I Love You More Than Anything Else
chapter 39

everyone in the villa had started to enter their rooms, Amalie and Aira chose one room together, Amalie and aira were already in the room, aira immediately fell asleep after bathing and changing clothes,, Amalie who could not sleep, came out of the room she decided to breathe the night air, He went up to the rooftop, Amalie, to see again the scenery there itself in silence

Amalie feels homesick with her parents, she feels guilty just because most of the time she has to leave her parents, Amalie looks strong on the outside never shows her sadness she looks cheerful excited, she looks cheerful, but who knew her heart was so fragile, 'Amalie picked up her phone and squeezed no mommy, walow their time was different, whatever clock Amalie called her mommy always raised

tuttt tuutttt tuttt

the phone was connected, Amalie lifted the phone after hearing her phone ring

" hello dear how are you there" said momy Amalie on the phone

" i'm good news Mom, momy same daddy how are you, when are you here, atow it's time I go home Mom" replied Amalie to her momy who asked back news momy and daddy nye

" what's wrong baby seems like you're not okay there, not like you usually talk in a desperate tone "ask momy

" hikkkk hikkk hikkkkk, I feel tired Mom, I'm tired of running from massalu, I'm tired of holding back longs for momy and daddy, I'm tired of fighting pain, I'm tired of fighting pain, if I go back there I'm afraid to remember everything mom, the chant we both witnessed, the sudden death of kake on the wedding day that should be her happy day ,,, but instead of being the day of the funeral, I'm tired of Mom trying hard around the people who take care of me,,, I'm really tired of Mom, hikkk hikkk, hikkk ,why my life is rich gini mom what's my fault in them hikkk hikkk 6 years I try to forget her here Mom, but why my heart still hurts when I remember her Mom " Amalie was crying hysterically because she thought no one would hear, for sure everyone was sleeping

" dengerin momy baby, if you do feel tired come home, if your escape is in vain return face your mass then fight your fear dear, dear, momy and daddy and even kaka and your niece are waiting here" said momy Amalie to calm her son who was heard crying on the phone

" but if I go home what about what I already have here mom" replied Amalie

" all the decisions are in your hands baby, we always support anything to your verdict" said the momy

" tenkyou Mom you're the best mother sorry I interrupted momy's sleep I closed first Mom greetings for daddy and kaka Bay Mom " replied Amalie

after closing the phone, Amalie held her elbow over the rooftop fence then she looked down at the beautiful night view with tears falling she was still confused as to what decision she should take

" i've told you, don't keep wrestling with the masses, and don't keep your own burdens in your heart, share in your grief, don't just share your laughs Amalie, give a chance to the person who wants to heal your wounds" Alex says approaching Amalie, turning Amalie's body face to face with her so Alex can look Amalie in the eye ,Amalie who was feeling kacow sepontan hugging Alex she cried in Alex's arms, because now she is in need of a backrest to calm her heart, 'Alex who was a little surprised to return to Amalie's embrace

Alex, who understood Amalie's feelings, hugged Amalie tightly and let Amalie cry in her arms, until Amalie finally calmed down and let go of her hug on Alex

" you're better off "Ask Alex

Amalie answered him with a nod

" if so let's go down, here the wind is still getting colder and cooler" said Alex who did not want to ask a lot if Amalie was not ready to tell him

which was only answered with the same nod of Amalie

then Alex led Amalie down, but not toward Amalie's room, but toward Alex's room

" we go to my room there you can enjoy the view outside without cold, just trust me I won't dare to macem macem with you " alex says Amalie stopped at Alex's doorstep, but she realized Alex was leading her to her room

Amalie agrees to Alex's invitation and enters Alex's room

Alex was first on the rooftop, but Amalie did not realize that Alex was in Sana , earlier Alex could not sleep also he chose to go up and sleep in the sopa who was on the rooftop while receiving a report from the erlan in New York on his HP , while Amalie immediately focused her gaze down, and tampa yes realized from earlier there were people who listened to her talk with her momy on the phone, how slashed her heart Alex heard the cry of Amalie, Amalie, Alex is increasingly aware of his feelings for Amalie if he really falls in love with Amalie, Alex will try to get Amalie's heart whatever he will face later