JUST FRACTURE
CHAPTER 15
Sure enough, tomorrow morning, Tini da Tina picked up Patimah. Along the way they only chatted lightly and the sadness was no longer visible on their faces.
The car stopped in front of a notary office that for decades handled all the buying and selling of rice fields and land, as well as the deed of the agreement of the great family of Mr. Marjuki. Patimah also did not want to ask, he thought it was Tini and Tina's business, until the notary spoke
"Good morning by noon, mothers. We start without one side present. Mr. Subarkah called me. He said there was an obstacle, so after this, Ibu Tina and Ibu Tini can do other activities"
The next notary explained about the grant of rice fields based on Subarkah land, which has now been cultivated into plantations with Subarkah company flags.
"Is everything clear ? If you still do not understand, please ask "The Notary closes the explanation thrusting a paper file in front of Patimah.
Patimah looked at Tini and Tina with a clueless look. Why is the boy so good ,?
"This is my father's will, Ma. It is a sin that we do not do it. In fact there are still some others who have not been able to give it, waiting for the curator to count, how much the father's relics, and the father's will, to give twenty percent of it to , Mama."
"But I don't want it, Tini, Tina ?"
Reply Broken with heart deg-degan, imagining so much wealth How will you handle it ?
"Momust, mama must accept it. Mama herself taught us not to refuse ridzki ?" Tini hugged Patimah. He patted my mom's back. How lucky his father, in the last moments of his life accompanied by a woman who is really straight. After that, he told Patimah to read the file on his desk in front of him Patimah sat down.
While Patimah reads, Tina's phone reads, after which Tina tells her sister Tini, that it's her husband's phone. He said it was important.
After that, Tini decided to leave Patimah in the Notary office, himself waiting for Subarkah to sign the file with Patimah
"Mama went home later for help usher Mr. Subarkah, yes, Ma ?"
That's what Tini and Tina said before leaving Patimah who was shocked to hear the name of Subarkah mentioned, he thought, how the two children continued to know Subarkah. But it was not long he thought, he was then unceasingly grateful to God who had given him a very abundant treasure.
Half an hour later, the expected one came. Subarkah with a tight pantalon, and buttons over the shirt accidentally opened, looks dashing. Broken several times steal the lyrics, how it looks so calm when chatting with a notary, even for a while.
"Please, sir, sign it when it's been read ? "
Subarkah continued to sign, finished it was followed by Patimah, the holder of sixty percent, PT SUBARKAH engaged in Agro business.
"You didn't bring a car ?"
"No "Then Patimah explained that his arrival there was picked up by Tina and Tini
"Oh, yes already then, I..eh I'm intervening, let me also know where your house is ?"
"If you know ?" Broken in the front left seat, whose door was opened Subarkah After sitting at the wheel, Subarkah just answered.
"If you know, what ? Just know it !"
After that there was no more talk, only occasionally they glanced at each other. Sometimes silence brings many stories, such as Patimah whose heart begins to fall apart, because the person he misses the most is sitting near him, so close that when the car corners he must touch Subarkah's shoulders.
Another case with Subarkah, he thought why the road is not more twists, so that the touch of a woman beside him can hold his shoulder longer. Only his shoulder was touched, but it made his chest all the way pounding. So tight !
Distance Notary office to the house of Patimah, considered Subarkah too close. Until he had to stop the car. Broken down, worried about the taste, whether he should offer Subarkah to stop by or not.
"Almost a minute, Kang ?"
Outside of consciousness, Broth's lips spoke that, which Subarkah heard like the wind that blew through his ear hole. He immediately went down following Patimah who walked first, his hips swayed, stared at Subarkah until the door and Patimah told him to come in and sit in the living room.
"Want tea or coffee ?"
Subarkah was shocked, because his mind was still attached to Patimah's hip when walking earlier.
It turns out Bi Isah said, the coffee runs out. Patimah handed over the money so that Bi Isah now also bought it. After that Patimah went to the living room again, looking at photos of herself with her late husband, who was specially photographed in a large photo studio.
"you're still skinny here, aren't you ?" Said Subarkah getting closer to the photo hanging on the wall, Patimah also approached. They briefly looked at each other, then Subarkah held the hand of Patimah, and spontaneously just pulled him in his arms
Broth was stunned to refuse, but his strength was too weak to hold Subarkah's heavy hand.
"Darling, I've missed you for so long,"
There was a Subarkah sound, slowly in his ears, but felt loud in his heart, then he became so comfortable when the grunt of Subarkah's breath combed his neck to the back of the ear, and Broatimah was more lulled when the snort was smelled his nose, and his nose was smelled, then his lips felt crushed, long, long, long ago, his fantasy was able to vibrate the entire body of the pekanya, until it was realized by the sound of the creaking of the fence was opened. Broken pushing Subarkah's body. Bi Isah came home from buying coffee.
Then they were the same sitting far away and after drinking a few sips of coffee in session, Subarkah went home.
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"And it was not that repentance was accepted by Allah and those who did evil, until when death came to one of them (but only) he said "i am now converted" (Anisa 18)
It is too late, when the Prophet said, the door of penance is open during the day for sinners at night and is opened at night for sinners during the day
After Subarkah's departure, he went into the room, crying for himself, with what had happened. Why does he always give up every time he faces the man.
For almost five years he has imbued himself with passion and lust by believing that God is watching him at all times. Five years she could survive untouched by a man who was not her muhrim because the door was closed with the presence of her husband Mr. Marjuki. But now ? Is it just because her husband is gone then the door is no longer closed tightly and leaves a gap for men to touch? Not even just touching, but kissing a part of his sensitive body, arousing a long-buried passion, until he just gave up and even enjoyed it.?
"Yes, God. Forgive me, your servant."
So after he finished crying, he took a bath, then ablution, established penitent prayers to Robbnya ended with do'a so as to be far from the danger that will make him one of the inhabitants of hell in the hereafter.
"Great slander for women, is the man of my son. Before she marries you, you can only love her, but keep her untouched"
Then remembered also his mother's advice, making Patimah feel more guilty, and he convinced himself not to repeat. There must be a clear boundary between him and Subarkah. He must stay away from it, even if forced to be close, there must be a third person who will be a barrier, so as not to give a gap of opportunity he or Subarkah.
"Inna Robbaka labile mirshod, God will always watch over you Patimah ....."
The next morning, she told Bi Isah to catch up with Mang Amir, a freelance driver who was used by her late husband to bring his car. She herself had just put on a calf-high lars shoe that a week earlier was bought by Tina, the son of her late husband. Compatible with the shabby blue jeans he wore, his shirt was white with craters necked like a horseman, while before his hood was worn, his hair was covered in a cotton sweatshirt that absorbed sweat, after which he reflected for a while, tugging at his shirt slightly bulging at the thigh, while the blackish kunig glasses as usual, clipped over the head. She smiled with satisfaction.
"The key is Bi Isah's car, love Mang Amir"
After Bi Isah received the key, her eyes glared at the appearance of Patimah. Amazed, never thought, the more here, the more beautiful the employer.
"Come Bi, say heat the car first, keep me asking for help again, make me sweet tea ,"
Bi Isah went half-run, after handing over the keys, he went to the kitchen to make a warm sweet tea which his master immediately drank a few sips. After saying hello, walk out.
"Kaya, beautiful, polite, his salary is pinter, perfect her to be a woman" Whispered Bi Isah, for a number of times, praised Patimah, his master.
Meanwhile, Patimah has been sitting in the middle seat, while opening the attachment of his cooperation with the Subarkah company, which said the notary must be checked, location and bookkeeping, especially about the volume of purchases and sales, and, until the end of the month profit is found.
"We go to the end of the plantation first, I want to see from there first, go home slowly."
Patimah gave instructions to the driver, who at that time immediately agreed.
At the end of the plantation he looked blankly green vegetable garden and fruits, after noting some things needed, he climbed again the vehicle, slowly to enter and stop in front of the Subarkah office.
As he descended, the men and women who worked in the sorting place, were amazed to see the appearance of Patima who immediately greeted them, greeted them politely, then invited Mang Amir up first, followed him from behind. He deliberately invited Mang Amir, so that talks with Subarkah limited to talking about work, not widening everywhere, not giving the opportunity to be close let alone touch, let alone touch, because it is the only way to avoid the alpa sin that may happen again at any time. However, Patimah realized, he was not an angel who never did anything wrong. But he is human, if he neglects to keep his lust, the possibility of falling still exists.
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