In The Revised Process I Love You Uncle Doctor
Crying Yana
...CHAPTER 20: Tangis Yana...
Santi's place,.
Yana ran quickly into the house, when the taxi that drove Yana arrived in front of her house.
" Mother!!. Bun, where's mom?" Yana shouted as she walked into the house.
" Yes!!. What's up?. Kok yells rich Tarzan anyway" said Yana who walked towards her son
" Mother!!. Who do I want nanya, Raka?. What does this have to do with mom?" Ask Yana
Degh!! (Santi's heart stopped immediately )
" Do you know where Raka Yana's name comes from?" Ask Santi .
" i was in the lab and there they mentioned the names of mother and Raka" Yana replied.
" Already!!. It's just your hallucination, it's night. Get some sleep" Santi said, diverting the conversation
" Mother answer first, who is Raka?" Tanya Yana whines.
" Bunda's friend from a few years ago" Santi replied with a sliced heart
" Oh... Mommy, don't you have a picture of Dad?" Tanya Yana wanted to know
Santi looked at Yana," Mother said, if you're ready, you'll tell me everything" replied Santi .
" Mother!!. I've been 16 years, until when did you hide your father's whereabouts from me?." Yana chases after her mother's face, which always seems to shy away from Yana's gaze
" Yana!!. Mother has said, right?. If you are ready, you will tell everything" said Santi who continues to avoid Yana
" Mother!!. I'm ready, so please tell mom. I also want to know how dad's face" Pinta Yana
" Ready?. You're not ready, right now you're still unstable what's ready?" answer Santi
" Mother is selfish!!. All this time Yana was patient, but until now also, Mother still covered the existence of the father" Yana cried with a chest that had been deflated
Santi held onto his chest (is it time?. I can't help it, if Yana has to go find her father alone) Santi's inner self
" Yana, listen to mother.-" Santi's words were cut off.
" Hear what?. What all this time, Yana did not hear the reason mother?. What are you hiding from Yana?. I'm a mother's child!!. I also deserve to know about the reality against her own father " cried Yana, then ran out of the house
Santi turned his head and chased after Yana who had run out of the house," Yana!!!. Wait, Yana!!" Call Santi by running after his son who has gone far.
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During this time, Yana never cried. but tonight.Yana's heart feels in the iris, because she feels that she as a child is no longer appreciated.
Yana ran by rubbing her cheeks violently, unwilling to mind her mother's screams calling out her name.
" So selfish mom!!. Am I wrong if I want to know my own father?." The Yana Guman who kept running .
" haha... Yana's not got a father"
" That yana may be the son of the devil!!"
" Yana's a bastard"
" Yana's mother may be a prostitute, so her father Yana is not clear who"
" Don't miss Yana!!. His parents are not clear"
All the words that people had said to her, now came to her mind.
" Armrggghhhh!!!. Have you never felt the insults from people against me mother!!. Why are you so selfish ?" Pekik Yana who is now sitting on the shoulder of the road with a hiccup.
Yana stared at the sky with the floodwaters that kept coming out of her eyes," dad!!. Where are you actually?. Don't you see my mom and I are really suffering?" Guman Yana
" If you're dead, where's your belly button?. I will send you a prayer. And if you're alive, where are you?. I'll find you" Yana muttered
Now Yana does not realize, that she ran too far.Yana barada in the area of the sugar cane garden, But with a chaotic heart, Yana seemed indifferent where she is now.
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" Yana!!!. Where are you, son?. Sorry mother" shouted Santi with wild eyes looking for where Yana was running
Without a pedestal, Santi continued walking down the highway.
" Yana let's go home!!!. Mommy apologizes if you're never honest" Santi muttered
Santi continued walking until he sat at a bus stop.
Santi stared at the highway with a passing vehicle in front of him, with a blank look.
" i'm sorry, mother didn't mean to hide it. Mommy just wants you to be safe on your side, because you also do not know how the current situation, in your father's place" mutant Santi with a blank look with a straight view.
" Raka you have to promise me that you're going to pick me up" while giving me your little finger.
Santi's eyes looked at the man he loved sitting on a tree trunk that looked helpless . with a stern look, the man Yana had always admired forced herself to raise her little finger.
Tears have now trickled down Santi's cheeks with his eyes fixed straight ahead, as memories are vividly drawn in Santi's mind.
" Yana!!. When your father kicked you out to go by his side.At that time, your father's nature wasn't okay. Mother is just waiting for the arrival of your father without certainty. Hope our wait is not in vain" muttered Santi with pain in his heart when remembering everything that had happened .
Santi covered his face with both palms," Yana!!. You think you're not suffering?. When pregnant with you, mother was expelled and trained in this city, to keep you safe. Mother has no one but you, if you go looking for your father. And something happened to you, can you live?" With his shoulders down and up, Santi sobbed at the stop regardless of the sight of others staring at Santi strangely.
Santi wiped his tears violently, moving from the stop to look for Yana again.
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Yana moved from her seat with a heart that still felt sore. He then moved his feet further away from his home.
I hope her mother won't find her, she doesn't want to hurt her mother anymore. Yana just went to keep her mental from being emotional with her own mother.
While walking through the sugarcane plantation, Santi's eyes were distracted by a kitten trying to cross.
From a distance, Yana can see there is a car light that is about to approach.
" Pus.pus..pus stay there!!. don't move!!" yana said with a hand waving towards the kitten.
The kitten looks confused, making Yana panic with the behavior of the kitten across the street.
Leisurely, the kitten meowed and walked to the middle of the road. Spontaneous Yana ran over to the kitten.
Ciiiettt!!!! (Squeaky brake sound )
" What's up?" Ask Andre
" There was a person suddenly running to the middle of the road" Marko replied
Andre looked at someone's back from the direction of the car.
" You are safe. Come with me!!." Said Yana who was still standing in the middle of the road.
Taitttt..tiiitttt ...titttt.(horn sound ).
Hearing the sound of the horn repeatedly, makes Yana more emotional. In addition, his heart is not friendly with anyone.
Yana turned around, with a murderous gaze staring at Andre's car .
Andre who saw was surprised," son of a bitch?. Why are the nights he can wander here? Guman Andre when he saw Yana who was standing in the middle of the road.
Andre then got out of his car.