
Erin told me at length about her fate in mbak mia ,currently her life is difficult and does not have the slightest savings even though her pregnancy has entered the 7th month her husband has not yet got a job that can make a lot of money.
"erin, don't take it personally"
"why mbak!"
"maybe we are a match, rin can I take care of your son, I will give you what you need and your son will be well cared for with love and live well here."
erin was startled for a moment but what she said disturbed her heart
"i can't answer mbak "
"i don't mean you erin at least think about my offer first "
"yes, I told my husband first"
"yes erin, do not forget later if you go home with white plastic on the table, it contains side dishes and fruit so that your baby is healthy!"
"thank you for me saying goodbye"
erin returned to her contract , in the afternoon when the woman had returned home erin recounted the offer mbak mia who wanted to adopt a baby in her stomach by providing appropriate rewards .wanto just silent not a word out of his mouth erin asked for the opinion of the willo.
"how I answered, I was confused by what I had cost the child in my stomach while we were not ready for anything."
"rin actually I'm hard-pressed to make this decision but anyway we have to choose".
"yes" how about"
"how about we just give this child to mbak mia your employer after that we move from here and start a new life with the capital given mbak mia you agree?".
"but do you not love this child"
"just because I love him is why I give to someone who is well if we take care of what we have ? Eating is hard !"
"all right, we agreed to give this child to mbak mia, tomorrow I say when I help you there"
"yes I want to eat, do you still have food to prop up the stomach mala m this"
"there was mas, mia's mak gave me a side dish of money and this fruit some of the money I've bought rice ."
"it's very good mbak mia, hopefully our child will be happy with his adoptive parents"
willo and Erin had dinner together that night despite the rice and chicken that he had bribed into his mouth but there was sadness in his heart especially later to be separated from his son,a child he has never seen his face and shape.
after eating and sitting around for a while erin laid her body on the mattress, in her rabbis stomach that began to enlarge there was a small movement as if reciprocating the caress of her mother ,erin was so sad that until late at night she was able to sleep.
****
Ma'am approached erin while putting down a plate of cake.
"it's cake at the meal!"
"yes thank you"
"you work in a pregnant state like this don't get tired of erin?"
"not ordinary!"
"what your husband isn't worried about should be his responsibility"
"yes the hell mbak but how , his salary as a parking attendant is not enough, he would like not mbak .
"you've also worked before?"
"yes, so clean service but tell me to stop because I'm pregnant"
"where do you know your husband?"
,,"on the discotheque"
"you go to a place like that"
"yes mbak, every Sunday night I am happy to go home in the morning until finally I am pregnant and have to get married "
"rin everyone has made an important mistake when we are aware we should never repeat it again, thank God that you are now conscious."
"yes mbak "
"where are your parents?"
"in lampung mbak"
"they know you're married"
"erin shakes"
"why?"
"i don't want them to be bothered and embarrassed to see my behavior"
"but they should have you tell them however they deserve to know"
"i don't want to bother!"