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4. Disappointed in Sadness

"Aluna k..you?" arlan's throat was blocked to a stammer.

"Yes mas. I know everything! I have often heard you arguing!" Back Aluna explained with a trembling voice even more - again the corner of her eyes was glistening.

Arlan stared at the wife he loved so much. His eyes were red and sad. "No! I'm not marrying anyone!" Reply Arlan coldly while shaking little.

Slowly release his grasp. His body trembled when he found out that Aluna knew everything.

Arlan rubbed his face then sighed "Hhuufftt!!" Leaning back lowered his suddenly throbbing head.

"But there is no other choice!" Follow the loud Aluna.

Arlan again gasped at the words of his wife. Staring sharply at Aluna with a sour-looking face.

"Once no! No!" Reply with great emphasis and leave Aluna standing on the balcony.

Arlan threw his ass at the edge of the spring bed. Sitting with a sour face. Arlan linked his hands together squeezing his own fingers until his hand muscles hardened.

His heart was heating up right then and there. His gaze was piercingly sharp, his jaw hardening withstanding the emotions that were starting to overflow.

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Aluna slowly approached her emotionally-looking husband. His roar turned tense, with a sharp look.

"Mas!" lirih Aluna stood looking at her husband.

Arlan did not deny not even glancing at him in the slightest. Slowly Aluna sat down beside Arlan. Then, hold her husband's hand.

"I beg you! maybe this is the only way for this family to get a successor." Clearly Aluna while looking fixedly at her husband.

"No Aluna!" Firmly Arlan while standing his back to Aluna with his sour face.

"But I..."

"Nothing but - but!" arlan's back was awful, his gaze sharp and his jaw hardened. "I've said it doesn't matter if you don't have children. We can still wait!" he continued cold and hoarse still turned his back on Aluna.

"But mom can't wait!" Reply Aluna hoarse made Arlan slightly frowned looking at Aluna's speech. "I'VE AGREED TO MAMA'S PLAN!" Aluna continued out loud surprised Arlan round his eyes.

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Although it sounded loud, but both corners of his eyes glistened and. his feet were cold until his entire body felt weak.

Slowly Arlan turned to stare at Aluna. Both of his net looked dark, his face like he had no blood flow felt the boiling in his head. A sharp gaze lurked as it looked at Aluna who was standing in front of him.

While Aluna, feeling the cold. Anger from Arlan is quite dominating the entire room, until it feels very narrow and squeezing.

Arlan clenched his teeth together with his clenched hands revealing his slowly whitened nails had no blood flow, until his muscles hardened.

"Pull..your words!!!" Arlan exclaimed hoarse and cold as he stepped closer to Aluna.

Aluna's body trembled more, her throat was stuck with difficulty swallowing saliva as she looked at Arlan's two eyes. It was obvious that a burning sense of annoyance and anger was drawn on his face.

Aluna could feel Arlan's body getting closer together with all her emotions. The towering wall squeezed down, slowly cracking and removing the dust rift over him.

At the same time, there was a fear of sadness that enveloped her to gnaw her body, increasingly making Aluna feel a heavy and tight pressure.

In a state of trembling, for the umpteenth time both eyes again dripped a clear circle. "M.lt..." He nodded and his lips trembled.

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For a few moments of silence. No answer came from Arlan. Only his two eyes were reddened in sharp gazes.

There was a sense of disappointment seen in his net as Alun looked at him. His eyes slowly felt pain, while his heart? Crumple until not to pieces. His world seemed to have collapsed just then.

Slowly Aluna reached out her hand. However, when he just wanted to hold, Arlan suddenly pulled his hand. His disappointment was too deep to touch even he felt reluctant.

Aluna flinched, her heart ached and what was even more painful. Not only did Arlan pull his hand to resist the touch, but he even turned around leaving Aluna alone in the room.

Aluna looked at the back of her husband who left her. The wide back where he had been leaning for 5 years slowly disappeared from his sight.

Aluna lowered her gaze, staring at her heartily floating hand. His tears were increasingly pouring out along with his throat that was again choked. Then, it began to swallow saliva that was increasingly bitter.

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"Hiks. Hixes. Hicks."

Isakan Aluna began to decorate the room. That night he again vented the pain in his heart that had long fortified.

His eyes were puffy and his face was red, and,

his chest felt tight as well as his body felt a strong chill envelop.

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While Aluna vented her pain in tears alone in the room. Arlan is in a nightclub.

Arlan was wearing a small blue white stripes shirt with matching cloth pants. Seemed to be pouring a whiskey type drink into a small glass in front of him.

His face looks lethargic. No. gabe. More precisely looks like a frustrated person in just one look.

The top 2 pots of his shirt were even open, his face red along with his eyes that were starting to glare.

"Gluks. Glug."

Arlan sipped his drink again for the umpteenth time. For 2 hours he was drinking alone. Even a few empty bottles lined up on the table he had spent by himself.

His hearing and vision declined, as did his memory. In other words, he was drunk heavily under the influence of alcohol.

Namu strangely, the words of Aluna msih continued to ring in his eyes. "I'VE AGREED TO MAMA'S PLAN!" His heart is sick again.

Arlan stared at the glass in his hand, his eyes turned red and then slowly grasped the glass strongly feeling the pain that continued to flow in his chest.

"Enough Sir!" Stop a woman holding Arlan's hand as she gulps her drink back.

Arlan suddenly glanced at the woman beside him. His blurry gaze made him slightly squint at the long haired woman.

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"Nindia?" He nodded while pointing.

"Yes sir! Sir, it seems like you're drunk. I'd better take you home!" Nindia's face looked panicked.

Nindia is Arlan's secretary at the company, who is also Aluna's brother. So in addition to working as a secretary, Nindia is also Arlan's brother-in-law.

Nindia is quite competent and deft in helping every problem Arlan faces. That's why he was appointed secretary in his place for a while.

Nindia has been Arlan's secretary for the past 2 years. Nindia's relationship is also quite good with Aluna. Before marrying Arlan, Aluna lived with Nindia and her mother.

Nindia is 26 years old. One year younger than Aluna. She has white skin, with long black hair. Both noses are black, nose pointed and lips medium.

The parasites are quite beautiful, added with a slim body. Make it a lot in the men - men in the company where he works.

Exactly at 23:00 p.m..

Nindia takes Arlan home to the apartment. There was Aluna waiting at the door.

Aluna contacted her husband many times, but outside her height made her worried. For 1 hour Aluna paced back and forth in front of the apartment unit.

Aluna bit the tip of her thumb nail while continuing to contact Arlan. How many hundred times he paced back and forth in front of the apartment so worried.

Every now and then he opens his WhatsApp chat that has 1 hour still tick 1. During the 5 years of the wedding, this was the first time Arlan had left without saying goodbye and could not be contacted.

Makes him think that no - no. What if something happens to her husband? what are you doing and with whom until this late?

Those thoughts kept rolling made his head throb even more stirring up his worry. Even her puffy eyes returned red and poignant.

"Tin!"

The WhatsApp notification reads, making him round his eyes. Quickly read the contents of the chat sent by Nindia...

"I'm downstairs. Arlan was drunk!"

The message from Nindia's number made her surprised, without thinking Aluna ran to the elevator and then ran to the lobby. Happiness mixed with panic makes him not think clearly.

Aluna ran into the apartment lobby without using footwear. Only the dress that was fitted with a knit sweater covered his body. Even the hair that is usually neatly arranged is now unraveled and looks tangled, not yet her eyes are moist and her face is pale.

A face that looks lethargic and exhausted. Aluna ran over to Nindia's car, which had just been parked in front of the lobby stairs.

"Nindia?" Call Aluna when she sees her sister standing next to her car. "What's going on?" he continued to look at his sister alternately with Arlan who was seen asleep in the middle seat.

"I found him drunk in the club." Nindia looked at Aluna.

Aluna jerked back to a small bite her lips looked at Arlan. All this time Arlan had never touched such a place let alone drank himself intoxicated.

Aluna opens the car door then with the help of Nindia she takes out the unconscious Arlan.

"Thank you!" Lirih Aluna while holding Arlan.

"Sister?" call Nindia and Aluna back to glance. "You're good - good invitation?" tanya Nindia was a little worried to see her brother's lethargic waja. But Aluna just nodded reviewing the small smile.

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