Jouska
Chapter 17's

Lately Faris often overthinking and suddenly had a bad feeling without him knowing what the cause. He did not bother, he thought this was only because of concerns about his application problems.

Flashback off

"This is the cause of mama do not want a lot of crying, and mama hope you do not continue to cry. Faris does not want you to cry continue to be rich gini, later if you are called also and meet Faris, what should you answer?" mama Faris asked in a stammering voice as she started crying again.

Diva was confused, she gently rubbed Mama Faris' hand. "Ma, mama don't talk like that. Mama God willing to live long, mama must be strong and we must be able to make Faris smile there."

Mama Faris hugged Diva because she was not strong anymore with this sadness, "Sorry all the mistakes Faris yes Div, mama apologized if your son ever hurt you." Mama Faris rubbed the Diva's back gently.

Diva shook her head, "Ngga kok ma, mama don't worry, mama's son has always made Diva seneng continue."

Finished chatting, the two of them went back out and met the others. Mama Faris and Diva have started to control their emotions, finally Faris' funeral will be held soon. Everyone prepared in front of the house with black clothes and red eyes because they were sad or held back crying.

Raina stood next to the Diva and clasped her hands tightly, "What a strong one, Bismillah you can. Are you strong on the road? Want to bring a motor?" ask Raina.

Diva shook her head and rubbed once more her tears that were about to flow, "With papa I can Na. Bismillah strong to the tomb."

Everyone started walking slowly and went towards the tomb. Along the way Diva can only look down and occasionally look ahead, lying if he said he was sincere.

...***...

At the tomb, all began to prepare for the funeral of the late Faris, as soon as it began to be proclaimed, Mama Faris again fainted and made some people panic. Faris' father could only rub his eyes back and forth because the clear circle did not stop flowing from the corner of his eye.

Diva hugged Raina tightly because she was not ready to see this, Raina was alert and immediately hugged back while rubbing the back of the head and back of Diva while calming her so as not to cry back.

Funerals went well, people went one by one and left Diva and others. Diva sat down blankly looking at the tombstone of the late Faris, she stroked her headstone slowly.

"Div, don't you want to go back?" asked Raina in a soft tone

Diva just kept quiet without giving a response, Mama Diva whispered to Raina. "Na, aunt wait in front of you and tell you. Diva's father let me take the car, Diva will be invited there ya."

"Yes aunty."

Mama Diva left, but Diva was still silent not struggling in the same place. Naya gives a warm hug from beside Diva, "Keep strong baby, I know you can do it!"

Before long Diva stood up, with a pale face she looked at Raina. "Let's go back, Faris let's take a break."

Without another word the Diva just left without looking. Others followed Diva and Diva got into her father's car and returned to the hospital.

Raina was about to catch up with Diva but her steps came to a halt when her hand was held by Surya, Raina turned her head and looked at her husband's face. Surya looked at Raina seriously while shaking her head.

"Don't be disturbed first, give him time to accept everything we just entertain him," said Surya.

"But Kasian Diva if it is alone, it must be very heavy for him," said Naya.

"Let him alone, the most powerful medicine for the departure of a person is time and sincerity. Let him find a sincere point with time" replied Arkan.

Dika seemed to hold back his tears from earlier, "Oath for whatever cave is still shocked by all this, the cave is still unexpected. I don't think it's real to know, it's really heavy. How hard it is for a Diva."

"All have their own limits of tolerance for everything, God test Diva in this way means God knows he is strong and can live this all," replied Surya reassured.

"Mas I want to go home," Raina asked Surya.

"Yaudah wait a minute I take the car first, baby," replied Surya.

Surya took the car and went home with Raina, as well as the others coming home one by one. Without them noticing, there was a pair of sharp eyes that saw their movements from beginning to end.

...***...

In the car, Raina just kept quiet and stared at the streets blankly. Surya who realized that was immediately grasping his wife's hand with his warm palm.

Raina did not answer and simply shook her head, "You want what? Seblak's? The batagor? Rice field? Meatballs? Chicken noodles? The sata? Fried rice? Or what do you want, my dear?"

Raina did not respond, she lowered her seat back and turned to Surya and closed her eyes. Surya sighed and was patient in dealing with this situation, he could only pray that Raina would be sincere.

...***...

Arriving in front of the house, Surya was about to call Raina but apparently his wife was sleeping, he could not bear and got out of the car. Surya opened the car door from Raina's side and lifted Raina's body slowly so that his bidadarnya was not awake.

Surya went straight up and put his beloved's beloved to sleep, while he stayed up to continue the task given by his lecturer. The clock did not show at 02:30 in the morning.

There was a sound of crying in Surya's ear he immediately ran to see the state of Raina, sure his wife was crying because of nightmares. Surya immediately hugged Raina tenderly and calmed her down.

"Shhh shhh shhh my dear why? Nightmare, baby?" surya asked gently.

"Mas, Faris hicks... Gamau, gabby Faris hiks."

"Shuttt has a problem, I'm here. Unfortunately what do you want? Want to eat ga? From the afternoon have not eaten loh," asked Surya

Raina just hugged Surya tightly and shook her head, "Gaa, again ga laper, gamau eat."

Kruyukk....

Damnit damnit! Raina's stomach was completely uncompromising. Lost already his prestige in front of this beloved husband.

"Hahahaha, gabisa boong's stomach is a baby. What does he want? What do I want to buy out?" ask Surya.

Raina looked up and looked at Surya's eyes with a hearty expression, "You're meatballs by."

Surya thought, "Well to buy what are you waiting for here? But is there an hour like this that sells meatballs?"

"There has to be!"

"Jaudah please get ready there wash your face, we muter-muter city. I have to get tired of the meat! If you don't find out later we demo the meat seller, why don't you open when my baby wants meatballs again!" surya said with spirit.

"But by...."

"But what is my dear?"

"It's bad meatballs."

"Okaya sip aja, want meatballs Malang, meatballs Jogja, meatballs Bandung, if my wife wants to buy!"

"But want to buy to Malang by, directly to Malang."

Surya quietly gawked, "Huh? A lame? But it is far dear, later you sweet soybean. We bought one here, but Bad Meatballs."

Raina took off her arms and went back to sleep with a pouty face, "Judah I want to go to bed."

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Tbc