I'm Your Widow Duda
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"Are you sure you want to go?" Ask Sita who was helping Tutik Bu pack some clothes and arrange them into a large bag. The plan is that Bu Tutik will go to his brother's house and stay for a few days because there is an event.

"Yes, you are well, Sita! So you're going to go with mom."

"In addition, pity your mother if you go alone," explained Mr. Alwi.

"All right, then!" Sita draped a scarf to Pak Alwi's neck so as not to get cold on the road.

"Who's asleep? How come there's no sound?" Ask Bu Tutik to Sita.

"Yes, I slept fast, Mom! Looks like it's not a nap, huh?" Back to asking the mother.

"Fun with Nak Robert earlier, so forget to take a nap." explained Bu Tutik while laughing.

"Robert here again?" Ask Sita whose face immediately changed.

"Yes! That was a bit long ago and had time to invite Angga out as well. He said to the ice cream shop." Answer Miss Tutik.

"Hubliness! I told you not to come near!" Sita muttered annoyedly.

"What's the problem, Sit? Robert's son looks sincerely loving Angga! Why are you hiring that?" Cecar Bu Tutik.

"The problem is, Sita does not want if the Angga becomes dependent on Robert, Mom!" Sita replied with a high tone.

"Hhhhh!"

"When are you going to start opening your heart, Sit? The goose also needs the figure of a papa!" Tukas Bu Tutik finally felt that he could not stand the hardness of Sita's heart.

"There has been a father who has been a papa figure for Angga all this time!" Sergah Sita looking for justification although then Angga's babble when asking Papa to Sita again flashed in the mind of the mother of one child.

"Ma, Om Robert could be Angga's dad, right?"

"Om Robert is kind, want to be Angga's dad, right?

"Ma, why doesn't Angga have papa like the rest of his friends? Angga would also like to be invited to fish or taught a bicycle by papa."

Sita's heart melos remember all the babbling Angga.

"It just feels different, Sita!" Mr. Alwi's advice is gentle.

"And the more the age of Angga, the child will miss the figure of a papa," continued Mr. Alwi again.

"Sita will give Angga understanding, sir! Angga is a submissive and understanding child, so she will definitely understand everything" Sita said before the woman passed into the bathroom and vomited.

"What are your stomach acids coming back for?" Tanya Bu Tutik who has followed Sita.

"It looks like it, Mom!" Sita answered while gargling.

"Don't like procrastinating on eating! Keep health!" Advice Bu Tutik while gently rubbing Sita's back.

"Yes, Mom! Sita will take care of health."

Beep beeps!

The sound of horns coming from the front of the house.

"That's the taxi the Father and Mother have come," said Sita who quickly grabbed a bag containing the clothes of her parents. Sita brought him to the front of the house, and Bu Tutik and Pak Alwi followed Sita's steps.

"Maybe Mom and Dad will stay four to five days" said Bu Tutik told Sita.

"Let Angga let Sita leave it to Teresa while Sita works, Mom! Sita calms the mother.

"All right! Remember mom's message and don't eat again!" Message from Tutik once again.

"Yes!"

Sita waved her hand and waited until the taxi slid away leaving Sita's modest home.

The woman sighed and went inside the house and did not forget to lock the front door.

Sita took something from her room that she had bought a few days ago but Sita still felt hesitant to wear it. The woman went into the bathroom, carrying a plastic bowl. After pouring her urine, Sita opened the blue packaging she had taken from the room. Sita immediately did the test and waited for a while. The woman's hand trembled as she lifted the testpack from inside the plastic bowl. Sita watched closely the red line above the long flat object and immediately froze Sita.

How'this?

Tok tok!

"Ma!"

"Mama's inside?" The knock on the door, as well as the call from Angga broke Sita's daydream.

"Yes, Angga! What's up?" Sita cried from the bathroom. Sita's hand had deftly cleaned up everything she had just done. Sita wrapped the testpack neatly and stuffed it into the trash can in the bathroom.

"People go to the table, Ma! Mama's still a long time?" Angga answered back from outside the bathroom.

"Mama's out now!" Sita replied stammered and checked once again maybe something was scattered and made Angga suspicious. But everything was already clean and after confirming once more, Sita rushed to open the bathroom door and came out.

"People go, Ma!" Said Angga again who immediately rushed in, after Sita came out of the bathroom. Sita herself continued to walk to the kitchen to get drinking water because now her throat feels dry.

Should Sita contact Robert and be forthright about all this?

But at that time Sita had already told Robert that he was using contraception. Will Robert believe it?

Sita sipped one more glass of water because now her heart was worried. All this happened because of the stupidity of Sita who just wanted to accept a high-paying job overnight.

If that night Sita did not meet Madam, surely Sita would never sleep with Robert and conceive the boy now.

Sita is really worried now!

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Robert woke up and glanced at the clock on the new nightstand showing two o'clock in the morning. Robert's dream tonight is a little strange and different from before. If you usually dream about Sheila is normal for Robert, but tonight Robert actually dreamed of something else.

A woman holding something in her hand...

Shittah!

Robert rubbed his own face repeatedly, then got up from the top of the bed and headed to the kitchen to grab a drink. Robert sat pensively in the minibar in the kitchen, playing with a vial of airvmineral that he had just taken from the refrigerator.

The man thought back to his dream. Lately or more precisely since Robert slept with Sita, Robert did so often think about the birth mother of the Angga. Guilt, a sense of responsibility and another strange feeling became Robert's reason to always meet Sita, although in the end the woman always avoids and is reluctant to meet Robert. Guided there is Angga who can always be the reason Robert.

"Hhhhh!"

Robert sighed and smiled knotfully, then the man gulped down water from the bottle in his hand until it was left unnoticed.

"I'm using contraception!"

Sentence Sita that morning, when Robert said that he would be responsible if something happened that was not desirable again flashed in the mind of the man. If Sita is using contraception, then it is unlikely that the woman will conceive Robert's child.

Although Robert himself is still wondering, why would Sita use contraception if the woman had separated from her ex-husband five years more?

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