
Elroy pov's
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I'm not pregnant!... You're safe! If that's what you're afraid of. Even if I'm pregnant you have no right to kill my son!!! You're free I won't hold you accountable
I understand what you feel. But relax. Your wife made it through her critical period. But God willed another and your wife had a miscarriage. The fetus is only 2 weeks old. And because of the harsh impact on your wife. Makes the fetus unable to survive.
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The words of Alana and the Doctor kept playing in my head . How can Alana miscarry while Alana says she's not pregnant. I really felt falling in the deepest hole all felt tight and painful.
What have you done El!, you killed your own son. If you hadn't left Alana then none of this would have happened. You're an El jerk, you son of a bitch.
I completely crushed Alana to dust. He ruined his life and lost his son. My son, our son. Oh my God. Should you give me this new suffering??
I took the phone in my jacket. Activate it again and I get some messages from mom, dad and Kenzo.
Kenzos? Of course with his swearing. Because I ignored his call. And deactivated my phone. I admit Kenzo is always there when I have a problem. It was like he had inner contact with me. Ck! Not funny.
But Kenzo is not sane in delivering his advice even though what he says is true, but always raise emotions first. I don't want to make my bad mood worse. I ignored them and I called my confidants in Indonesia.
Certainly not just anyone. High-quality people who do work in the black world. Cruel yet ready to play beautiful. So that it leaves no trace. The snot cop will never be able to track us.
"Hallo.. You know what you're supposed to do?"
"...."
"What?!.. fuck!"
"...."
"Why are you doing a jerk?!"
"..."
"Oh so. Alright. Though I'm not content to torture him, take care of him. I don't want this to be a problem in the future"
I'm upset that Sondy's gone. I think it was my people who finished him off. Turns out he died from being too weak just because I beat him up for a second?, how could he die so easily? after she ruined my life, Alana's life? even my innocent son had to take his life before it started.
he should have died later, after I had been content to torture him, until finally he would beg me to die right then and there. trashy humans like him do not deserve to live or even die even if they have to feel very painful things.
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Elroy pov's
"All right dad"
I stared at Alana's weakly lying body on the president suit bed of this big hospital in Jakarta.
Pain and tightness adorned my chest seeing my girl could only lie weak. Infusion needles and oxygen hoses adorned his hands and face. Not to mention the bandages that adorned his head.
I stared at Alana's slender stomach. There, not too long ago my son. Someone I never expected to be but had managed to disturb my feelings, why I really felt lost. I never wanted a baby in my life.
"I just found you. And I must swallow the bitterness of life by losing our son. I beg you come with me. I promise you're my only woman. I swear to make you happy" said Elroy.
I can't imagine Alana's disappointed face later, knowing that our son is gone. He had once prevented me from throwing away his son doesn't that mean he's the same as me, very much expecting that child.
I don't care about rejection. He must be mine. Because no one can take care of him as well as I can. I will not repeat the mistake of almost losing it for the third time.
I took a chair and sat right on the edge of Alana's bed. That face was really pale helpless The eyes were closed faithfully. I clasped his ice-cold hand. Then occasionally stroking that flat stomach. There was once my son there who was now quiet in heaven. I could not hold back my tears. This woman managed to destroy my defense.
"I don't know if I deserve an apology. I hurt you. Now I failed to take care of you and our baby-to-be"
"What do you mean"
The deg!!!
I saw Alana's face. The eyes have opened. I don't know when those eyes noticed me. He looked very surprised and even worse his tears first took a position.
"What do you mean, sir?" the demanding question made me even more nervous. I don't know what to look for.
"Am I pregnant?"
Alana tried to get up however, instantly the entire pain invaded and it was clearly visible from her face.
"Rest you very weak" I tried to calm him down.
"Yes. But our son is gone. You miscarried" as a grain of my words made her cry and hysterical. He was so hit. I had to call the doctor.
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Alana pov's
My life is like walking on coals. Wounds and tears always play their way nicely. Do I not deserve to be happy?.
Why is fate so cruel to me?
I don't know why I'm so sad. Miscarriage! I don't know why I'm sad about it. I had not expected him to be present in my life. Because I've never been married.
But it felt like the wound kept on gaping. I feel like a really useless mother. He was present but I didn't know it and He was innocent but, why did he have to leave so soon. And in that painful way? Oh my poor son.
I have been in this hospital for 2 days. This place looks expensive. I've asked to go home but the doctor and Elroy haven't let me go.
I don't know what this guy in front of me means. For two days he was always with me. He seems so worried about me, what for? can't he play with thousands of girls out there?, so why would he bother to care about me?
of love?
oh Al!!! throw away those stupid thoughts of yours, where could a man as perfect as him be? And clearly he's Ladykiller, Calvin and Dad have been examples of that! it's like missing the moon.
"I'm going out for a while, to see the Doctor. Get some rest" Elroy said to me and I saw he was so considerate. Does he not have a job? From last night he never left me alone.
I'm a little scared to go home. Usually you don't torture me this cruel, but? is he having problems outside? what if his mood was like yesterday?
Oh my God, why does my life have to be this complicated?
Where am I supposed to go? I should how? maybe after this I have to rent a hostel.I hope my salary is enough to start a new life after this.
I don't want to linger with a guy like Elroy, really! I don't understand what it means to me. I was afraid the longer I was with him. I'm normal, usually women will forgive a man's fatal mistake as long as he's handsome, rich and modus, I think Elroy has it all.
Be honest! I just saw the first man as handsome as him with my eyes. Too bad his heart is not as beautiful as his face. He likes to play games. He must have thought I was the PSK who would serve him.
After a few minutes elroy entered with his face getting more handsome with his smile. How can I endure if his face and kindness test my faith. His face is real but his kindness? I'm not sure.
"I have two news. Bad news and good news, which one do you want?" said Elroy who was now sitting on the chair next to my bed.
Because my life has been too bad at least let me hear the good news first. I asked him to tell me the good news first.
"Today you can get out of here. Aren't you not at home here" actually the news isn't too happy for me.
How not? I have to go home to my old house first before I take my paycheck. Finding a hostel also takes time. I really want to die with this situation. I don't think I need to hear bad news anymore. If the good news makes me almost crazy.
"Aren't you going to hear the bad news?" said Elroy
"No" I said briefly.
"alright. You're not going back to that house again" he said
That word calmed me down a little. But how can it be? Where am I supposed to go? Her house? It's the same as giving my body to a hungry lion. I just scrunched my forehead as a sign that he should explain my confusion.
"You will come with me, you will move to Madrid" he replied lightly
"WHAT!"
His words are like a time bomb to me. Other than a disrespectful face, does this man in front of me not know how to discuss?? Without being able to do it?
I have a right to my own life jerk!!!
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