Is Not Cinderella
16. stuck bitter memories
"i can lose anything as long as it's not my mommy, my world seems to disappear when I kiss mommy's face for the last time, and from that moment on I'm happy I'm just pretending my laugh is bland, my smile was fake, and my purpose had no direction, other than a grudge that I could not lose and endless,
I have no place for hurt or happiness, nothing calms me when I'm really down, nobody really cares after his departure, maybe I'll find the right way one day after I lose my brightest lantern, the "painful inner quen
the flashback
a little girl was running around on the shoreline, a happy laugh was clearly drawn on her lips, once in a while the girl let her tiny feet in the gentle roll of small waves, and,
"quen let's go after us" said the two boca older than the girl, quen smilingly showing his toothless tooth "I'll catch you" exclaimed the little girl chasing the two boca,
they were chasing each other in the severe sight of their parents staring at them happily, "I caught you" cheered quen holding the clothes of the older boy between them, "well my quen you won" said the 14-year-old man, "yey brother coal lost, now Kaka bara chasing me the same Brian yes" said quen in a sling, .
bara smiled and dropped the quen from her sling and started chasing after the little girl, "you see they're very compatible, how about we just match them up" janda Bagas and immediately got a good response from the queen of ameraa,
"i agree, that way I will not worry if at any time I go for a long time, there are embers that will guard it" said the queen of ameraa expectantly, as if knowing the time left for her and her daughter won't be long anymore,
"huss don't talk like that, if everyone agrees we can get them engaged today, for the official event we wait for quen 18 years old if they both agree we can continue, he said, if they refuse we can't force it" said the wise rose, "anyway where is your husband Alan why he never comes along every time we take a vacation" continued Rose,
"that man is very busy, you rest easy he will agree with this matchmaking" replied the queen of ameraa with her sad face, a rose who realized it felt guilty to the beautiful woman, but he also can not do anything let it flow like what the owner of destiny wants, he said,
because they all agreed to be their holiday made the engagement day quen and coals, "mom, why am I engaged to embers instead of Brian" asked the little girl, the reason that spends more time with quen is Brian not coal,
"the color of Brian Masi is small dear, while the coals are big, later he will take care of you when mommy is not next to you dear" replied the gentle ameraa,
"i can keep the quen better than the embers momy Ameera" replied little Brian, because it was from earlier the little boca joined in watching the brother put a diamond ring into the hands of his little brother, who was a little girl,
ema who already understands about engagement certainly feels happy with the decision of her parents, she feels confident to keep quen until they are big, " hey my little tunagan from now on you have to obey me not Brian, remember yes after you grow up we're getting married meaning you can't think of any other man other than brother ember understand" hatch the coals while holding the little shoulder of quen so that the girl can look at him,
"eemmm, quen promised to hear that big brother is not Brian's brother anymore" replied the little girl with her distinctive voice making everyone laugh to hear her,
"quen whatever happens remember momy is very very dear to quen, momy may not be the best momy for quen but believe me whatever mommy is doing until this moment is for the happiness of quen little momy, momy,
if mommy goes far from the quen side, quen should know until whenever mommy never intends to leave quen, quen is her most powerful mommy gem, and mommy will always be here in her heart quen okay dear" said Ameeraa softly, stroking the princess's gentle mane,
"iya quen also love mommy, if mommy goes to work quen will remember mommy's message, thank you mommy" quen hugged his mother dear,
flashback off, though,
mommy, you know I've been chasing that guy for nine years, and that he's been ignoring me, too, but over the last year I've gotten used to it and positioned myself as I should, although I actually miss him so much that he is near me even if it is only a job, even though I realize that it is impossible, your distance is too far away,
mom please teach me how to forget it, if hate is the best way to forget the man, I've long forgotten the rest of the taste, but all that was not enough to take away my love in a short time, even I witnessed the affair, but it was not enough to eliminate the taste that had existed for many years,
mom can we meet just once, I miss you too much, Mr. Alan is already sorry he must miss you so much mom, a. I.uuu, you're really evil queen Ameraa why don't you just take me, you cheat leave me alone with the environment that at all times erodes me mentally," quen complained with tears that kept flooding his cheeks,
for the first time the girl made a complaint at the sight of white sand and the roar of the waves that were mutually unpretentious, even the moon also became a silent witness to the sufferer of a little girl who has now become a beautiful adult girl,
"eating, you must be hungry after a quick sniff" bargained Sean thrust the fish he just finished roasting, quen jolted in shock, just remember if he was not alone on this coast, he said, there was another person that even Quen was not very familiar with other than his name,
"you heard it" said Quen, receiving the warm roasted fish,
"i didn't hear anything, I'm not interested in your story anyway" Zean replied, making quen a little extravagant,
"yes you must have heard it, it's okay there's nothing interesting about the sad story anyway," zean did not reply to the man's quen speech too late with his thoughts, he said, somehow the man seemed to feel what the girl felt, especially when he heard that the girl Masi loved a man in his lifetime, the man waited to feel uninspired when he heard it,
"emm quen, you Masi loves your ex" asked Zean a little presumptuously, but honestly his heart was not calm if it did not ask him directly,
"heh, you're too shaky to ask something about Mr. Zean's privacy" jolted quen dislike when someone tried to find out about him, quen always felt it was a threat, he said,
" i don't mean to be impudent little lady, but as far as I'm concerned you hate so much that it's hard for you to let go, if you know it hurts you shouldn't push yourself, you shouldn't push yourself, do it slowly with a sincere and crisp heart tomorrow when you wake up you'll find yourself not hoping for more"
"talking is easy sir, but to be in my position feels so difficult, I think by acting less alone to him I can quickly forget it but it turns out I was wrong my love overcame my hatred, but that doesn't mean I'm going back to her no, not at all, I just want all this sense to disappear I just feel this is unfair, she said, she looks fine and happy without me but I'm hurt devastated by her hiksss..."
"sometimes the universe leaves out the best not forever but learns to appreciate what love is, you have nothing to lose, he has lost to leave you, believe in yourself you are able to find your happiness in your own way little lady" Sean said gently trying to calm the little girl down,
the defense of quen collapsed the girl scatters hugging Sean, honestly no one has ever spoken to her from the heart of the heart to no one understands her all this time, let him today look fragile for the strong the next day "it's ok everything will be fine" whispered Zean
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