I'M NOT A SINNER
ABP chapter1 bitter life

with roaring breaths, and with a face of panic, fear and wastage, the pregnant woman endured the deep pain in her lower abdomen and waist, and do not forget the sweat and tears that accompany the birth process of the baby

and with a quick prayer, and a groan full of pain the woman continued to endure her pain,

"yes, let my labor go,"

huuuuhh,, huhhhh, (while holding your breath and tears)

yes, that's where the woman goes through a process called opening, even without her husband beside her

in a simple and minimalist boarding house, located in the city of J, J,

while clutching a bag that is not too big, the woman stepped while limping towards the exit of the boarding room, the boarding house,

"Evelin, where are you going with your tote bag??

ask a neighbor,

" it seems I'm about to give birth to an aunt"

(my answer as it passes)

yes the middle-aged woman called Nilam's aunt looked worried about me,

"what are you going to ride?? who is Lin??

(asked Makk Nilam with his worried face)

"i ride my motorcycle matic, Evelin can go alone (i replied while putting my bag on the front)

"wouldn't you call your family or your husband Lin?? (asked the Tomb of the Nile with my shoulder))

" no makk, Evelin can be alone, pray Evelin so that it will be smooth, makk" I replied as I pulled the finger of the Nile to kiss the back of the middle-aged woman's hand,

"Evelin departs makk" while running the motor matic

grimacing withstanding pain and tears, and do not forget the sight of neighbors and people around who are cynical, and there are sympathy

it did not take long, because the hospital that became the destination for childbirth was not too far, yes the time taken was only 5 minutes from the boarding house where I lived.

entering the hospital, WIJAYA HOSPITAL, exactly in the bassment parking lot, a nurse approached me, a nurse approached me,

"is Evelin's mom alone?? where's temen mom? how not to drive here, is it usually if you check pregnant, mother delivered by Naura??

"sorry Sister Siska, it looks like I have given birth, and my friend has not been informed, (my answer is original)

"well ma'am, we're heading straight to the delivery room, right?? (tap Sister Siska while touching my body)

upon arrival in the maternity room, there appeared several sisters and doctors Nita who prepared alat2 and all the needs of labor and also the baby,

yes, all the hospital workers did know me well, because AQ routinely checked my first pregnancy, this is,

"mother Evelin while we wait for the next opening process, we while checking the blood and heart rate of the baby?? doctor Nita said while removing the tension device from her desk drawer,.

"iya doc" (my answer is still with the pain in my waist and lower abdomen)

"it's almost complete Buu opening it, stay calm and set his breath" said doctor Nita

"yes doc" I replied sarcasm

1 hour passed at last my opening was complete and ready to welcome my baby

""stay calm, set your breath Buu, follow my directions" doctor Nita ordered.

""huhhhh,,huuuu,, ma'am, I replied while adjusting my breath.

""yes, good Mom, do it like that, repeat again Buu, doctor Nita ordered

and with three breaths, born a tiny baby of the healthy and funny male sex

""ooeekkkk,,, oeekk, (the crying filled the delivery room)

""welcome, Miss Evelin, the baby is beautiful, healthy and complete" said Nita doctor while commenting on the smile

"yes doc, thank you (my answer while taking out my light bulb)

""sorry mother, son, because you were born without a father beside us" batinkuh smiled wryly

POV EVELIN

well here I am with all my shortcomings, with a high posture of 169cm, white, clean eyes turn, and do not forget the body of the ulu2,,but the nose is sharp kedalem ((Pesekk klo people say)) 🤭🤭 I live a kara, my parents were actually still there but because of the conflict, I decided to leave the house, I decided to leave, later discussed in the next chapter ya gaiss,,

my full name is EVELIN GENDIS RINJANI, age 30

my job as a singer in a cafe, yes sometimes also plunge into the dangdutt orchestra, more precisely medamsari,

actually I have a husband, yes because there is a conflict of infidelity, I decided to leave him, I decided,,

FLASSBACK

Ting the notification sound of the flat object continued to vibrate

I also did not really fall asleep just glanced at my friend one boarding house, but it turns out my friend who accrued in greeting Naura was not moving, while I shook his shoulder to lick the flat object, the flat object, so as not to sound at my rest,

""Ra, that's a very noisy hape loe"" my sarcasm pinched Naura's shoulder, but the thief lightly threw my hand and confirmed her sleeping position,

and with a high sense of kepo, I also shifted the flat object, instead of wanting to menSilent the flat object, my eyes were surprised by the message that I myself recognized the number, which is like this, it sounded,

**raa, why not bales sich? are you sleeping, baby?? **

...**Evelin so take a job? if yes come out yuk, kangen nih same you** ...

with trembling hands, and the round, clear crystals at the tip of my eyes, I scroll the contents of the chatt message,

there were many words of seduction, indecent photo photos, even swearing that Naura showed to impale my glare, with a clear Cristal circle still attached to my cheek, and, I woke Naura who seemed to be asleep in her dreamland,,

With a single bluff, Naura opened her eyes lazily,

""what the hell is sich Lin?? you are surprised by gw ajh!(naura answered by fixing the negligence)

"obviously to me, what is your relationship with Adam?? (many of me with a gaze drawn towards Naura)

""do you mean what sich Lin?? (naura's circus with panic mimicry)

""Elu ya Raa, we've got it ourselves, but loe really nikung gw, what less am I same loe??less Baek gimna gw same loe, elo I have finished, I can eat, clothes loe aja gw aja nyuciin, because I know loe must be tired abis work, all live loe gw gig, I do not intend itung same loe, I iklas because loe nemenin gw during Ney, but what we dapet from loe?? ohhhhh!!!!! (my wrath with overflowing)

"sorry Gw Lin, I don't know what's the same with Adam, (disputing Naura with her tear drama))

!!!!!Plakkkk,,,, (a slap that hits Naura's smooth cheek, ' he said,

""gw ajh who is not necessarily a singer Raa, even though the males are chasing gw, whether it's still loose or men, I'm still a working professional, I'm there as a vocal/singer not j@#&*g, g,

elo who incidentally Cashier Al**m*t, behavior loe kek Gundik that does not sell, (my cerocos shed my emotions)

"Lin, yes I'm wrong, I'm sorry you are, but I don't mean to nikung mas Adam from loe, I'm just morotin doank" (denying Naura)

""kalo loe just want morotin mas Adam, do not need also loe sleep mas Adam, nyesel I have a friend kek elo, from now on loe gw end, I do not know loe, I do not know loe, I don't have a friend kek loe, go loe from the kost gw,"(my shout while throwing barang2 Naura out of the room, go,

and with drama and tears Naura left me with a million wounds.

unbeknownst to me Naura smiled curiously with tears still welling up in the corner of her eyes,,

after the death of Naura, I also cried so that it spilled pain in my heart,

still with my bitter tears, suddenly Nilam's mother entered my boarding room, which I did not lock, because of my mouth with Naura,

""are you why Linn??( ask the Tomb of Nilam in a worried tone)

"Evelin gpp Mak, just a small storm, Evelin tired Mak, want to rest dlu, (my answer passed while closing the door)

""yungalah sakne men cah kuii, urep recoso, left sing Lanang, koncone bakmu Gundik" ##it's Javanese ya gaiss, which means (YES FORGUN, KASIAN ANAK ITU,LIVE HARD, LEFT HUSBAND, TEMENYA GUNDIK)) (grunts Tomb Nilam while leaving the room kuhh kost, ),

FLASSBACK OFF, BY THE WAY,,

oeekkkk,,, oeeekkkk, with a loud cry my baby broke my daydream,,

"" ehh dear, my mother's son thirsty, be patient""

with the rest of my energy, Krn gave birth, I carried my only child, my wayan,

"" drink a lot of goodies" I said as I kissed my son's forehead,

""yeah Alloh strengthen the servant in undergoing all this, batinkuh while removing a clear round, clear,

and within minutes the baby boy I named BINTANG RASYA TREASURE fell asleep with his little smile, and my eyes closed, too,,

3 DAYS LATER,,,,, THE,,,,

in the far west sky, the sun seems to want to drown its rays, yes it's a code that the light begins to change night, night,

I looked at the clock on the wall, and the time showed at 7pm, assisted by Sister Siska who was busy packing my belongings and my son,,, and,,

""thank you very much Sister Siska, has helped me a lot during my time here" I said sincerely

""along with Ms. Evelin, it is my duty and duty to help patients in this hospital" replied Sister Siska with a genuine smile,, saying,,

and with slow and sure steps, while carrying my little son, I left the biggest hospital in J city,

tinn, tinn, tinn,,!!! the horn surprised me

""with Evelin's mom?? ask the bike driver,

""yes sir, as per the point yes sir, I replied as I opened the car door,

""let's say if my body is healthy the motor does not take, fortunately the hospital will be kind, (my monologue)

unknowingly the car had stopped in front of the boarding house I was staying at,

""already arrived Mom, how can I help Buu??? ask the driver, hesitatingly,

"already sir, thank you I can kogg, this is the money pack, the change is for you, father," I said

""thanks Buu Evelin, healthy always for mother and family" said the driver,

while enduring the pain in my core, I opened the door to the locked room before I left my hostel, and with great difficulty I carried my bag and son in a sling, I also did not escape the rumor of the neighbor who sneered and swore an oath to me,

!!you ladies of the night!!

!!his name is also singer Bu,, mom, that's how he does it!!!

yes, the word spicy like that there is my daily food, (for example neighbor julyid, but not all kayak singers, clever we take and take care of ajh, ajh,

with trembling and the whirling of my inner circle, I placed my son on my simple bed, and,,

""bubugh ya Sayange ibuk, may you be a son of Sholeh, and may protect mother,,,, may you be a son of Sholeh,,

as I kissed and stroked my son's puffed cheek, my eyes slowly darkened, and I walked through the dreamland,,

...Hayy gaiss, sorry as big as you are, because this is my first work, there are still many errors, layout, language frame, typo and many more, hopefully not disappointed yes, ...

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