
After a few minutes later..
Elmira, whose sales are always running out every day, chose to go to the market, because the supply of rice and ingredients for making cakes was exhausted.
And Jessica ? He watched with his own eyes, seeing Elmira who was covered in sweat because of flour and other ingredients for tomorrow's cake, and urgently press with others for fighting over cheap rice even though there are many black stones, rice that is not milled properly, and the skin of each grain of rice that is not carefully filtered.
But even like that, Elmira still makes Jessica not hot, not exposed to the reluctance of some people who do not want to care about there are small children or not. When it comes to personal matters, each person will not care about his or her surroundings at all.
"I'd love to wipe away the sweat on his face... But.. But I can't.. Don't wipe his sweat, I just can't walk properly. And if I want to wipe his sweat, still can't. Because right now I'm on his back. " Inner Jessi with her sad expression.
Because Elmira always check the condition of her child, make herself keep looking at her back.
"Prophey baby.. A little more we have reached the house. Don't pout rich it dong . You will have a beautiful face.." Entertain Elmira while rubbing Jessi's shoulders gently.
"Sir, the rice is ten kilos huh. " Elmira's Message.
"Okay well - Uh, Miss Elmira yaa. Sit in a chair in my place of sale. Kasian Jessica gets the sun. " Tell the father who sells rice.
Elmira did not reject that kindness, because she had to save and multiply energy, because going home would bring items that were very heavy and burdened her body.
After he finished buying ten kilos of rice, Elmira asked the rice seller to put the bag over his head to be upheld. Because the two hands of Elmira is full of the existence of a cake basket that has been filled with wheat flour and other ingredients.
After that, Elmira went home with ten kilos of rice held in her head, to two hands that held the need to make a cake tomorrow, and carried Jessica on her back.
There is no word to complain, no long breath that is exhaled Elmira, even in a state that is filled with all kinds of needs, Elmira, Elmira still took the time to reprimand the surrounding residents with a soft greeting and a smile that expands perfectly on people she knows or not.
It almost made Jessi want to cry alone, but because she did not want Elmira to be troubled and worried, made Jessica immerse deeply in her feelings that suddenly became sentimental.
Upon arriving home, Elmira immediately laid Jessica on the bed, and took a towel to bathe in the outdoor bathroom. After finishing the bath, Elmira had lunch with rice and a simple side dish that she had cooked this morning.
Then when the contents of the dishes were exhausted, Elmira immediately washed the dishes and immediately gave ASI to Jessi. Just like adults, babies also feel hungry.
Throughout Elmira giving breast milk to Jessica, Elmira kept her daughter chatting.
Talking about something fun, telling moral stories such as deer and crocodiles, deer and turtles, rats and tigers, and some other stories until Jessica fell asleep and Elmira also fell asleep, for obvious reasons, fatigue.
Elmira, who plays the role of Father and Mother as well as Jessica, never blamed or considered Jessica as a parasite.
Even if the rice in storage ran out and there was no money to buy it yet, Elmira would brew tea and eat the bread that was in the storage cabinet.
In order for the needs of ASI Jessica to be met, so as not to experience disability or malnutrition.
Because so far, the cost of drugs spent on Jessica makes Elmira's wallet really thin and only leaves money to buy wheat flour, sugar, butter, and others.
Elmira did not care if she only ate one vegetable menu the same or even ate rice with just accompanied by salt all this time. Because above all else, the princess' health was the most important to her.
Jessica had the same day as before.
Waking up in the morning, bathing, giving ASI, selling cakes with the mother, after that lunch after Elmira finished filling her stomach, taking a nap, and then having lunch, when you wake up in the afternoon and see the busy mama who is busy making cakes, drink breast milk before going to bed, and make it morning again.
Jessi's activities only revolved around the activities that have been described above, until the end of life in the hut that looks fragile, passed as fast as the speed of the arrow again.
...A few years later (Currently).....
I changed, the name I didn't want to use, I became used to the name Jessica Latashia Mauren.
Is it possible because I am now 17 years old ? So it doesn't matter what the name is now, or because my attitude changes are not the same as Jessica the CEO who was cold in her previous life ? Whatever the response of my conscious mind, the core I really like with life this time..
Jessica, the girl who had devised a plan to run away after growing up and living for a job and making money, was unwilling to take part in the novel With You that she entered, now we are experiencing a big change.
Change ? It is clear that from the line of plans made by Jessica, there are some that have changed or not. A real example of this is Elmira Mama.
Jessica has also recognized Elmira as One of her Parents who ever existed in her life. Why did Jessi change the Plan, even though at the beginning Jessi was very sure she could behave appropriately and did not want to get along with Elmira ? That's because the treatment Elmira gives Jessi is very different from her guardian in her previous life .
The face of Elmira who always smiled warmly when Jessi opened her eyes, the face of Elmira who said fine even though she was holding back the fatigue and pain for Jessi, the face of Elmira who was dripping sweat from selling cakes, and the face of Elmira who was sweating from selling cakes, carrying heavy goods, choosing dry wood in the forest to be made firewood, and many of the treatment that Elmira did and showed Jessi.
All that warmth managed to shake Jessi's stance which looked very solid at the beginning.
Making Jessica who has never felt the affection that can not be obtained by swiping the Black Card card in her previous life.
And make Jessi know her many expressions, her many types of affection, and how to distinguish good from not, and how her sense of having something more valuable than money.
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"That's how.. The plan that I have made was erased right, because there is a new variable, namely Mama Ku. His Self can make Me realized, that in this world there are still sincerely give affection only for Me a." Jessica said at the end of the explanation.
Of course there are some parts that Jessica does not say, such as things related to the modern world.
And it's still a very taboo thing to say to Viona. But apart from that, all of them are true.
Jessica who witnessed the struggle of Mama Elmira, who made Jessica who did not care to be concerned, and increasingly accept the fact that she who is currently Jessica Latashia Mauren, is, son of Elmira Clarissta Mauren..
Not just the name of Jessica who lives to be CEO and gets parents who can afford to throw her in the middle of the forest at night with a look of hate and feel uncomfortable with the presence of a burden.