I'm your soul mate
CHAPTER 40: Visiting Elena

Elena's body felt helpless after knowing a truth that was impossible to believe. How could he not be the biological son of his Daddy and Mommy.

"Mom, tell me Mommy's joking, right, Momm. This isn't true, is it Momm? Tell me that El is Daddy and Mommy's son. Say Momm!" scream Elena. He hopes it's not real.

Azra could no longer hold back her tears. He had promised he would never reveal Elena's identity. However, since Azra did not want anything bad to happen to Kenza again, Azra was forced to reveal the truth.

In fact, Alan was angry and disappointed with Azra for hiding a big secret from him. But in the end Alan forgave Azra's mistakes on one condition. Azra must accept Kenza's presence and treat Kenza like their own child without distinguishing her affection from Elena's. With such conditions Alan will also love Elena like a real child.

"I'm sorry Mommy, honey. Mommy's not kidding."

Elena's chest was getting claustrophobic. I wanted to scream as loud as possible and drown at the bottom of the sea to hide my face. What a painful reality.

"Why Mommy didn't say right from the start that El wasn't Daddy and Mommy's son. Why Mommy took care of and raised El. Why Momm." Elena's cry broke.

"I'm sorry Mommy, El."

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Crushed.

That was how Elena felt at this moment. A painful reality slapped him. The prideful feeling seemed to collapse just like that. There are no more dreams and hopes because everything has been destroyed. Then why else would he survive if it was meaningless.

"If I'm not Daddy and Mommy's son, then who am I? Am I the street kid that Mommy picked up. Why is life so sad. Why?" Elena still did not accept the reality.

Elena looked at the star-clad sky. Under the darkness of the night he was still faithful to look up and kept shouting because he felt all this was not fair to him.

Alan daj Azra was walking around the streets looking for Elena who had suddenly left home. Both of them felt very worried about Elena's situation which was not okay.

"Lan, how's this?" asked Azra who was already overwhelmed with fear.

"You just calm down. Elena must be fine. He couldn't do things that didn't make sense. Believe this. Maybe he's in a place of worship right now to calm down." Alan tried to comfort Azra.

Almost 1 hour both searched for Elena in places frequented by Elena, but until now no sign of Elena had been found. I don't know where Elena went.

"Lan, let's find Elen in the garden near the house. Who knew he was there, because it was a place he used to visit," Azra suggested as the two of them had already wanted to submit to look for Elena.

"Okay, we're going there. If it's not there, I'll drop the men to find Elena."

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Every good that is planted will come back again with double. What is lost will come back so there is no need to regret if he has not returned, maybe he still wants to take a walk to buy time.

As with the memory of the missing Arshen, it has now returned. It even seems so obvious that two young children are tying each other to a promise for their future.

The atmosphere of the morning was slightly different as a bright face had already welcomed all the members who were walking towards the dining table.

"Morning Dadd's. Morning Momm" Kenza said to her parents who had just arrived at the dinner table.

"Morning too, honey. Tumben sat here early in the morning. Usually also still rolled blanket," said his Daddy.

"That's it, don't you beat up your Daddy. He likes it strange Oh yes, you have been horrified not yet if Elena goes to the hospital" said Mouza.

Kenza who had heard nothing about Elena immediately gasped. "Seriously Momm? Elen's sick what? It seems like yesterday he was still doing well" Kenza said.

"Mommy doesn't know either. After breakfast we go straight to the hospital, look at Elena's condition, yeah."

"Elen why, Momm?" asked Kenzo who had heard Mommy say about Elena going to the hospital.

"Mommy doesn't know. Mommy Azra just told me that Elen was in the hospital. Mommy also does not ask what pain," explained Mommy.

As Mouza said, after breakfast she went straight to the hospital to see Elena's condition. Mouza did not know what Elena was sick because when Mouza asked Azra and Alan the couple did not say about Elena's pain.

Although Kenza has been hurt by Elena, but the girl does not necessarily hate him. She was worried about Elena's situation because she already considered Elena like a sister.

"Dadd, Elen why?" kenza asked after she reached Elena's room.

Kenza's eyes looked at the figure now lying on the hospital bed with an infusion tube stuck in his hand. At first glance Kenza also saw a bandage that wrapped his arm.

"Ride, Elen ... " Kenza immediately covered her mouth with both palms.

Keanu and Mouza who had already seen Elena's state were shocked. Unexplained, they already knew what had happened to Elena.

"Why is it like this?" ask Keanu.

Long nafa's mouth came out of Alan's mouth. "Come on, Bang," said Alan heavily.

"Zra, what's wrong?" Now Mouza asked Azra while holding her shoulder.

"The whole story, Za. It's all my fault. Elen tries to end his life because he knows a painful reality, Za. And it's all my fault." Azra could no longer bear to not cry. She shed her tears in Mouza's arms.

Kenza could hardly believe what her Mommy Azra was saying about Elena. How could all this time such a big secret be hidden in a meeting. And if knowing this reality would hurt Elena, why would they have to reveal Elena's true identity. Of course this isn't fair to Elena.

"Dadd, even if Elen isn't Daddy and Mommy's biological child, at least don't say reality in an emotional state. Anyone who knows a statement in an emotional state will be frustrated" said Kenza, who lamented the actions of his Daddy Alan and Mommy Azra.

"But he's gone too far, Za! It's not appropriate for him to harm you and it's not appropriate for him to say something inappropriate comes out of his mouth. He's a kid who doesn't know he's lucky. It's still good that I accept presence. If it wasn't for Azra not being able to have any more children, I wouldn't have accepted it that wasn't clearly her origin!" said Alan who still can not relieve his emotions.

"Alan!" mouza Sentak. "

Alan was silent. Suddenly the mood became quiet. No one dared to speak anymore.

"You should be able to accept Azra with all its flaws and advantages. Don't just love the advantages but the love that also lacks. You will never know how Azra hid her pain all this time. Have you ever asked Azra the pain she felt? No, Lan? You only see Azra who is always happy, without knowing her true heart. If you were Azra, you wouldn't have the heart to treat your partner like this" Mouza said at length.

"You should correct yourself before you blame someone else's shortcomings. Do you know how difficult Azra was back then and why she could miscarry which ultimately Azra could not conceive anymore?" fred Mouza to Alan.

The longer Mouza kept slapping Alan. Until Keanu finally beckoned Mouza to just come out. Because if left unchecked, then Mouza will continue to bring up what has happened in the past. And it's not good to be listened to by their children. "Dear, stop. We're out, yeah."

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