
How does it feel when you are humbled? Don't you feel like you've done your best? Definitely not. The feeling is always in the human mind, wanting to be perfect even already painted in wishful thinking and expecting god to realize the dream.
Not everyone is like that, who says? Dissatisfaction always comes even if you have everything. Business efforts, fuck it! That's tiring.
Silvie, the name of the woman who is now crying in the room alone. It hurts when the in-law ignores him and brings a new person in his house to walk the street, just alone.
"God's torment why can't I get pregnant?"
Man is indeed a unique creature, he will continue to ask the Creator even though he does not get an answer. Is that why so many people do not believe in his existence? Forget that!.
"I'm disabled" His issak humbled himself
I feel bad in between my activities accompanying mom Reva who is busy choosing clothes for me, yes for me.
"Delly is so pretty, hold on we're gonna buy this too"
"Tente but this is too much, we hope yuk"
"What do you mean a lot? Even we haven't chosen heels for you, let's not hesitate to choose what you want Dell"
Resign, I can only accept Reva's gift. One thing I don't understand, why is that middle-aged woman only buying for me? Come on, I'm just a stranger hitchhiking in someone else's house, accepting this kind of carelessness is too much for me. What about Silvie?.
Eight o'clock in the night, Reva and I just got home. There was an eye on the end of the stairs there, he put on a friendly face as he walked down the stairs stepping closer to sit on the sofa beside Reva.
"Mama's tired?" Her speech.
"Not to be so considerate, get out of the way I want to rest" He went away.
I'm the one who saw that guessed that Silvie must be very sad right now.
"Silvie's sister ate?" My rebuke is trying to melt the atmosphere.
"Not Dell, I'm waiting for you to come home"
"We eat yuk kak, I haven't eaten either"
"Eat it anyway but I'm still hungry"
That's just my excuse, actually I even almost vomited her satiated cusp. Hearing Silvie waiting for her I felt guilty.
Eat me with Silvie, when I'm done inviting Silvie into my room.
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"What do you want to show me?"
"Look at this, jeng jeng" I said showing a bag that was scattered in the bed.
"Mama bought it for you? I'm envious"
"What is envy for? It's this this and this is Silvie's brother's mama's choosing her for you"
"really?"
Girang Silvie received what I pointed at without feeling hesitant, he did not know if I was lying so that Silvie was not sad.
"It turns out you're still watching me, and the rest of you have Dell?"
"Yes, because I chose to be mine"
Silvie chuckles, Delly looks jolly because talking with her lips as if afraid of her toys in the snatch.
After 30 minutes of talking to me, Silvie went back to her room.
"I'm sorry brother, I lied to you" I muttered, staring at the locked door.
Tbc.