Lady'S Gentleman
the price to kill feelings

"Sakura Glaze, Golden Tiramisu, teracota, lychee pudding, blueberry cheese cake, princess cake bublegum, princess cake strawberry... Drinking honey-wearing cammomile tea, choco hazelnut, cold water... Same banana split, yes Miss Goddess."

The goddess ma'am recorded all of Milady's orders on her tablet while grinning.

There was a time when Milady ordered some kind of desert if he felt stressed or was participating in an online game match.

"Do you want a regular brand or something else?" ask the Goddess.

Milady glanced at Sebastian.

The man just looked at her watching her. As if waiting for Milady's reaction.

"Today I didn't order. Try to stop." replied Milady.

"Ehm..." The Goddess is beating. "Ready Ma'am."

Sebastian smiled at him. Milady threw away face.

"I'm just a cappuccino." Sebastian said. "Please order delivered at once." as usual, Sebastian does not want anything to pass too often.

After the Goddess Mother closed the door, Sebastian leaned over her body while holding her chin with his hand, looking at Milady cunningly.

"Stop smoking?" tanyanya half scoffed.

"Stepy well.ngga can be at once." grunts Milady.

"Good, but why?"

"You don't like it when I smoke" Milady replied.

Sebastian's stunned.

"So... Because me?" ask Sebastian.

Milady shrugged his shoulders.

"Who else is stale besides you." said the woman.

Sebastian stroked his beard.

"If you don't like it, you don't have to stop..."

"I did it because it helped me think more clearly, so I can still stop" Milady said.

Sebastian is thin.

"A graceful and unpretentious woman like you doesn't deserve to smoke. Bad impression..."

"It's not necessarily that smoking women are naughty."

"Hm... Our times are different..."

"Then I said you were a colot."

Sebastian just chuckled in response to Milady.

"Can you finish all your orders? Like everyone else was clenching." asked Sebastian again.

"That's only half of what I used to order if it's baper."

"Baper why?"

Milady was silent.

The woman stared out the window at the inner garden.

Arran's kiss was still felt in his taste buds.

It takes a lot of sweet food to get rid of it.

He felt...

Difficile.

Bitterer.

Mournful...

All mixed into one.

This feeling was the same as it used to be, when Dimas kissed her. The difference Milady does captivate Dimas.

But this one...

This one was done suddenly.

Surprise that made a shock.

And the same is... The feeling of dislike, because Milady's heart was tethered to only one person.

Kissing with other people makes Milady feel more sad.

Because it's...

Because Sebastian's kiss was so faint.

Mixed with the taste of others...

"Why you?"

Milady hears Sebastian asking her.

Milady.

Holding sadness.

Holding back the tears that were preparing to break her eyelids.

"Only..a little not feeling well." sizzled.

"I'll tell Trevor not to burden you too much with..."

"It's not a matter of work." Milady cut.

Sebastian took a breath.

Basically, the man does not like if his words are cut off by others. But if it's Milady, he can be patient.

"It's..." Sebastian gave me the bag he had been carrying. "Because you're not feeling well, so I brought you sooner. I'm not waiting for Friday..."

"Hm?" Milady grabbed the bag and looked inside. An orange box, matching his bag.

He opened the box slowly.

Then the woman grinned.

Hermes scarf ottoman motif.

"Beautiful.." his fad was pleased.

Sebastian watched her while stunned.

Milady Smile...

Not a 'sweet but fake' smile as usual.

If only a Milady scarf could smile like this, Sebastian would shower this woman with all the magical things she could buy.

"Beautiful to you." murmured Sebastian.

Milady looked at Sebastian with sadness.

"You always have been?" ask Milady.

"What?"

"Tempting a woman by saying she's beautiful?"

Sebastian raised his eyebrows.

"You think?" the man asked back.

Milady grins.

"I hope I'm the one you're fighting..."

"That's not a dreadlocks.I don't like pleasantries." sizzled Sebastian.

"Then what?"

"Hm.. said only the things that were implied in my mind... If you don't like it, I'll hold it for next."

"I like.if you say. But.don't blame me if I'm back hoping for you." Milady.

Sebastian took a breath.

"Why are you so insistent? You know for yourself that the difference between us is huge..."

"What kind of difference is so great? Did I clap one hand?"

"You know how I feel." Sebastian said.

"What kind of difference do you mean? An age? The position? You know that love is blind..."

Sebastian quiet.

"Do you care about the assumption of society? You can even pay journalists not to tell your controversial family..."

"I don't care about anyone else. And again..." Sebastian points at the hermes scarf in front of Milady. "I've paid my installments, so the business has to keep going."

"Hm... Business yeah..." Milady took the scarf out of the box, then stretched it out and arranged it around the neck.

"The price that must be spent to kill our feelings, it turns out to be very expensive yes." he said as he stared at his appearance with a scarf through the reflection of the window glass.

Face's pale...

Her red lipstick could not cover the true state of her face.

And his countenance, no matter how professional his smile, could not cover the pain of his heart.

Tears finally broke down his defenses.

Down flowing down his cheeks.

"Millady?" ask Sebastian.

The man stood up to approach Milady.

And at that moment, the door of the orchid room was knocked.

Tok.dok.

The cheerful face of the Goddess Mother appeared from behind it.

"Excuse me.." he said.

Milady immediately turned around and wiped away her tears.

"I'm sorry sir, Lady Ma'am, wait a long time... Here's the order, sakura glaze... Then golden tiramisu, this is also terac..."

"Do it quickly." said Sebastian impatiently.

The Goddess was shocked.

"Ba.. good sir.." then the woman arranged the table faster without speaking again.

When it's almost done, "A... Anu sir, after this our owner wants to..."

"We don't bother you until it's over. Understood?!" sebastian's grunt is cold.

"Eh... Well sir, si..silah.kan enjoyed.." stuttering Mother Goddess.

The woman glanced at Milady.

Milady just smiled at him.

Then the Goddess Mother closed the door and passed.

Sebastian is approaching Milady.

"You why? Don't beat around the bush anymore!" he said as he pulled Milady's arm so that she would face him.

The tears on the woman's face had dried up but her eyes were still teary.

"I'm..."

Sebastian raised Milady's chin so he could look her in the eye.

"Can I have a hug?" ask Milady.

Sebastian freezes.

He did not expect the sentence to come out from the thick lips of the woman.

And what Milady said was taboo to him.

What he really wanted to do from the beginning they met again.

What he couldn't say all this time.

Because of his own selfishness.

And should he obey this woman.

Or should he take this chance?

Milady laughed wryly.

"I'm sorry... I've asked for something impossible. Sori.forget it. Let's just say I'm slurping again because I'm sick..." Milady escapes from Sebastian.

"I ate the desert well." said Milady.

Then a grip on the woman's arm stopped her steps.

And next his body crashed.

To Sebastian's warm embrace.