I MISS
SCENARIOS

"Rin here!!"

I miss returning Linda's hand.

When Rindu was about to cross suddenly there was someone who hit him until the grasp of baby Nan stroller detached.

"Yinyaanen!!!" The screech.

Hearing the screams of longing, instantly

Mas Nano ran, crossed the road trying to reach the stroller that contained Baby Nan in it.

"Massa!!!! Awass!!!" Shouting Longs.

Unexpectedly, there was a fortune car with high speed beat Mas Nano to bounce.

Blood was everywhere.

Linda seemed to be glued. The cotton sugar is released.

"Maaasshss!!!" Missed back to squealing.

Only then did Linda come to her senses, running tearfully, screaming hysterically. Putting Mas Nano's head in his lap. Hugged it. Clear circles creek on both cheeks. Shaking her husband's body.

Linda's scream echoed, "Maaaaaasss!!! Wake up, torch the torch, wake up!!"

Mas Nano's hand tried to reach Linda's cheek, as Mas Nano said, "Ja - don't cry, a - I'm fine."

"Mas, don't talk much, shut up. The ambulance was coming soon," shaking Linda held her husband's hands full of blood.

Mas Nano smiled, "Jaga Nan is fine, tell her. Papa loved Nan very much, uhkk," fresh blood came out of his mouth. One second later, Mas Nano's eyes closed perfectly with a breath.

"Mass!!!" peekik Linda's.

Her husband's eyes opened again, Mas Nano's index finger stuck to his wife's lips, "Sstttt, don't scream out loud and Nan's startled and crying."

"Mas don't joke! Shut up in a minute the ambulance came, hiks hiks," Linda held onto Mas Nano's fingers.

"Honey, I will miss you very much later" said Mas Nano interrupted by Linda's sobs. His breathing began to feel heavy. His hands began to stretch.

"What are you saying, you're not going anywhere!" look at Linda, when Mas Nano is in arms. Slowly the embrace of Mas Nano released, his hands drooped limp. Breath blows softly, guiding my eyes back to close tightly.

"Young!!!" Linda's roar echoed.

The second time Linda had to see Mas Nano lying lifeless. I hope everything will be okay like that time.

But in reality this was no ordinary wound. The white T-shirt that Mas Nano wore was flushed with blood.

Linda cried so much, "Maaaassss Mas open your eyes Mas!!!!!"

After that Linda lay helplessly.

The people who were there tried to help as much as they could, some only saw as spectators.

Baby Nan was not hit. Wasted down. Curse stupidity. How could his hand be so slumbering that it let Nan slip out of his grasp.

After a while the ambulance siren was heard, there were police officers there as well. Assisted by the medics, Mas Nano's body was evacuated. Likewise with Linda's body lying limp.

Longing looked trembling his face as pale as a dead man. Baby Nan was crying in her arms. Various police officers asked. But not a word came out of the lips of Miss. Looks like Miss is still in shock with the incident this afternoon.

People around you who know them immediately contact their families. Miss just went silent in the patrol car. Whimpering baby Nan gradually calmed down, the tiny hand with or accidentally rubbed the soft cheek Missing. Immediately Miss realized.

"Mas Nano," murmured Long. The eyes miss reddened but did not shed a single tear. The tears in his heart were now more domineering.

Who would have thought that this could all happen. Everything has been outlined since three months in the womb, soul mate, fortune, and death have been clearly recorded.

Moments later, a patrol car and an ambulance arrived at the hospital. Along with Pakde Ari and Bude Winy are also babysister Nan. Instantly Nan turned away from the embrace of Miss.

"Bude!" pekik Rindu, hugging Budenya.

Longing to try to regulate his breathing that began to tight, "Bude was Nan, Mas Nano, was Nan, earlier, earlier," As if complaining Missed to say.

"Relax dear calm yourself," Bude Winy calmed her nephew who was still in shock. Clutching in arms.

Missing as if speechless, tears could not be shed, for some reason the cries did not break.

"Bude, Mas Nano De!!" Looking fixedly at Bude Winy, still trying to explain something.

Bude Winy re-embed the body of Miss in his arms. While taking Rindu to Linda's nursery.

Seen a police officer approached Pakde Ari then asked him to speak, "Sir according to witnesses, the incident happened so quickly. A car sped up as the victim was about to stop a baby stroller."

Pakde Ari looks at the police. Then the police told the chronology of the incident in detail according to witnesses. Both look serious. Nan is no longer in the hospital. Babysister has brought her home.

Linda's still unconscious. Waking up for a while and fainting again, as if unable to accept reality. Slowly the swollen eyes opened, speaking in tears, questioning the reality that had just happened, "Mas, there's no way Ma, Mas Nano left me and Nan?"

Bude Winy's eyes reddened the translucent droplets dripping on both of her cheeks. Feel what his daughter feels. A very deep sense of loss. He tightly embraced the weak body of the princess. Hope to lighten the burden.

Gently rubbing Linda's head, "Honey strengthen yourself, remember Nan dear."

"Hiks hyks hyks," Linda is now crying in the arms of the Mother.

Linda's body shook, a heart-wrenching cry, "Mas!! Ma, Mas Nano can't possibly be fought, hiks. Right Ma? Aren't we?"

I miss not daring to come closer. Leaning on the open door leaf, her tears seemed to be drying up. Not not sad. Beyond that miss really feel lost. Losing the person he misses so much.

"Cry over Rin," someone patted her on the shoulder, "Be sweet, overflow everything. Don't let your heart cry, it won't be good."

Yes, the heart misses crying, crying over the departure of Mas Nano, crying over his carelessness, even to look at Linda was powerless.

After conducting various examinations of Mas Nano's body in the cemetery. Linda was not strong enough to walk. The pain of loss makes it brittle not sluggish.

In the grave of the visitors gradually leave leaving relatives. Miss standing with Bude and Pakde. Sowing flowers on the vortex of daughter-in-law and sister who has just become a family.

"Rin let's go home," Bude invited Miss to come home soon.

Black glasses perched on his nose, fingers lentik Miss firmly grasping Bude Winy's hand, "Bude first, Miss still want to be here."

As hard as Longing's heart held back, his heart seemed to freeze. Until the eyes are unable to describe the wound in the chest.

The swirl is still wet. Then switch to rubbing a headstone that reads the name of someone he loves the most.

Mas this is all my fault, I should hold strong strong Nan so as not to be separated. I'm stupid, Mas. Stupid me. I feel like I can't afford to stare into Brother Lin's eyes. Deepen longs.

Rinai rain began to wet the cemetery, someone suddenly came from behind paddling Miss with a black umbrella. Longed to raise his head to see who was standing behind him.

"Diaaaannn!! Hiks hyks, "cries, cries full of wounds are now heard, longing to be in the arms of his close friend.

Dian gently rubbed the shoots of Missing's head, "Calm Rin all is doomed. Don't be too late in grief. God loves Mas Nano more than any of us."

The sky seemed to be in mourning, cloudy covering part of the earth. I felt the pain of a deep loss.

"Let's go home Rin, don't be like this. Mas Nano will definitely be sad," it's hard to convince Miss that everything will be okay. There is fear in this friend.

Long enough to explain, Dian finally managed to persuade Miss to go home soon, her condition seemed chaotic. Not much different from Linda who looks like a dazed person.

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At Linda's funeral home pensively alone in the room. The shadow of the event is still clearly visible. Occasionally tears seep through the cheeks.

"Aaaaggrrrrhhh," Linda cried out.

Bude Winy who was in the kitchen hurriedly approached Linda. Luckily the door was unlocked.

"Darling, what's up, son?"

"Ma why did all this happen to me? Is God unfair? I can't stand Ma. How I live my life alone!" Linda complained with tears. Immerse himself in the arms of his mother.

Bude Winy looked up, trying to neutralize the tears that were about to come out, "Darling, never question the justice of God. Every creature he creates will never be tested beyond their abilities. Be careful, accompany your husband's departure with do'a. So that your heart can also sincerely accept everything that becomes the divine message of the robbi."

Astagfirullah, what have I said. Inner Linda, justifying what her mother said.

Tears that were still faithful accompanied him slowly remove, "Thank you Mama, help Linda get through all this."

A nod to be the answer of Mama Winy. He sends his daughter to the holy place. Mushola is small in his house.

Then left his own daughter, to spill all grievances on the heart to the owner of the universe.

Sure enough, relief was coming. Sincerity leads to an airy heart. Accepting all kinds of exams. In fact, there are different ways in which God tests. Loss cannot be used as a test. Because happiness too can also be called a test. Be thankful every time God gives you pleasure. It is hard if God gives trouble. Indeed, pleasure and sorrow are a code that we may always remember to the supreme substance.

Remember God every time we step. If sorrow comes upon you, do not sink into the abyss of pain, God is always with those who are patient and sincere. The same is the case if later get happiness never too late in the excitement. Always give thanks to the presence of God S.W.T.

After performing the prayer service to calm the heart. Linda ends reading Al fatihah, now in do'a Linda can say hello to her husband. A little tear he wiped. Slowly the lips curl the knot. Look straight ahead. There was someone he missed for a while.

I'll always pray for you, Mom, thank you for the love you've been giving.

Seven days passed, no denying as a human being in general. Each time the memories left behind crossed hearts as if trembling. Trying to live the days before and after a loss is not easy.

"Bubububu," said Nan, awakening Linda's daydream.

Linda smiled, "Darling your mother through this."

Nan's tiny fingers gently rubbed Linda's eyes, more precisely menoel-noel narrowed eyes that are increasingly narrowed because of the swollen.

"Lin!!" mama Winy's voice came from inside. Linda came into the house immediately.

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As fast as a red hour hand, it did not feel like stepping on the forty day of Mas Nano's departure. But not so fast to forget the memory engraved so far. It may not take long to start a love. But it takes all the time to forget something that has entered the heart.

A loss wound cannot make a person fragile,

It is precisely the curiosities that make a person fragile because of loss,

Love brings many things, though,

But what if that love suddenly disappears?

He will also bring what he has given.

Human love for man is not eternal,

If it wasn't for the third person separating.

Death must be the separation.

There is no eternal love other than the love of God for his people.

Love your fellow human beings naturally if you do not want to be hurt, or tormented by separation. Because what we have in the world goes back to its owner.

Life must go on. Grief may be but do not fall into a slump hole.

Don't just cry, get up and enjoy God's screenplay

thanks you for reading

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Once again I say a lot of thanks if anyone would like to spend time reading my first novel.

No less also thanks to the authors who have given kirsar.

arigatou.