If the Match Is Not Where

If the Match Is Not Where
Chapter 19


Ferdi went into Shanaya's room, and closed the door again. Seeing Shanaya who was justifying the bed sheet, Ferdi approached and hugged his wife from behind, making Shanaya again surprised.


"Don't get angry" whispered Ferdi, while putting his head on Shanaya's shoulder, making Shanaya blush in shame, let alone Ferdi's hand that was coiled around Shanaya's waist, feeling her breath irregular as if up and down, and, like his feelings at the moment.


Slowly Ferdi turned his wife's body, and the two were currently facing each other. Ferdi took the blanket in Shanaya's hand and placed it on the bed.


Ferdi, leading Shanaya to sit on the edge of the bed, without any refusal Shanaya obey all the wishes of the husband. Ferdi, sitting on the floor right in front of Shanaya made Shanaya surprised at her husband's attitude.


"Don't forbid me, let me sleep for a while on your lap," said Ferdi, Shanaya let whatever her husband did, now Ferdi is spoiled with Shanaya, things that haven't been in Ferdi since his mother died.


"Never leave me, never hate me, never be angry with me, I don't want you to leave me. Aya, you're the first person to make me understand the meaning of love, I've never fallen in love with anyone but you, Aya." Ferdi held the wife's hand and still faithfully laid his head on Shanaya's lap.


Shanaya's soft hands touched Ferdi's soft hair, and rubbed it gently, making Ferdi close his eyes feeling every touch from Shanaya's affectionate fingers.


Ferdi, looking up his head fixedly at the wife's netra, Shanaya's face was still covered in a veil, and it made Ferdi immediately stand up and sit beside Shanaya.


"Yes, I can't promise to keep you happy, but I can do anything to make you happy, to make you comfortable living together with me. I don't want to promise anything, because we humans can only plan, but God is the owner of everything" Ferdi said holding Shanaya's hand gently, smiling and gently rubbing Ferdi's back.


"Mas Daffa, when the day I agreed to ta'aruf with you, that day I prayed that Mas Daffa's name would be written on Lauhulmahfudz as my soul mate. Behold, though we have been separated, it is God who has power over man. Therefore, never give up or grieve, when God does not grant our prayers once, it could be what we think is good for us, but God knows if it is not good for us," shanaya's speech made this man silent in silence, while paying attention to every movement of Shanaya's lips which were blocked by the veil.


Ferdi's two hands moved to open Shanaya's veil, thus making Shanaya's blood flow boil instantly due to nervousness and also embarrassment, which was so quivering in her heart.


Slowly the cloth opened and showed little by little the look of Shanaya's face that had been hidden behind the thin cloth. Once the cloth has been successfully removed, Ferdi immediately jolted at the beauty of the wife who had never seen it so far.


Honestly, Shanaya is a woman who does not like to pose in front of the camera when the big family takes pictures of them all to be on the wall of the house, therefore, it is, Ferdi had never known Shanaya before.


"Shanaya, follow my words," said Ferdi softly, this woman who was still feeling nervous, slowly Ferdi grasped Shanaya's hand and made her calm down.


"Bismillah, Allahumma jannibnaassyyaithaana wa jannibi syaithoona maarazaqtanaa.” Say the two simultaneously, as Ferdi's hand moves that touch to Shanaya's two shoulders and lay the wife's body on the mattress.


Occasionally the lightning sounded quite loud, and a second later the rain fell down the asphalt road so that the fragrant fragrant ascent from the ground that was splashed with rain was quite real.


The vehicle that passed by increasingly quiet his voice was no longer heard, in the middle of the night along the road in the rain. After passing the day where the two of them said a new qabul ijab on the second night, Shanaya and Ferdi were able to anchor the affection of those who had been held back due to misunderstandings from both families.


The occasional small hissing sound from Shanaya's lips made Ferdi even more eager to do it even deeper, making Shanaya embrace her husband's body even more tightly.


A long night passed by two lovebirds who were combining their love for the first time, after the marriage. It turns out that the pleasure can be many times if the relationship occurs because of marriage.


Hour, 04:20 by dawn. Ferdi woke up earlier than Shanaya, he felt some of his energy drained quite a lot, so his body felt so tired.


Without waking his wife, Ferdi immediately went to the bathroom, and cleaned his body. After finishing the bath, Ferdi returned to wearing his original clothes, and looked for a piece of paper to leave a message for Shanaya.


Ferdi, putting the message on the nightstand, said goodbye to Shanaya who was still asleep in her sleep. Before leaving, Ferdi again kissed Shanaya's forehead and two eyes, apologizing for not waiting for Shanaya to wake up.


"Thank you, Aya. Wait for me, I'll come pick you up with my family, we'll live together after this" Ferdi said, before the man left Shanaya's room.


Seriate....