I STILL LOVE YOU
Chapter 42 CONTENTS OF THE AGRETIC HEART

After changing clothes Aggreta sat on one side of the bed, her head in the bed. Agreta opened a small desk drawer located next to the bed.

Agreta was about to pick up her flat object to contact her best friend Siska.

Agreta's hand accidentally touched a small object in the drawer. Agreta immediately took it. And back his sad face Agreta was engraved on his face. Clear circles have now hung on his eyes. Agreta grasped the little box tightly and placed it on her chest There was a longing and the pain now re-touching in her heart. A taste so painful. Patria saw his wife's tears coming straight to Agreta. "What's wrong, what's sick?" Patria asked worriedly.

Without a word Agreta handed the small box she had just taken to Patria. Patria received the small box while looking at Agreta as if asking for an explanation.

"Open up" pinta Agreta. Patria obeyed Agreta. A small pink box with a small ribbon on it is opened Patria. Patria's eyes immediately understood why his wife was crying earlier. The small box contained a small, two-striped flattened object, an object that showed the results of Agreta's pregnancy test. Patria's heart felt slashed there was a bloodless wound that he now felt. Patria once again knelt before his wife and apologized, with her head bowed while tightly grasping Agreta's hand. "I'm sorry, because of my stupidity we lost our son." Patria. "I've forgiven you Patria" replied Agreta. "I just...." Hicks. His crying voice broke.

Aggreta was unable to continue her sentence. And Patria immediately hugged his wife's body. Gently caress his head. Patria also joined the fight. "It turns out that it hurts to know that our son has left, what about how you felt at that time Geta? it must be more painful than I feel right now. How can I make up for your pain, and how can I heal the wounds in your heart?" Patria.

After Agreta calmed down Patria relaxed her embrace. Patria wiped away the trail of tears still left on Agreta's cheek. "Darling, when did you know you were pregnant?" patria asked carefully while looking at Agreta's face.

"I knew I was pregnant the day we fought, I wanted to surprise you. But when you came home, you were already in a state of anger, so I couldn't tell you back then" Agreta told him, taking a deep breath. "I couldn't tell you at the time either, because you accused me of cheating. I'm afraid you'll hate me even more" Ageta continued, giving reasons why she couldn't reveal her pregnancy to Patria.

Patria recalled the day she returned home with a heart full of anger, and emotions had taken hold of her. Patria regretted it. "Male do you want to know why I can forgive you, even though my heart still hurts?" Aggreta asked while looking at Patria's face. Patria nodded her head in laughter. "At that time our son asked me to come back to you, because at that time he saw you were being held in chains by someone and you were screaming in pain. And our son asked me to come back and let go of that chain." Agreta told me about her dream while she was asleep.

"Is the child a little girl?" ask Patria curiously. "Where did you know Pat?" Instead of answering the question Patria Agreta asked. "I've led you and the little girl" Patria replied. "really?" Agreta asked as if she could not believe Patria's words. "Yes, I dreamt in a meadow that you were waiting for someone and it turns out that what you were waiting for was that little girl. In my dreams she calls you mother. And you introduced him as our son" Patria said with her head bowed. "And in my dream once again I saw you and the little girl playing together, but I could not approach you because my legs could not be moved. I can only scream to say your name." Patria told me about her dream.

    Agreta was stunned to hear Patria's story.All that Patria spoke was exactly the same as in her dream. "Is it just a request from our daughter that can make a comeback?" ask Patria. "There is still another reason" said Agreta. "Can I know that?" Patria asked back. "Our son promised, when it's time he'll come back to us" Agreta said of her daughter's promise. The promise of her daughter that was spoken while Agreta was still in her sleep. "I promise that if God allows her to return, I will make her the happiest child ever" Patria promised Agreta.

"Once again I'm sorry, I'm sorry about this stupid guy's mistake" Patria said. "If you're a stupid man, I can't possibly accept your love and marry you Patria" Agreta replied.  And they both laughed together, though there was still a trace of sadness and loss in the hearts of Patria and Aggreta.

"Thank you for everything.Thank you for forgiving me and thank you for still surviving for me," Patria said while kissing his wife's forehead.

Agreta replied to Patria's words by tightening her embrace. "You know, if I lose you I don't know what's gonna happen to my life. Without you Geta in my life, I'd lose my way" Patria continued.

    Patria now feels the love that was lost has now returned. The love that goes away now returns to the true owner of the heart. No more hesitation was engraved, even though the wound was still there.

    In his heart Patria promised never again to doubt the love and loyalty of his wife. Enough lessons learned this time. A very valuable lesson. A lesson that must be redeemed at a very expensive price. It was with his wife's heartache and also the loss of his son.

    That's enough of him. Patria. Seeing the wounds in his wife's heart.  The wound that hurt Ageta so much, even Patria almost lost the person she loved the most.  The only woman who can touch Patria's heart. A woman who was able to make Patria shed tears many times, and the only woman who could make him kneel down to beg. And Agreta is a woman who is also able to make a Patria Sigara get rid of her pride.

     At that time Patria and Agreta promised each other to start all over again. Try to make peace with the pain, learn to let go of the one who has gone. 

     True love does not only teach us about happiness. Love is also able to give a lesson about the meaning of a sincerity and loyalty Love is also able to make you laugh happily. But love can also make you cry sobbing even able to make you feel the pain of the wound.

     And now the bond of love between Patria and Aggreta is getting stronger. There is no place for doubt.

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