
Life is life. The life of every human being who has a portion of happiness, injuries, pain and trauma of each person is different, but circumstances are still circumstances sometimes can not bargain can not also go away. and one thing is certain, and one thing is certain, Destiny Takan asks as sick as we go through it.
Anita is now awake, with a limp body she keeps trying to step towards the kitchen to make porridge. Actually she could have ordered food via online.just she wanted to make it herself.
Anita continued to struggle in the kitchen making porridge that was exactly like the porridge made by her mother when she fell ill. she cooked with tears that sagged, and her mother made it, his pale face and lips that were originally red ripe now had no color.
it did not take long, the porridge made by Anita was ready to be served. with trembling hands Anita began to scoop the porridge in her bowl. blew slowly then put it into a pale mouth.
there is no taste, only bitter that feels that way people are sick. But Anita still tried to eat it, little by little until the fifth feed suddenly Anita's stomach seemed to be stirred. quickly Anita stepped towards the watafel and spewed out all her food until her mouth was bitter because it spewed out a lot of liquid.
Anita fell limp, she sat on the floor with both hands supporting her head.Anita again felt nauseous she was back on her feet and then regurgitated her empty stomach. he washed his lips with tap water, slowly wiping with a foggy mind.
"why have I been so nauseous lately? if the cold is usually only last night but this has been a few days.do not me.." Anita said to herself.
"no, not possible!! all right, I'm gonna go check on the doctor, actually, what happened to me" Anita said.
with all her strength Anita stepped into the room and prepared.with wearing cotton pants and also a sweater and hair tied as long as he went to the health clinic.this time he did not use public transportation, he did not use public transportation, he ordered a taxi online to make it faster, after all his body was not able to survive for long Anita thought.
Anita is now on her way to the nearest clinic.45 minutes passed, Anita has arrived at the hospital.
"mona has arrived!" said the driver.
"thank you sir!" said Anita who has given money for her travel expenses .
"thank you again, miss !" the driver said, who then left.
Anita also with a giant step down the clinic is quite crowded.Maybe because of the rainy season, endurance also decreases until many people fall ill.
Anita has now taken the queue number, long enough he waited.his body is getting weaker even his temples are flooded with cold sweat he continues to wait his turn.besit feeling disappointed in Rey, Rey, if you can be honest this time, Anita wants to be a selfish woman who wants to ask Rey to be beside her to take care of her who is sick. is it natural for a wife to also ask for her husband's attention and help? yes, although Anita is only a mistress but she is still Rey's wife.
now it is Anita's turn to enter the doctor's room.there are 1 male doctor and also two female assistants who help her inside.
"good afternoon, ma'am" said the doctor
"dock noontime" Anita replied smiling with her pale face.
"what are you complaining about?" ask the doctor.
"emmm... i.e., I recently felt dizzy and nauseous doc" Anita explained as the doctor nodded.
"all right let's do the examination" said the doctor. Anita followed the doctor and lay down on the gurney, the doctor began to examine Maria.
"the mother and the fetus are fine" said the doctor.
"A.... What is a fetal doc?? fetus???" anita was shocked.
"iya ma'am, but for more details, the mother can immediately check with the obgyn doctor" said the doctor.
Anita who was still dumbfounded was shocked just nodded slowly, then she got down from the gurney and finished her examination.
Anita also with a step that still does not believe she immediately headed to the obgyn room. As usual Anita began to explain her complaints and the doctor again just nodded his understanding.
"it looks like the mother is pregnant, let's Bu for more details we do the examination and ultrasound" said the doctor.
Anita began to lie down on the gurney, then the doctor began to examine Anita and apply a special jelly on the abdomen Anita.
the doctor slowly began to shift the device directly connected to a small monitor screen that showed Anita's uterus. A few minutes passed, the doctor smiled while still examining Anita. Anita who realized that was increasingly confused about what happened.
"congratulations Mom, you are pregnant" said the doctor, who again surprised Anita.
"what doc?? so really I... I'm pregnant doc?" anita asked with tears coming out.
"yes ma'am, congratulations yes.this small point is the mother's fetus.it is only three weeks old and the size is still very small.maybe even just as big as the head of a pentule needle" said the doctor.
"let's go with me, I will prescribe some vitamins to help reduce nausea and dizziness.and yes, you also do not need to worry if you often feel nauseous because of the process experienced by pregnant women. especially if in the first trimester, in other words the mother is experiencing morningsickness, if the mother feels excessive nausea the mother should immediately do a re-examination and eat and rest enough because the age of the first pregnancy is still prone to miscarriage" obviously the doctor while Anita was unconscious she just remained silent trying to listen to what the doctor explained.
"and this is the vitamin, taken before going to bed, ma'am" said the doctor offered vitamins that had been wrapped in plastic.
"well, thank you doc" said Anita who then stood up and completed the payment. after everything was finished Anita back step . she intends to go home immediately.
with a step soaked Anita began to walk again.Tears that had flooded the cheeks, and thoughts that ran to and fro thinking about her future.
"are we really pregnant? is this a dream? if this is a dream please wake me up god!!" lirih Anita keeps walking down the street.
I don't know, this time his feelings are so difficult to explain.whether he is happy or vice versa.he continues to think what will happen to his life. life that has begun to be untidy and began to disintegrate.
"why do you have to be present now! when I started to let go of Rey why were you present in my womb? why!!! god what's my fault? until you keep testing me with everything with all this. You take my father and give it to someone else. Then you take my mother's health and keep her away from me. God, have I ever wronged you? have I ever made a great sin, God??" lirih Anita with tears.
what it feels like to be Anita, with the circumstances that she should be happy with the husband because there are already the seeds of love both of them but now Anita feels very hit.
Anita felt God was unfair to her, God took everything from Anita. Anita continued to cry and occasionally hit her stomach rough, she did not care if she felt pain because of her own carvings. until unnoticed Anita's body began to limp her eyes began to blur making Anita lose control of herself.
"Brugg!" Anita fell unconscious in the middle of the crowd of people passing by.
...Seriate......