I'm Honey My Son
Delta's Regret
"I'm sure, if I give you this money, it could be wrong to use it for fun with other women. I don't want that to happen to me, pah," Mona said languidly.
"Fuck, can't say anything to you anymore. But Papah is grateful because you quickly realize everything. So don't just give money from, papah on, Tara."
"Save the money well, you can take it if needed. Especially later if you give birth will definitely need a lot of money."
Delta feels sorry to see the fate, Monalisa who married an irresponsible man like, Tara.
"Bah, I'm sorry. Because of choosing the wrong husband," suddenly a clear circle dripped on the cheek, Mona.
"Son, don't cry. Pity the child in your womb must be sad. Now just walk like running water, after all, papah does not 100% blame you. At first sure, Tara seduced you," Delta felt sorry for what happened to Monalisa.
"Oh Allah, all this is because of my fault too. If I hadn't forced you back then, Mona would have married, Riky. Maybe it won't happen like this. I'm sure Mona has reached her goal, "the inner Delta feels guilty for, Mona.
Monalisa and Desny, who saw Delta pensively in silence became astonished. They look at each other. Until finally, it was Desny who reprimanded, Delta.
"Bah, what's wrong? looks like something's stuck in the heart, papah? suddenly quiet like this?" Desny patted Delta's arm while frowning his eyebrows.
Not yet Delta answers questions from, Desny. Suddenly, Monalisa interrupted first.
"It's all because of me, isn't it, pah?" Monalisa bowed lethargic.
"No, son. You don't blame yourself, because papah is thinking about something else," Delta's eyes glazed over, she could hardly help but cry.
Though the two eldest children each have their own company, but Delta feels bad if you want to ask for help on them.
Delta instead sacrifices the feelings of her youngest child, who hurts, Monalisa runs away from home. And there was a shame, that Monalisa got pregnant out of wedlock with someone else's husband.
Delta's remorse is endless, he continues to blame himself for what happened, Monalisa. But he did not reveal that regret to Desny and Monalisa.
"Son, now what are you going to do?" Delta deliberately diverted the conversation, so that his wife and child would no longer corner him by asking about his depression.
"I want after childbirth, work, reward. Because it's impossible to expect, Mas Tara."
Monalisa told her parents everything about what she said to Tara.
"Lantas, if Tara still doesn't want your advice? how's next?" Delta knitted his brows.
"Come, pah. It's not working, just plan. If it is, Mas Tara will not take my advice yes I will act decisively."
"Now what can one expect from an irresponsible man? asked to find a job always says it's not unusual to work for people. He used to do his own business, but I was worried that if the money from, papah I gave him would be misused," said Monalisa.
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