Jatah Former (Pelakor)
The former Secretary

I started to reorganize my life, all the work I tried. I sell online with passion.

I must be strong, I must be successful..! Am I not always degraded because I am poor? Yeah, I have to change it.

My family? Hmm. I made peace with my family, recounting what happened to me. And thanks to their do'a now I can achieve my success.

Until 1 year passed, I began to buy a house and take care of my body. I live alone in this city, because my father and mother want to live in their city, and I have bought them decent houses, land for gardening and farming. 

I'll only communicate by phone, if I have time I will visit them, my mother, father and only sister.

Thank God, now that my hard work has paid off, I can buy what I want, make my parents happy and send my sister to school.

And now with my money, I can take care of my body, when I see my reflection in the mirror. I feel like I am very different now.

"Look, am I now ready to take Mas Raihan again, ah. The widow is tempting" said my father who was alone in the room.

I applied for a job at Mas Raihan's company as a secretary. It would be perfectly suited to open my way.

Yes, I did go to college while working at that time. And when I became a scholar, I only had time to work as a secretary for 3 months, then there was an arranged marriage.

Now I know where my dad got the money to help pay for my college.

I finally got accepted to work, it was my first day at work. Mas Raihan did not know me at first because my current appearance is very different.

"Please sit down, and sign the contract..!" Said cold.

I quickly signed the paper, after reading it.

"Mas Raihan?" I said ventured

He looked and frowned, though,

"You talk, call me father, do you feel like we're close?"

"Mas Raihan, this is me Raina, a former mas first. Instead of us being close, even had time.." I deliberately did not continue my words, I'm sure he knew very well what I wanted to say.

"Raina? Is that really you, but your appearance is completely different." He said while looking at me from top to bottom.

Mas, now I am more beautiful, sexier and more seductive.

"I guess you're the other Raina, you've survived my ex..!"  said Raihan.

"Yes, I don't miss you?" I said as I approached her

I should be able to be as aggressive as the actors on tv, should be able to..!

"It's work time, we'll talk about it later at recess."

"OK.." 

I blinked my eyes next to him, but Raihan smiled. It means he still loves me.

The break time arrived, Mas Raihan and I went to lunch outside the office to be free to interact.

"As for how your household is, are you happy?"

"Hmm. yes that's it, I just live it, actually I've tried to love imelda but her spoiled and chatty attitude makes me sick."

"really? Am I a widow, Mas? Can we continue our story in the past?"

I held the man's thigh, I stroked him slowly, I hoped he would be tempted, I should be able to grab him.     

"I can't, wait till I divorce her? my intention has not been carried out for a long time"

"really? But when is Mas? Then let's go on a date first?."

"Hmm. I think about it first, I'm afraid there will be chaos and anger my mother."

"It's time you seek your happiness, you don't keep fulfilling your mother's will, which even sacrifices your happiness."

Mas Raihan silently did not answer, he was drifting in his own mind.

After we finished eating we returned to the office. At that time, Imelda caught us making out.

I did intend to warm the man's heart, hugging tightly and giving touches so that he was tempted.

Ah where is my pride? Teasing people's husbands, isn't this not me? Never mind I just want to take back what my best friend has taken.

"Take my husband off..!" Shouted Imelda

I looked back, at the source of the voice.

I let go of my embrace, then stood behind Raihan. I'm sure he can face his wife.

"Who is that woman? You cheated on me?" ask Imelda.

Imelda doesn't seem to recognize me.

"He, my secretary, don't fuss in the office..!" Mas Raihan

"You're outrageous Mas, I came to bring you some food, but I saw you making out with another woman" Imelda was angry.

Imelda came up to me, and tried to grab my hair.

"From you! you seductress, actor, I'm killing you..!" scream Imelda.

Gosh, he's still the same as he used to be. I'm actually scared, but I have to pretend to be brave.

Fortunately, before Imelda managed to grab my hair, Raihan pulled his hand. Tell him to go home and don't interfere in his affairs at the office.

"You're too much, I'm gonna throw it at your mother." Speak while crying and slamming the door of the room hard.

Semenenggakkan this became an actor, but very exciting, can make c imelda cry. Haha

After Imelda left, Mas Raihan approached me.

"You're naughty, get caught." He said while touching my nose slowly.

"Hmm. Nanggung Mas, it has been discovered. We continue on. Hehe.." I said while holding the chest of the field.

Good if he knows, let him suffer the heartache that I used to feel.

"Well, if that's what you want, I'll deny it anyway, and my mom will believe me."

Mas Raihan then took me to sit on his lap, put his lips right on mine.

Ahh. I miss the time when we made out.

That day we also let go of the longing, even if it was only that , but this is a good start.

"Why stop?."

"Do you want me to do it here? In my office? I can only do this to the extent, I'm still the husband of Imelda."

But I can't stand it, Mas, so the widow is so lonely, I need your warmth.. OMG I can't believe my slave soul thrashed, gosh why I'm like a mur****woman like this? But it is really.

"Hmm. yes, I will wait for your double Mas. and that was enough ko Mas, I'm happy.I hope tomorrow's ration is still there."

"Haha.why are you being so frank."

Yes, I used to be a weak girl, quiet, easy to be bullied and shy, if now I can also be shy, act more courageous. Haha

I'll make you opium Mas..!

I kissed her lips back a glance, then passed away, before I could turn my head and blink my eyes.

"I want to work first.I look forward to the next ration Mas.." 

Haha, I feel not myself, so flirtatious and aggressive. Oh my goodness, this is fun..

I continued my unfinished work, hoping that the working hours would quickly end, I wanted to go home soon and hoped to get a free ride. Hehe

Seriate..