I'm the Unwanted
CHAPTER 31 DEVAN POV 2
...🎵 Aishiteru 🎵...
Waiting for something really annoying for me
When I have to be patient and be patient
Waiting for your presence
I don't know when I should
Waiting for something really hard 'to me
Living in solitude without you
Sometimes I think I'm looking for a replacement
When you're far away
Just be agitated for a moment without your word
I suspected I knew my wait wouldn't be in vain
And give me one definite answer
I don't know when I should
Hold on when you're far away
Jealousy got into my mind
Floating is not necessarily a direction about you
Is it the same you feel?
Even though our bodies are far apart
But our hearts are always close
When you miss closing your eyes
And feel my a-a-a-I
The power of our love will never be fragile
Removed of space and time
On the sincerity of a-a-ai-aishiteru
When I was alone my mind flew
Feeling restless
Live the reality of life without passion
Please come back
Kimi ga tooku ni itemo
Kimino omoi ga tsunagaru
Shinjiteru yo, shinjiteru yo
Even though our bodies are far apart
But our hearts are always close
When you miss closing your eyes
And feel my a-a-a-I
The power of our love will never be fragile
Removed of space and time
On the sincerity of a-a-ai-aishiteru
🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎🦎
~Episode thirty-one//
I kept trying to get close to her, like finding out her name, date of birth, and family, when I didn't know anything about her family and thought everything was going well.
But when I was going to pick her up to go to school, my views changed about her family, there was nothing good about my girl, they kind of exiled her and made babu in that house.
Hate it? of course, the biological family itself alienating our loved ones makes me feel what she feels, she said, yes, even though I just got to know her, but I felt like I felt something new in the girl's life, thanks to him I learned that in this world it is not only me who suffers probably almost all humans as well.
Day after day passed by now I began to get close to her, but when I wanted to go to the school garden, one incident that I did not want to see, was clearly displayed in front of me, he was joking with another man.
I know I'm selfish but I'm right² dotes on her, right² is afraid of losing her, stupid indeed if I think only I'm her male friend, but honestly I've never seen her with another man.
Over time I began to get used to the situation, and one by one surprises came in his life.
The terror! the first surprise I never noticed while on his side, made me feel bad to be by his side.
Ari is the mastermind of that terror! yes second surprise is the mastermind behind the terror was a close friend of his own, true² Hard to believe but it's all real.
And the third is the change in attitude of Tania and Jasmine's mother, at first I did not trust them but after being noticed they were right² sincerely apologized to Jasmine.
I do believe but it will not be that easy to let go of Jasmine's hug, because maybe they have a plan and anytime will hurt Jasmine.
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I came home with a happy smile, of course there was a reason, but one fact made me lose that smile.
The person who took care of me from childhood was in a critical state, and had to be taken out of the country for treatment.
My mouth wants to refuse, but my heart does not! I'm afraid to leave Jasmine alone, but I can't let my mother be in a foreign place by herself either.
The dilemma! that's how I feel now, but regardless of how mamah is the person who took care of me and raised me, and for Jasmine maybe she will be fine² only, I'm sure of that.
***
Today is my last day at school, because tomorrow I have to leave, even though my weight must be strong.
I kept convincing my heart not to worry about Jasmine and to think positively that she would be fine² only until I returned.
I intend to meet him at the park so he doesn't look for me later if I leave.
"What's up, brother?" ask Jasmine.
"Jas I have to go accompany mamah treatment abroad, you are good² aja I stay?" ask Devan.
"Mommy brother Devan why?" ask Jasmine.
"He was ill in a suit, and the equipment for the operation was incomplete, so we had to go abroad in order to run smoothly" said Devan Lirih.
"I understand brother, Devan's choice is right, I promise I will wait safely until Devan's brother returns, I understand the feeling of Devan's brother now, and maybe if I were Devan's sister I would do the same" Jasmine said.
I'm right² felt like I was loved after all this time, but it's a pity I still don't dare to be honest about my feelings, not afraid of being rejected, but afraid that if we break up one day we will be someone else.
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