
"But why did they meet secretly like this? When Nouval's brother went through a divorce, it wasn't good for them to meet in this situation." Reveal Jully with a million questions in her brain.
"Yes make kangen-angenlah..." Seloroh Wigih's.
"Hush!! Ngawur!" Jully Excited.
"Yes, you said they were talking about the past that made me miss..." Goda Wigih's.
"But not really kangen-kenan mas... Maybe they're talking about something else." Reply Jully.
"Yes, I understand, I'm just kidding, baby... Yes already mending us eat first, their business let them take care of themselves, we do not need to interfere." Said Wigih advising his lover.
"Yes, um." Reply Jully who immediately obeyed Wigih's orders and began to eat his food.
In another table Nouval and Rere sat facing each other, after a stale speech they threw at each other they finally mute each other. Nouval was confused where to start, while he was the first to want this meeting, of course, by gathering all the courage left in his heart because inviting to meet a woman who has been married alone is a mistake but what else? He had to do all this, not only for the sake of the peace of his heart but also for the sake of the woman before him, he had to make sure Rere really lived happily after he left to leave him. His guilt for Rere in the past still persists until now, Nouval will not be able to forgive himself if the woman he once had in his heart was unhappy and suffering.
"Re... Are you happy now?" Finally the question came out of the lips of Nouval.
Rere instantly frowned, his eyes squinting at Nouval.
"Why are you asking me that?" Rere asked back.
"Because if you're unhappy..."
"If I'm not happy what will you do?" Rere immediately cut Nouval's speech.
"Then I'll take you away, get you out of the misery you're experiencing." Nouval replied as he looked at Rere's face with a faint feeling, is the answer he gave right or not? Can he keep everything he said just now? Finally the answer he spoke felt bad.
"Getting me out of my suffering? What suffering do you mean, Mr Nouval? The only pain I feel is when you just leave me." Rere's words just hit his chest. Stuffy.
"I'm sorry... I should have fought for our love earlier, sorry I was too cowardly. I really can't forgive myself if you're really unhappy." Nouval lowered his head, the hand he placed on the table looking tightly clenched until his knuckles turned white.
"Kris, my husband's name is Kristian, he used to be called Kris. She is a nurse at one of the private hospitals in the city. Although he is not from a wealthy family like yourself but arguably his life is always enough and he always suffices my life as well as our children. He's a good man. Long ago after you left I thought I wouldn't be able to love a man anymore, but I didn't. Kris came into my life, he was a gentle, caring and loving man. There are things that make me open my heart to him, he does not force and always patiently wait for me, especially he accepts me as I am. I used to think that if I loved someone more than that person then I would get more love, I was wrong. Being loved more by someone makes me happier and more appreciated. And Kris gave it to me." Rere stopped his words for a moment, he lifted his face and looked straight at the petrified face of Nouval before him. Then he continued his words again.
"I'm happy. As a wife, as the mother of my children and as a woman... I'm happy to meet and live with him." Rere said that with confidence and confidence while looking straight at Nouval's face. While the man was just silent unable to bring out any words. Rere's words just now had indeed hit his chest but at the same time he felt relieved. Because right now the woman he loves is living his life well and happily. Nouval smile...
"Thank God... I'm relieved to hear it, it doesn't matter with anyone as long as you live happily I'm so grateful. Maybe if we're still together you can't be this happy. But still I have to apologize to you in the right way. Kristina Dayana's... I apologize for my past mistakes, no matter if you'll forgive me or not because I don't deserve your forgiveness but I sincerely apologize to you." Nouval said everything he should have said with a very nervous feeling and breathed a sigh of relief after saying it. Whatever final decision Rere takes, Nouval doesn't care, he will accept whatever it is.
"I forgive you, but on one condition." Rere replied with one request.
"Whatever it is if I can do it, I will." Nouval said sure.
"I heard you're getting a divorce." Rere did not answer Nouval's question, instead he discussed the man's divorce.
"Yes, surely you heard it from Jully, maybe it was my karma that had hurt you." Sissy said.
Rere....
"There is no such karma, all because your soul mate is quite here. The real soul mate, God has not just met him. So after this look for your own happiness, if you are sure never to be influenced by the words of others, just listen to your heart, so if one day it is not in line with what you want, just listen to your heart, you won't regret it. Maybe that way you can meet your real soul mate. My conditions. Seek your own happiness, brother Nouval, do not live for the happiness of others." Rere said at length while showing his smile. His genuine smile that he showed at Nouval after so long, because in Rere's heart now there is no more hatred for Nouval.
"Thank you... Thank you, really thank you... I'll remember and do it." Nouval did not stop thanking, the corner of his eyes watering and now his heart was completely relieved as if the tons of stones on his shoulders evaporated just like that.
"Take care of Nouval." Rere was actually relieved and finally he was able to say the name of his former lover correctly.
Meanwhile at the table Wigih and Jully, the two lovebirds were eating food while occasionally observing the table Nouval and Rere.
"May confession be possible." Answer Wigih origin.
"Masa? But it could be... Brother Nouval has had a lot of pain Rere first." Seloroh Jully's.
"What's so bad, huh?" Ask Wigih.
"Banget! Until we make our best friend follow emotions! Didn't you know? Is it his cousin's best friend, you don't know?" Jully asked who was astonished, weren't Nouval and Wigih so close? Although actually he himself knew the truth recently because Rere so nicely covered his story with Nouval.
Wigih....
"What I know is that the Nouval family are against them because they think Rere's status is not comparable to their family. Especially my uncle, I admit my uncle is a person who is so proud of his business that so advanced to make their family to be on top of the peak of glory. Sometimes Nouval himself feels claustrophobic, he who has a free soul wants to achieve what he wants can not, because he is the only boy in his family must continue the family business. Although he looks whining and always cheerful but in the depths of his heart he feels tormented. I feel sorry for him." Wigih.
"About that I know, even his father Nouval once came to Rere and gave him a blank check for the fee he left Nouval but Rere would not accept it." Jully also revealed what her best friend had experienced.
"What's? How could my uncle do such a cruel thing?" Wigih really did not believe what he heard. He knew his uncle was a very proud person, let alone with others, with his father who was his own younger brother still feeling the most powerful. But he did not expect that his uncle could be so willing to humiliate someone for the sake of sacrificing the happiness of his own son. Wigih is very sorry for Nouval who has such parents.
"But unfortunately that's what happened. Sometimes I think, what's less than Rere? She was a beautiful, kind, cook, although she grew up in a modest family but they were not poor and well-off, let alone once Rere had worked in a good company with a decent position. It's just that she came out after giving birth to her first child." Jully said with a frown while occasionally chewing her food.
"Yes, that's my uncle, he considers a person comparable to himself if he has a life equal or higher than him." Sahut Wigih who afterwards set his gaze towards Nouval who sat across there with pity.
"Buck..." Call Jully who immediately made her turn her eyes towards her lover.
"Yes baby..." Soft Wigih.
"Your parents aren't that cool, are they?" Jully asked timidly if Wigih's parents were also the same as Nouval's parents, let alone their father's siblings.
"Well..." Wigih was blown away for a moment.
"You were in high school when you met my parents, right? Are they that scary?" Wigih asked and Jully shook her head. Yes, Jully had met with both Wigih's parents, although it was a little different from their meeting when Jully returned to the past. The difference was that he accidentally met Wigih with his mother's father at one of the restaurants in the mall when he was on a walk with Rere.
Wigih grabbed Jully's free fingers on the table and held her gently.
"Calm down, honey... I'll make sure they like you a lot." Wigih's answer convinced Jully.
"Yes." Yeah." Jully replied with a smile.
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Hello everyone.... How are you guys doing? May you always be healthy and happy.
On this somber day the author wants to say
"Happy Eid 1443 Hijri Day" Sorry inner birth...π Maafin also Author who often late updateπ and thank you very much for you who are still faithful waiting for Dokgan Wigih and Jully a beautiful lawyer in action π