I'M RIGHT HERE
CHAPTER - 3 : ~ DIARY OF AN ASYA

At 14.30 .....

I sat at my desk, staring out the window where my window ran into Gavin's window and the gansa of two boys who were my best friends, and the sabahat my twin.

I sat down to think about what happened at school, the debate and the worry that just happened to me and all my friends

as a result of danielle's actions I managed to remember the events of three hundred years ago.I remember her back, I cry again, I cry,

I reached for my diary which was not far from where I sat, I opened every page of the book. there are so many memories and my photo with brother Nathan someone who was once a complement to my life.

"*asya, don't run away later fall" said deenan to me. I just laughed and didn't listen to him

"yes brother nathan come lo" shean continued to me, I immediately turned around and looked back there was brother nathan there

I immediately ran towards her, looking at her beautiful bead eyes looking at her smiling self towards me. I returned it with a warm smile

"why recalcitrant? don't run away and fall on my knees again" ka nathan forbade me

my 13-year-old self was still in 1st grade Junior High while she was in 2nd grade Junior High a year different from me but she was older than me, so I called her brother

"out of his gavin ngerjain asya ka, then his asya back work eh apparently gavin instead pursue asya" elak I managed to get a sharp gaze from gavin I laughed amusedly looking at him

"asya luan who began to blame gavin? asya's cheating" gavin's reply was singing his mouth

"indeed gavin one of the bleee" I sneered at gavin who had started to get upset but I just laughed to see it

"just don't don't" ban ka nathan from me, I just nodded

"yes, I have entered already told you to eat first" continued shaen, I shook my head and turned to look at ka nathan

"it's good to eat first brother here kok ayain asya" said brother Nathan stroked my long hair gently

"why didn't you come in to eat together and the others too? deen can Nathan's brother come in to eat with us? " ask me this time to the man who is my brother

we went in and sat down to eat together in the garden behind my house*

KE soan it managed to make my memory back, I guess the tears that had soaked my cheeks.without me realizing it turned out that behind my bedroom window there was someone who had been watching me since, dancing...

#DOGAN POV:

I saw her from behind my bedroom window, staring at her heartily, giving a reproach to her solitude and winning herself. really can't bear to see him like that he who still wants the same figure of a lover who he loved first

separation will happen to everyone and that is what was experienced by us three years ago, the incident that happened to brother Nathan managed to make Asya turned into a girl who was cold and indifferent to people

losing makes everyone forget everything makes him inappropriate to have again, makes him heartbroken, makes him forget something he will make. unexpected loss can lead to a slow process of grief and will be difficult to accept.

losing someone who isn't yours is one of the saddest things in life when you're so afraid of losing someone who doesn't even feel like yours, and sometimes humans have to get to the point of "LOST" to understand a presence, affection and loyalty.may be only temporary but loss is forever.so the only way is sincere and let go of someone who is hard to forget

"he still remembers the incident" muttered gavin who was behind me

"it seems that Danielle managed to make her grief reemerge, even though she was not the cause of it all but still thought that Danielle was the cause of Nathan's death" I replied, I looked at Gavin standing next to me

"we should talk about this to deenan and shaen they both know how the twin's sadness is, "review gavin to me, I nodded

we both decided to go to the house, and the twin of it. Out of the gate of my house was already a white gate of ash, ash, the family adipranata residence house that is known for its harmony is the same as in my family, adipradana only different names but the quality is just as great

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"what do you want to talk about? " deenan asked when we were all sitting on the sofa in the living room we used to gather

"how good things now seem he is still thinking about his past he returned sad.Gansa just saw him from the window but did not dare to greet him, "clear dance

"father told us not to disturb him first, let himself calm down and give reproach to himself" sheen replied giving advice to his best friend