
“Van, Zavan dengerin mom first, son. Mama give a reason to explain everything to you,” call mama ana to the son who passed away leaving her. He was worried by the expression of van's disappointment at the moment, even though he had just felt the relationship was starting to improve after a long time.
Mama ana's hand managed to grab the hand of the van, but at once the van released it so violently. “You clear what? Want a reason to leave your child and husband for the sake of the richer one? Bener van doesn't know your resemblance, because apparently that face alone has been overhauled.”
“Van, mom has a reason, son. Mama was no longer able to be the same father zha at that time. We were too young and in a hurry when deciding will_”
“His father...His son? Is it worth just being left behind? Now van understands, why mama always fails when pregnant with father's child.” Van warns about karma at this time, which he does not say but so pierced into the heart of mama ana with so powerful.
“Van, it hurts.” Mama Ana shed tears while holding her chest.
“Sick? How do you think zha feels right now. And van? Mama thinks how the van feels that probably will never get zha.” The young man's face instantly showed how hurt he was right now. How much he loved the girl who turned out to be his little sister. He will never be willing if he is always in this position, who can never get zha love as he should.
“What father knows about zha?” ask the van again to his mother.
“Before getting married, mom was frankly the same dad. He did not mind, especially at that time zha tak mama brought along.”
Hearing that, van threw himself on the couch. He shook his head and scooped his rough face with great disappointment. If you were honest from the beginning, it would not be like this. Or even he will ask mama to take zha from his father to be his sister. But now, he was even confused about what to do with zha.
“Zha, why are you with her? Where's father?” ask mama to him.
“His father died a few months ago. From then on, zha parenting was taken over by his om edonya.” Van answered with everything he knew from Zha.
Mama Ana covered her mouth with a trembling hand. His knees also shook, until he dropped on his couch. He cried, then he frowned how zha who had not been in his arms. But it feels free, especially when looking at the expression of zha when you know if mama ana is her real mama, it does not mean stretching out your hands to hug happily but lying behind om with a face of fear.
The Zhavira he gave birth to was already that big now. The girl who will soon grow up and will cheer her ideals. He remembers once how when containing zhavira with all the limitations that exist, when eating potluck and sleeping in a small room so narrow. Even just to crave a cow steak, Zha's father could not obey, but he could have asked his boss to help their finances at that time.
Until after the birth of Zha, mama ana felt so tormented, feeling sorry for her decision to marry young only based on love. Though all is not that easy, marriage and household are not as beautiful just by eating a plate together. Until finally mama ana decided to leave them both, remodel the face to be more fresh and attractive so that she could be easily accepted in the world of work. She even wanted to be an actress at the time. But it turns out that the struggle is not easy either.
“Van to zha.”
“Say,”
“He's a mama's boy, so think about how to take zha from om edo as soon as possible. At least show the responsibility of mama as her mother, although late.” Van got off the couch and left his mother. He did not care, how did mama ana to bring zha to him and become the younger brother of the van as soon as possible. Somehow later, it could or could not be that a zavan was guarding his own feelings from a zhavira..
Mama Ana looks anxious and starts to bite her nails there.His hands tremble at the van challenge, but for her that's what will mend their relationship and even the van will love her as mama. Yes, mama ana wants to be that way with her happy new family. Especially when imagining Zha being happy among them.
“Van dear zha, surely all would be so beautiful if we were together.” Mama Ana begins her ambition again with all her plans this time.
“Master, can you please zha to eat this time? He didn't touch the food at all. I've asked mas yan to come, but he's very busy there.” Wika approached the om edo in her work room.
Om Edo then massaged his forehead, he moved and took a new food that was on the wika's tray at that time. Om Edo took him up to Zha's room and entered without knocking on his door. He sat down, looking at the food that was still intact untouched on the table.
“Will you take this whole house fast?”
“If you want to eat yes eat only, do not have to wait zha.”
“Yes, fine if it is like that. I just pity to see this much food will be wasted, but there are many people hungry and need food.”
“At least they have complete parents, can play and sleep with his mother's father,” zha chirps with his flat tone.
“Taka da which can be compared, Zha. Because they can also cry seeing our happiness,”
There was a sound of zha pulling his snot firmly in his bear's embrace. It makes om edo laugh thinly hear it, but zha actually more and more hide the face in the beat of the beat right then and there.
“Hey... You know I'm busy, right? I've even come and taken the time to bribe you this time. You don't want to take this rare opportunity?” talk to him about edo.
“To want a bribe, later lie.”
“Colah. I'll feed you until this food runs out, how?” Om Edo offered himself back to him.
Zha who was still drowning in the arms of a bear was actually very tempted by the rare offer. But, he was doubtful of his own current form that must have been so messy and unsightly. His face was sticky with tears, his hair was messy, not to mention with everything he could not describe from his appearance. He was embarrassed if om Edo saw him at this time.
“Om?”
“Yes, what's wrong? You don't want to? All right, I'll_”
“Mauuu, Zha is very willing to be bribed. But, turn back the body first. Zha mau_”
“Alright,” replied om edo who is quite sensitive with zha intent. He flipped his body, and even closed his eyes from zha.
Then the girl got up and went from her bed to the bathroom. He cleanses his face, washing it clean until it looks a little bright. Don't forget to brush your teeth and comb your own hair. After that put on perfume and immediately return to sitting cross-legged asking om edo open his eyes staring at him.
Om Edo smiled looking at zha, then started grabbing the food in a spoon and started to feed it. Like a small thing it can melt all the pain that zha feels at this time. He smiled when enjoying the mouthfuls of food from his om at that time, especially om edo also gave a beautiful smile that seemed to be able to divert zha from anything that disturbed his heart.