
“I'm tired.”
As the glowers of my eyes blurred, vision began to feel faint due to pain.
Now behind the black iris, a snowflake began to envelop. Poking me to raise my hand, letting the snow fall and melt on the endless pale palm tremble.
Small, clean clumps descended from the sky. It felt cold, but he grabbed my hand and warm started to spread.
I also saw the face of the girl who was full of sadness and a tenderness when her hand touched my cheek. Even as my body began to shake, he hugged me tightly; making sure to continue feeling comfortable.
Before closing my eyes for the last time, the only words I could say were “Sorry.”
Sorry for making you sad.
Sorry for making you feel lost.
Sorry for making you lonely and desperate
But this is all destiny. I'm just an ordinary human being and can't fight destiny—So, I can only surrender to fate.
I would rather go back to that time than be given a second life.
Because I ... Not really ready to lose.
I was never ready to leave because with her, I learned so many things.
Everything, full of color.
With him, I have something to hold on to in the present and the future. And it felt so warm that it forgot the past; so sweet that it was unthinkable to part, until I---
"Huh, hahahaha!"
Sometimes I think, how do I put everything back in its original position? But how hard I try, everything is nil.
There is no more of it, and better ... Swallow all these feelings raw.
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In the endless darkness, there was a silhouette that was as if a human being was whispering like a sixteen-year-old man was asleep.
I don't know how long it's been there, the figure still hasn't woken up from his sleep.
Until finally the figure opened his eyes slowly, he began to look around, but all he found was endless darkness.
'i...
Die?'
Yes, that figure was Laplace, he was currently looking puzzledly towards that endless darkness.
'Is this what it's like to experience death...?'
But...
That's not a bad thing...
At last....
I am free from the suffering that I have endured all this time...
Yep...
This is the best...
'However, where is this?'
'this is definitely not heaven or hell.'
'What should I do here?'
"Maybe remembering the past is not a bad thing" he murmured in a nostalgic tone.
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How long has it been.
"It's so boring DAMN!!!" Shouted me in an annoyed tone.
Although I do not know how long it has been, it must have been a long time until I became very bored.
'Is this darkness really endless?' I murmured curiously.
'From being silent, I'd better explore this place'
The boy began to stand up and walk through this place.
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How long he had been walking, he found nothing.
All he found was darkness and darkness.
The boy kept walking....
Walked...
And walk...
To him, time has long passed.
But strangely, he did not feel tired or hungry.
For a long time he walked, until he finally found a door that stood just like that in the middle of darkness.
As he entered, the place he saw was no longer the endless darkness— Except.....
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I could feel the wind blowing gently caressing my cheeks comfortably, carrying the scent of flowers with him.
'Huhhh?' I thought confusedly.
Colorful flowers bloomed beautifully in front of me and after moving my eyes, I could see the boundary between the blue sky and the earth.
The scenery had a beautiful yet majestic atmosphere, as if I was looking down at the earth …
However, suddenly I found someone there as if they had been there from the beginning.
Yes, before I realized it, without even making a sound and I did not even feel its presence, the one standing a few feet in front of me was a woman …
She has the appearance of an unparalleled beauty—I can't think of anything else to say about her.
The long straight, silvery-white hair that had no curls all the way to the knees, even looked like it was faintly glittering, and the golden eyes that did not have the slightest bit of murky.
Her body, which was about 160cm tall and wore a white robe, was so beautiful that you would think that her existence embodied the perfect heavenly proportions—and most importantly, she was rather frightening.
When I met Alice, I thought her appearance standing up against the sunset was like art, but the appearance of the woman in front of me was art in itself, not just a metaphor depicting her.
Yes, everything was too perfect for the woman in front of me, so it made me feel alien to her.
He was supposed to be right in front of me, but he didn't feel real, as if I was just looking at a finished painting.
My instinct tells me that the creature in front of me is at a different “level”—— Is this creature possible, God?
[It's nice to meet you, Laplace a human from another world who was liked by 'She' from the first glance. I'm Sharo Vanaru, nice to meet you. ]
“......"
After the woman opened her mouth in front of me, I was completely speechless.
I felt like something cold was flowing behind my spine.
Her voice was so beautiful that I thought it was the Gospel of the Gods, but at the same time, I felt a strong discomfort that I could not express.
It didn't take long for me to understand why I felt that way.
It was because it was hard for me to believe that the words I had just heard came from the woman in front of me.
[I think you must be surprised by the suddenness of the situation. I brought you to this place at the request of someone.]
[And as they say, the better the surrounding scenery, the more soothing it will be. ]
I was curious about the 'Someone' he meant. However, the curiosity disappeared when I realized something....
If I just paid attention to the words he said, I don't think I'd find anything strange between those words—But I can't feel the intonation in his voice.
Although her voice was supposed to be beautiful, but having the same loudness, speed, and intensity made it look like there was no emotion in her voice, as if it was just a machine talking to me, his voice was so constant that it felt like even a machine would have more emotion if it had to speak.
Moreover, his facial expression had not changed at all, as if he had no emotions from the start. I don't even know if those golden eyes are staring at me, or if they are looking at the background as if I don't exist.
'Interesting, this guy ... Same as me.'
They say that people are afraid of things they don't understand, and maybe that's how I feel right now.
[You look pretty confused, are you okay?"]
“I'm not okay, because this is all too arrived" I replied coldly while hiding my surprise.
[Then I'm sorry. It's my fault for bringing you here so suddenly. ] Reply without any change in her expression or voice.
“I Laplace. Nice to meet you, Miss Sharo Vanaru..."
[You can call me “Shiro” if you want. That's what everyone calls me. ]
“No.”
[You can call me Shiro if you want. That's what everyone calls me. ]
“Nona Shiro?"
[“-Nona” it is not required. ]
“Not ……"
[“-Nona” it is not required. ]
“Sighh... Alright” Reply me with a sigh. 'Women are indeed elusive creatures.' Thought.
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Silent....
[The reason I call you to this place is to give you blessings and reincarnate you.]
“Hah?"
A blessing? Reincarnation? I'm reincarnated?
So many questions flooded my head. But before I ask. The girl before me lightly pointed her hand towards me without giving me time to ask.
[Blessed are you . ]
“!!!???"
After her short and emotionless words were spoken, my body seemed to glow for a moment.
However, there was no other change and the light quickly subsided.
[Well, should we have some tea?]
“Huhh?"
'What is this girl doing, is the blessing finished with just that, and why are we drinking tea now, it's okay if you only talk about it for a while, but can you explain it to me!?'
[The process of giving your Blessing is complete. However, it will take some time until the blessing is over, so let's have some tea to get to know each other. ]
“Really ... You're probably the strangest god I've ever seen.”
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'There is no answer...'
I really don't understand this person at all ...... Do all Gods like him?
To be honest, I wanted to hold my head in my hands now, but before I knew it, a garden chair and table appeared in front of me, and the girl was already sitting.
If I didn't take my seat, I felt like I would end up in that endless round again, so I sat down on one of the simple yet beautiful white garden chairs, facing the girl.
And then, as if it was natural, a cup of yellow-colored liquid appeared in front of me.
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Silent.
The combination of silence and expressionlessness turned everything into a complete silence.
Even though we sat facing each other .... For not starting the conversation at all, I became a little impatient, I just turned to the drink placed in front of me.
it's pretty delicious! What is this black tea? Although I was not so knowledgeable about tea, even I could see that it was very delicious..
"What a delicious tea." I said briefly.
[I'm glad you like it. ]
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Silence ...
Perhaps, This is what would happen if two expressionless people sat facing each other.