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The dream that continued to repeat for two weeks made Bianca always realize that the life she is living now is not hers and Bianca should not live a life like this.
He has taken the life of others, Bianca continues to think about it and all so it affects him who becomes more silent and chooses to be alone.
Even at school he prefers to sleep in the library compared to chatting in the park with Bahiyyih as usual. Of course, the change in Bianca's attitude was realized by the people around her.
Every time Bianca closed her eyes she was always reminded of the dream and in the end Bianca chose to never close her eyes again, he had not slept for the past few days and now it had been more than two weeks that Bianca looked sluggish.
"Hey are you really okay?" Ben asked when he saw Bianca just lying in the library.
"Do I look sick? I told you I was okay." Bianca sneers at not liking it when she sees Ben.
Bianca even stayed away from her family because every time she saw them Bianca felt that this life was not supposed to get, she also always felt guilty because their lives were falling apart.
"Are you sure? You never have breakfast again, you always leave or go home alone." Terry was also worried. Sunoo, Riki and Kai who were there also stared at Bianca in wonder and full of question marks.
"I told you I was okay." Bianca slightly raised her tone. He was angry and upset. His head was also painful and his stomach was slightly nauseous.
"Why are you angry? We asked because we were worried?!" This time Ben who also raised his tone, he also became upset because of the arbitrary attitude of Bianca.
Doesn't he know Steve's worried about him?
Bianca laughs. "Worrying about me? It's funny, you guys always ignore me so just do it like that!"
"BIANCA!"
"Ben stop, Bianca just wants to be alone now, we better give her some time." Riki tried to mediate them.
In the end Sunoo and Riki drag Ben out and are helped by Terry. There's only Kai and Bianca.
Bianca massaged her dizzy head. Really sick, maybe this effect because he continues to stay up late.
"I don't know what you're thinking." Kai said that made Bianca look at him fiercely.
"If you want to lecture me, you better go." Bianca flicked her right hand to kick Kai out.
Kai sighed, Kai had no right to interfere. But he felt that he had to say this.
"No matter what happened in the past, even if you remember your previous life you have to forget it, if you don't want to forget it then make it a lesson to make yourself better. You're living in the present not in the past, you'd better throw away all your past."
Bianca was speechless at Kai's words, to be honest she was a bit upset about being lectured by that person but what Kai said was true.
"Even in your own past, now you're not alone anymore and it's good if you appreciate the times that are happening now, because the present will be the past too, too, I hope you don't regret it. Even if you were dumped by your family again now, Bahiyyih would be happy to take you in. He's very worried about you." After speaking like that Kai turned around.
Kai doesn't care what he says or not but it's good if Kai says it now so he doesn't regret it.
...🌸...
"Son, what should I do to cheer her up?" Ask Bahiyyih full to worry.
Kai smiled. "Bahiyyih, I think Bianca needs some time alone, can you leave Bianca alone for a while? I'm sure he's contemplating something too."
Bahiyyih looks down, he wants to see Bianca now but if Bianca does need time alone then no problem.
Bahiyyih nodded in understanding, then she walked quietly to her class and chose to sit in her chair. But his movements stopped when he saw a packet of chocolate tied with a ribbon on his desk.
He picked up the chocolate and read the letter tied there. The short letter read, 'Sorry Bahiyyih I need some alone time now, but tomorrow we will play together again. Thanks for worrying about me.'
It was also written that it was from Bianca and for her. Bahiyyih smiled happily when she received the chocolate, this way for a year Bahiyyih was willing to wait.
...🌸...
"Oh shit, my head hurts a lot." Bianca complains while holding her head that hurts.
He walked in gontai steps. Tonight he walks alone, deliberately avoiding Ben because of the incident. Maybe later Bianca will apologize to Ben, should Bianca buy Ben a small meal? Maybe chocolate like the one Bianca gave Bahiyyih.
Bianca nodded her head, maybe that's a good idea.
"But first of all, let's buy some medicine to relieve this headache." Bianca Mumbles.
"Excuse me, miss." Said an old man dressed as a doctor.
Oh is it possible because this headache is stronger? Bianca did not feel the presence of a person before.
"Yes?"
"Can you sleep for a while?"
"What"
Buk. Bianca's head was hit with a hard object. Uh had his head hurt at the hit anyway, damn him today.
Bianca could see if the person was smiling horribly. Her face was like Bianca had seen it, but where was it?
'Uh, you fucking asshole. Look, as soon as I realize I'm gonna kill him. He picked the wrong opponent.'
Bianca smelled the fishy smell of stinging blood, could it be coming from her body? I don't know. Bianca's eyes were too heavy to open and her head was too painful to think.
In the end Bianca succumbed to the darkness.