
After I had lunch with Lulu and mom yesterday somehow the story was that I always imagined the beautiful face of Lulu who wears hijab and looks more graceful than before. But anyway I have to brush my mind off because I have Lisa even though Lisa is not as graceful and beautiful as Lulu.
Why is my heart shaking back like the first time I dated Lulu first, what is this feeling? I have to get rid of it but can I? Though it's been a long time I never felt it to anyone other than Lisa but this. Hah I don't know if I'm starting to feel frustrated when my heart is not in line with my mind.
I came home greeted with a sweet smile Lisa who was always waiting for me at the door without me noticing I was comparing the looks of Lulu and Lisa now.
Lisa with makeup at home without makeup is very natural and looks unkempt so it makes me lazy to linger with her but when looking at Lulu she looks neatly beautiful elegant and if now called by name new glowing.
Lulu looks more like her body which makes me sigh long but Lisa makes me ordinary.
"Why are you dumb?" Lisa broke my daydream when it made me smile clumsy in front of her.
"No papa ko, have you been here a long time?" I gave Lisa my hand and then went inside.
"This is her coffee and her snack" Lisa gave me a cup of coffee and her friend when I was sitting in the family room to rest for a while before I would clean up.
I also looked at Lisa with this warm smile the little attention that Lisa always gave me and I had so much heart to compare her to Lulu??
I had to throw that weird thought away and it wouldn't be nice if I always thought of another woman when I had Lisa next to me.
After I finish the coffee I get out of my seat and will take a shower so that my mind is fresher and not think of anything strange anymore.
"Where are you going?" lisa asked when she saw me leaving the tv room.
."Want to take a shower deck let the mind fresh again" I replied.
" Let me get your water and your clothes ready first" she said, then passed by and entered our room, just watching and watching Lisa from behind.
For some reason I saw a smiling mother looking at me, I could only frown and find that she was waving her hand at me.
I also turned to walk towards my mother who was sitting in the garden next to our house.
"What's wrong, ma'am? I want to take a very sultry bath today" the mother who heard my words just smiled not receding from earlier.
"Sit down for a while" he said, patting the seat beside the empty mother, I said sitting there.
"Actually you're thinking about Lulu right?" I was shocked to hear my mother's words from where could I guess that? Does it read from my face? Or is mom just guessing? Again a strange thought filled my mind.
"Indeed Lulu was more than Lisa. Just look at the appearance of Lisa and Lulu alone is very much different, Lulu is not ashamed if we take it to an invitation or family gathering while Lisa.."Mousons speak like disgust to see it.
"Stttt... Ma'am... Don't talk about Lulu here what if Lisa hears that it's not good" I whispered as I glanced at the door that connects the garden and the family room.
"Will not hend, he will be in the room preparing to take a shower and your clothes are calm, he will not hear you" said my mother lightly.
Before long I saw Lisa who was looking for me because she looked wobbly inside the house after coming out of the room.
"Mom I came in first like Lisa looking for me" mother just nodded her head and smiled full of mystery, I can only guess what she was thinking right now. I hope it's not a bad thing that's on my mind.
I passed by and approached Lisa, she was seen smiling to welcome me when I was getting close.
"Mas... I was looking for you I thought you were coming in later I turned out to be right when I saw you weren't around" he said in surprise.
"Yes, I saw my mother sitting in the garden next door and I wanted to say hello for a moment" I said, stroking her head fondly.
"Owh .." That's the only word Lisa said, either why Lisa never thought of anything or if she could cover all of her own without me noticing.
I rushed to take a shower and clean my body and refresh the mind that was still fulfilled with Lulu's face and name.
After feeling refreshed I went back to the family room to sit down and play mobile phones while waiting for dinner that Lisa was providing for us.
While cool I surfed in the Maya world, I was surprised by the arrival of my mother who sat beside me while maintaining her smile that was engraved the same as this afternoon, I looked at my mother in wonder too.
"Why Ma'am? How come you smile like that?" My question began to turn my attention to the mother who was still looking at me with her smile
"Lulu is beautiful, kind, polite, not shy if brought to the condangan or to the official event" said the mother somehow the number of times mother talked about Lulu back.
"Sttts.... Ibuuuu don't go kenceng if you want to talk Lulu is not good with Lisa" I said a little whisper about Lulu.
"Since this afternoon I told you not to talk about it at home there is Lisa Bu"
"Hah you mother also will not say in front of Lisa why she is busy in the kitchen, so just calm down" he said still relaxed as before.
"Mother is happy if you want to reconnect with Lulu, let me take it to the Arisan, or official events are also not shy hend"
"Mom I already have Lisa, there's no way I'm the same Lulu Bu .... Lulu also will not want to be the second" the end I also put my phone on the side and full of his staring at mother.
"So mom don't expect more of me." I said later.
"If Lulu wants to be second how's hend?"
"Mom.... Lulu, what about Lisa's feelings? I also have to keep my feelings, Mom. I know you!" my word emphasizes
"lisa is easy should not you bring dizziness, he would like to. If you don't want to stay divorced anyway he also just hitchhiked here right" said mother rather sewot