
Hearing her mother's words that confirmed that her husband was dead, realize Adara that what Adara experienced is not a dream and this is a reality that is facing “Suami you are dead son, son, he had a single accident due to his car that was scratched because the tire of his car that entered a large hole and made himself unable to control the speed of his vehicle and resulted in he had to lose his life “ said Marisa with isak weeping lamented the misfortune of her daughter who had to lose her husband while in the middle of a big pregnancy
Adara fell silent fixated with her mother's words, her tears flowing without being prevented this time. Adara was crying in silence trying to understand that the new incident happened to her was a reality and not a sleeping flower that she had thought
Marisa hugged her daughter tightly trying to strengthen her grieving daughter “you must be strong Adara” said Marisa with sobs while her other family could only look at Adara with a gaze of deep sadness seeing bad luck which befell Adara at this time
Long enough she cried in her mother's arms, trying to reduce the tightness she felt but in fact still so painful for Adara when remembering her husband had left her and their unborn child for eternity
Adara unraveled her embrace and rubbed her wet cheeks “ bu Adara was tired, Adara slept first ya” Adara laid her body back on her side and closed her eyes quickly
Marisa understood that maybe her daughter felt so tired and wanted to rest for a while after getting news that made her energy drained because of crying too much “iya dear sleep, go to sleep, you must be very tired ” Marisa justifies the position of Adara's blanket and rubs her daughter's head fondly, not forgetting she kissed Adara's forehead
“but don't sleep too long son, son, your husband must be buried immediately because your husband's funeral has begun to be taken care of and just wait for your presence to bury it.” Marisa stroked Adara's forehead and left the adara room so that Adara can rest for a moment
Adara cried in silence imagining her life after her husband left her for ever “why mas left me and our son so quickly mas” grumbled Adara in her heart rubbing her distended stomach
both Adara's parents and Adara's sister came out of Adara's care room while waiting for Adara to calm "so dear to our child well" Marisa muttered hugging Sofyan, her husband
Sofyan rubbed his wife's back gently "want how else ma'am, our son's destiny is indeed quite sad, he had to lose his husband during a big pregnancy like that, whether our child will be strong to live it" reply Sofyan
"we must continue to strengthen Adara well, ma'am, do not leave it with us beside him, surely Adara can be strong" said Dania, Adara's sister
Marisa turned to her first daughter "yes, we need to always accompany your sister so that she is strong in facing this ordeal" said Marisa agreeing to her eldest daughter's speech
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The next morning Adara had changed into all-black and wearing sunglasses that had been prepared by her family to attend the funeral of Adrian her husband
Adara glanced at her clothes "this is your favorite color, you like me the most, I wear this color, and it turns out I wear this color to take you away" batin Adara smiled bitterly at how she looked today
“ready Adara” Tanya Marisa when entering her daughter's nursery
Adara just kept quiet did not answer his mother's question but he immediately stepped out of the room before both his parents and his brother Dania
“mau I help walk Adara” Tanya Dania to the sister after seeing her sister quite limp
Adara was accompanied by Marisa and Dania got into a car that had been prepared by the father of Adara and Dania to go to the burial place Adrian who was near the residence of Adrian's parents
Adara saw the streets in silence to make the hearts of the Adara family feel sick to the fate of Adara who had to lose a man who had been his partner for 6 years
“already until adara” Dania resuscitated the reverie of Adara whose mind somehow drifted and just stared blankly at the car window
Adara realized from his daydream when the car in his overlap had reached the destination “iya kak” Adara rushed down from the car in the company of other family members
Adara walked with a heavy sway towards the funeral home where her husband was where the mourning place in Adrian used was close to where Adrian would be buried
Adara walked towards the crowd who attended Adrian's funeral, the step closer to the coffin of the husband "mas Adrian" inner Adara continued to strengthen her heart to see her husband for the last time
Adara stood right next to the husband, he stared fixedly at the face of the husband who had been stretched stiff, stiff, her husband used the suit that Adrian used to marry her and now uses Adrian to rest at his last stopover home
It was seen Adrian using thick makeup on the face trying to disguise the bruises caused by the accident suffered by Adrian although in fact it could not cover as a whole
Adara could only sob without saying anything when she saw her husband's face for the last time before the earth that would be her husband's bedmate later
Adara gently rubbed the cheeks Adrian “I will take care of our child mas, so do not worry yes, be happy there, be happy there, I love you so much mas “ inner Adara further rubbed his big belly where there is the fruit of his love with Adrian there
The funeral procession went quite quickly because the funeral was not attended by many people and only close relatives, Adara did not stop crying there because she had to see her husband buried in a small plot of land that only fit for Adrian alone
a middle-aged man walked towards Adara and rubbed Adra's shoulders gently “father was sorry nak” said Sandi Susanto, father of Adrian
Adara turned to her father-in-law “we are both grieving father” replied Adara with a hoarse voice because of crying too much
Adara embraced her father-in-law as a sign of mourning, then turned to her mother-in-law and two younger sisters Adrian to strengthen each other for the loss they were experiencing
"Mba must be strong for our nephew ya mba" said Fikri, the younger brother of Adrian the oldest
"iya mba, mba must be strong for the sake of our nephew" Safira said confirming the speech of his brother who is now the only brother he has
"mba will try their best to stay strong for the sake of the child mba" Adara replied as if