowing from behind her robe.idily took the car keys and opened the door directing Rayhan to carry melody to the middle bench.Tone, the, rayhan and Melody were in the same 1 car while father and mother followed the other car. there was no debate when the tone took over the wheel to immediately drive her brother to the nearest hospital. unceasingly Rayhan tried to wake his wife to wake her up. With a panicked face Rayhan clasped the melody hand tightly.there was a sense of anxiety emanated there, there was a feeling of anxiety emanated, there was, while the tone can only occasionally see the condition of his brother from the front rearview mirror.

"too weak sir sorry. for now the fetus is still in the womb of the mother melody, but I am not sure will berthan up to when. because the condition of the mother melody content is weak. from the beginning I have reminded that the mother melody bed rest during Ramadan yesterday because it was the last to come here melody mother has complained about her stomach condition which is often dark." tone and rayhan stunned to hear the explanation of the doctor. rayhan felt a failed husband because he could not keep his wife and prospective children who were in the womb melody. rayhan left a still tone sitting in the doctor's room to see his wife in the treatment room.

"God is very good son. good prejudices with Allah yes son rayhan. give it all back to him. hopefully melody can recover after this incident." father strengthens Rayhan who unconsciously cries at his wife's side. "thank you well. father and mother rest at home let me guard melody. if there's any news from the doctor, tell him right away." rayhan kissed the hands of his father and his mother while waiting outside because he couldn't see Rayhan's grief and his brother's.

so quickly God turned back the state of his people.just in the daytime the family tone promised a good prayer for the fetus conceived melody, melody, a, but there has not been 2 hours intermittent melody must be ready to lose the fruit of love with rayhan.a stunned tone at the side of the bed pay attention to how melody felt disappointed because she knew the baby she contained could not be saved.

me: assalamualaikum mas rayhan. kaili ka melody udh realized.I'm still waiting for health news ka melody.

mas rayhan: waalaikumussalam. melody udh aware and udh I told you about the condition of the womb. I am grateful melody is still strong accept the fact that this is all the destiny of God. pray we yaa

me: god willing, I will always pray for your happiness.

solemnly offering prayers for the happiness of his family to always be protected from all dangers.

tok tok tok tok

the sound of the door of the room tone is knocked from the outside. immediately tones tidied up the face and prayer mat then open the door of the room. "son at 7 o'clock ya we go to the hospital. ka melody must be on the curette he said" mother asked for a tone to take her to the hospital because the father had a morning meeting with the client. "iya bund nda ready first yes" with a trembling tone towards the bathroom. her hope at that time was just to see her brother recover.

the hallway of the action room in the hospital where Melody was treated looked silent. there was only a tone, mother, rayhan and also the parents of rayhan. ceaseless rayhan berdhikr and pleaded for protection for his wife. the fetus contained melody already has a life because it has entered 18 weeks.

the doctor asked Rayhan to go into the action room to see the dead body of the fetus that is lifeless so that it can be cleaned and forgiven immediately.

while the tone, mother and old man Rayhan waited outside the room while strengthening each other.

"i believe you're strong. Allah chose you because you are great.you already have savings for the Hereafter that will wait for you in heaven later.God willing there will soon be a replacement quickly yaaa" the tone of hugging the melody gives encouragement when the melody arrives at home. Mother and father behave as if all is well only.there is nothing to cry about because everything has become God's destiny. rayhan gently led the melody towards the room.

1 week after melody came home, everything looks fine.Melody has returned cheerful even though it still looks sad occasionally.

"your stuff is packed?" ask your mother in between family dinners.tone nods while chewing the leftovers in her mouth. "what time is the plane?" ask the father. "insyaa allah at 11 pm well. hopefully no delay yes" replied the tone while putting 1 piece of melon into his mouth. "you are ushered aja de rayhan mas. let Rayhan mas can help you lift the suitcase also before the pesawtnya depart" haggling melody while glancing at rayhan. "i'll have to nemenin you until recovered." rayhan refused subtly his wife's request. instantly the tone felt there was something strange about the attitude of rayhan to her.Since melody miscarried rayhan as if to saturate him and limit communication between them.Something was missing from the figure of rayhan in the eyes of the tone. could it be that the tone made an unintentional mistake until Rayhan was angry with her. "i'm gapapa mas. kasian tones should carry a suitcase a lot." melody rubbed.softly the back of rayhan's hand assured her husband that. "gapapa ka I take a taxi aja. bener said mas rayhan kaka still have to be cemented if there is need for something later." said tone smile. "don't be bawr ya this is my order. anyway mas rayhan anter tones until the airport trus temenin nad until he boarded the plane" father and mother just silently watched the debate between the two daughters. in silence the tone tried to hide the turmoil of his heart will be cold attitude rayhan towards him.tone felt lost attention from kaka-in-law's.

"thank you for anterin me. later until bndara directly go home just don't wait for me to get on the plane.sorry if I'm wrong with you." the tone opens the voice while they are in the car. It seems that the tone must start the conversation so that the situation between them is clear. "you are not wrong tone. I feel rested on the melody." rayhan parked his car on the shoulder of the road and stared fixedly at the face of the tone. "sorry if I have to be honest. I love you long before I married melody. I feel this is God's punishment for me for loving a woman other than my wife.It's not fair that melody has to take away my sin of loving her sister more than I feel for her. melody had to lose the child she had dreamed of.I feel restless because I shouldn't love you as a grown man not as a kaka to her sister.sorry" tone surprised to hear a statement that was thrown from.mouth rayhan. never thought. byny if it turns out rayhan does love him. "mas rayhan" tone tried to arrange his heart after the sentence rayhan jerked his heart. "you lied to your feelings mas.you lied to me, ka melody and dad.why don't you tell me you didn't love ka melody from the beginning? why is it that after getting married I just found out how you feel about me?" a sobbing tone. doubtfully rayhan took a hand tone and rubbed it gently. "sorry tone. father asked me to marry his daughter, wktu I think you're the one I'm going to preach then I'm not dad's offer but it turns out that the biodata I received belonged to melody not you. I can't come to reject my father's request because I feel indebted to your family.I'm sorry once again.I feel guilty once yesterday melody miscarried. I intend to avoid you now and cast away your shadow in my life.I want to make the melody happy this time.sorry" the tone pulled his hand and wiped the tears flowing down his cheek. the silent tone did not reply to rayhan's words to him.at that time he just wanted to leave his life in Indonesia, especially Rayhan. Rayhan driving his car as fast as his mood at that time.

let the tone save the pain of the wound itself without having to damage the happiness of the one stunya he has.