
When magrib arrived fortunately I arrived home on time, I entered the house without saying hello.
I passed through the living room, there was a papa with their mama like they had finished praying magrib, I rushed to the bathroom to take a bath and carry out the obligations that He had commanded.
finished praying magrib I was still faithful in the room, it felt I was lazy to come out what else met with papa.
"Devan! call Mama Aina, the soft voice of mama gives a sensation of pleasure in my ears, the soft voice of mama makes me comfortable when close to her.
I hurried to open the door for my beloved mother, "entrance ma! smile says.
Mama holds firmly on top of the established it is complete with food and also milk, mama gave the established it to me.
"eat first! you must have not eaten! mama said
I smiled at my mom, "you know that I haven't eaten, thank you so much! say
I ate the food given by the mother earlier, my mother watched me with a smile.
"mama's little son used to be big! mama said
I stopped my eating and glanced at my mother.
"would I be cared for and raised by mama! that's why I grew this big to protect my mom! say me
"Van if mama is no more, you promise me the same mama!
"you must be a real man, never hurt a woman, if you hurt the heart of the woman you love it is the same as you hurt your mother! my mother smiled
"ma don't say that! mama won't go anywhere, mama will always be next to Devan!
Silent without talking we both kept quiet.
"mama to the room first! my mother stood up
"i'll take ya ma! my words offered themselves
"don't you just rest! said mom left.
I continued the work given by papa last afternoon, strange why did I not refuse the job from papa?
"Devan! call papa from outside my room
"the old jackfruit did it here! revile me
Maybe you'll think of me as a bad boy?
I will not be a child of disobedience if I am not ordered as well as his will.
Do you think it's good to be a slave in your own family?
I am a slave in my own family, I became a dissident because I wanted to defend myself!
"What's? I replied cynically folding both my hands to my chest while leaning against the door.
Bad me huh? yes, I am evil!
"can be polite a little not the same old man! papa Wijaya
"for what is polite with papa who does not understand the same child himself! say
I'm still lucky I still call him papa!
"it's Van papa won't argue your time! papa
I'm trying to hold back my emotions, "Is there anything to come here? my question is still cynical, there is no peaceful gaze highlighted in my eyes looking at papa.
"Next week you have to go to Hong Kong! papa
What Hongkong? no, no. I don't want to go there, I can't afford to leave mom.
"pa I told you I didn't want to go there!
"how many times do I have to say, I don't want to go there! say me
"but Van, papa needs you! papa persuaded me
I won't be consumed by papa's enticement
"NO! my screams slammed the door hard I don't care about the same papa, want him to hang the cake, die standing the cake of stupidity, the door slings made papa surprised.
"BASTARD BOY! papa, heard by my ears
"yes I'm a son of a bitch! reply from the room
A day I don't fight can I? I'm tired of having to hear that old bangka's voice.
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Tonight my heart began to improve because I came home to look like a mother who was so happy as people to get gifts from people she loved.
I didn't dare to ask my mom, I was afraid she said I was going to poke again!
but I'm curious, huh? my mom was happy because of what?
"hmm.say mama who plays her phone while smiling herself.
"mama! call me once more
"what the hell is Markonah! said mama growled
I can't relax if I don't know the answer to why mama is so happy!
"mama! say it once again
mama threw a sharp glare at me, I painstakingly swallowed my Saliva because of the sharp look of mama like she was about to eat her prey.
"not to ma! I said I ran to my room.
"astagfirullah alhazim mama Siti wasn't it? I said holding my heart that was almost dislodged, if dislodged can berabe so!
my mom is happy so why?
you know what my mom is happy about?
aaah I just you guys just shut up! kayak statue display!
do you even think the same sculpture display?
"display figurines for Mr. Devan a yes author!
"iya Siti sorry! Markonah angry ni ye?
We go on again!
Than I dizzy thinking mama better call me sister Reno, I hit Reno's number on my phone.
Tut's..Tut's...Tut's...
Connected but not lifted, "ahh where the hell my handsome gap! muttered me, I threw hp on the mattress fortunately not damaged.
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Early in the morning I was neat and just left, I did not want to join for breakfast with papa who there is only quarrel and quarrel if I join breakfast with them.
I left home without saying goodbye and went home without greeting, like those were the days I passed.
A house this big is like a prison for me, I want to leave this house but my intention is to undo it, if I go later who will take care of my mother. If relying on art to care for mama it is impossible.
I finally arrived at the hotel where I worked. This morning not many hotel employees came because it was still early in the morning.
I went to the elevator to get to my room, I got into the elevator but there was a woman also riding in this elevator.
this woman is no stranger to me, I see her from the bottom up her shar'i clothes cover all her aurat there is not the slightest gap that shows her aurat.
"morning, Devan! his words look towards me
How shocked my heart turned out to be this beautiful girl the somplak!
"Crazy really pretty! my inner
Astagfirullah alhazim istighfar Van istighfar cannot see women who are not mahrom.
"k-you why? kataku stammered
"you want to work sir! her word
"yes I know! but why did you take this elevator, aren't you special under it? said I was trying to be proportional in front of the employee aka this intern
"what do you know? I was moved to the fifth floor by elsa's mother! heed
Whahuh? brother Elsa, so that's moving her sister Elsa.
"relax the face, don't strain it! her word
Is my face really that tight? What's wrong with me? my feelings have never been like this? I've seen him a lot but why am I so tense with him now?
"don't bother you! where there's my face tense! I said I left kanya.
"mean bring the mirror everywhere, sir, so you can read! he said again
What's up with me now? it's not usually like this!
I have met him often? my mind was on the somplak.
throw away your thoughts about him Devan!
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