Larme Brisee
Chapter 2: Flowing Through the Vein [part 1]

April 21, 2746

april 21st, my birthday in this world, is also the day that my memories of my previous life come back completely and... The day of my death in the previous life.

I was reborn as the second daughter of Draggrhurl's husband and wife, Egreel Von Draggrhurl and Filena Von Dragdrhurl. Huh... Why did this memory recover after I celebrated my 15th birthday? Plus, after remembering this, including the day of my death, it made my heart become restless. A memory that gives me goosebumps as well as stifles my chest.

"Madame Laefeur's... Si ******buncit bastard... Ah... Hix... Hix... Damn it... Aghs!... Hix" Can not resist the anger and regret that struck, my tears also poured out. "Hngghs... My sisters... Hix... I.." My brothers are all dead, we are dead, we are just cattle ready to be harvested. The world doesn't care what happens to worthless orphans like us. "Hiks... Laefuer, you! If I could go back to earth, I'd rip you fucking mutants! Hix.... Fueeeeeeee!!" I cried as much as I could not bear this burning feeling.

What about my brothers fate!? They are too small, they are not guilty at all... However, they even had to experience something like this. Lordy! Why should they suffer? They are still innocent, is this your plan to take them first and place them in your paradise? So what am I going through here is a trial from you? Do I have to live again to finish my sins that once doubted you? I don't know... I don't know what else to do.

"Hweeeeeee... M-why... Hicks! Hicks!... Fueeeeeee!!!..." My cry grew louder, I could not help this crunching sadness, like it had been piled up for a long time. My chest tightened, I clutched the pajamas in my chest with all my might, my fingers clutching too firmly until my nails felt like they were slowly penetrating my skin. However, the pain did not ease the various emotions that enveloped me now, it felt like I did not want to live anymore. I'd rather die... I don't want reincarnation...

Chequek!

The door of my room opened slowly and from behind it was seen my mother who now entered my room with a worried look and panicked, she must be very confused why I cried loudly in the middle of the night. "Darling, what's wrong with you?" My mother, Filena's mother. She immediately clutched my face in her warm embrace, her embrace so strong yet gentle, so warm and comfortable.

Even so I couldn't be so calm that easily, my sadness that I brought from this memory was still overflowing until I clutched my mother's nightgown loudly while crying in her arms. "Hiks... Ahhhh Hah.haah Aaaaaahh!! Huweeeeeeee! Aaaaaaaaay!" To be honest I didn't want to keep crying, my chest felt increasingly tight, my eyes became swollen and sore, but on the other hand I also didn't want to stop crying in my mother's arms. Biological mom... A person unlike my old life's parents who could throw me away as a baby, who didn't want me.

"Cup cup cup... Baby, baby... Calm down. Mama's here, it's okay. Doesn't matter. What makes you sad, baby?" Asked my mother softly while stroking my unkempt hair.

I couldn't answer him, I kept sobbing in his arms, I didn't want to answer him, I wanted to forget these memories! I don't need these memories at all! Whether I am reincarnated or not, if the memories of suffering come back to me then I better never remember them at all! "Mamaa... Mamaaay! Hug Eril!... Don't let Eril go!" My heart is like the thirst of mother's love. Though all this time I was indifferent to my family before this memory came back to me, but now, right now I am very thirsty for affection.

I-i know... Maybe these memories come back to me so that I in this life will be grateful for my present life compared to my old life. Maybe this is God's best plan for me, maybe it will be a turning point for me to appreciate the whole family I have now.

"Cup cup~ cup is okay. Mama will be with you tonight. It's okay if it's too hard to tell, mama here will support whatever you do. Cup cup cup..." My mother stroked my head once more and kissed my forehead, her eyes looking so beautiful because of the reflection of the moon, the emerald green eyes, like mine. In this life my eyes are still emerald green, only my hair color changes to the color of the Dragrhurl family hair which is dark gray.

Gradually my sobbing subsided, as did my consciousness, the longer my eyes grew heavier. I'm so sleepy, tired. Mother put me to bed slowly and also slept beside me even though there was no extra pillow for her, she embraced me until I fell into a deep sleep.

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April 25, 2746

This morning was so cool. It was an important morning for me, because today is my first day of entering the magic academy of Paradeisos Drachus after graduating from Vassi's Paradise.

I entered the dining room, where my father, Igreel Von Draggrhurl, was busy flipping through the newspapers. Today he wears a white tuxedo with a black stripe motif on its periphery, his eyes are bright blue, his hair is slightly wavy dark gray.

My mother, Felina Von Dragdrhurl. Being busy arranging the dinner plates on the table, she was wearing a dress that was like the renaissance era in my day that was white to blue-blue, her hair was long straight with white like milk.

My older brother, Evantz Von Dragdrhurl or what I used to call Eve. He was busy playing around with his special magic commonly referred to as special witch, this magic does not use mana at all, my brother was busy developing his magic by doing the creation of some kind of wood on the table. His eyes were deep green, so sharp and so focused, his hair was long like thorns he combed back. I haven't had much interaction with him since he's a bookworm, too active to learn.

But since now that the memories of my old life have recovered, maybe the two of us can get even closer as harmonious siblings? I also remember a girl who likes to learn... That's because my old memory just recovered, Hihihi. "Good morning. Mama, papa and sister Eve." My words that broke the focus of brother so that the wood he was creating was instantly porous and messy everywhere.

"Tsk! Just make it a shock. Hadeh... It almost worked." Sis's exasperated voice while cleaning the wooden crumbs from her desk.

"His 'almost successful' part has been heard sixty times this week. Don't blame others for your mistakes." My father looked at my brother from behind his newspaper.

"Already, already, let's get Evantz done. Eril, honey, let's have breakfast. We can't be late on your first day." Say my mother softly while serving the eggs of beef eyes along with minced meat on our plates.

"Huh? We??" I asked while sitting in the dining chair.

"Bright... That means they're gonna drive his little dragon flying out of the nest." Reply Sister Eve with malasasnya.

"Shush! Quickly finish your breakfast. Come on." Said my father folding his newspaper and eating breakfast.

I ate breakfast. We, the weredragon, have special features that can be easily recognized. Our hands and feet have a skin color that is indicative of our race, for the heavenly wereragon race the skin color on our hands and feet is pale white. This color only spreads to half our arms, the rest of our skin color will be the same as humans in general. Usually in order not to want to attract too much attention when visiting the human country then we will wear gloves and long socks to cover the white part of our skin.

In this world, magic is a common thing that can be used by anyone. Proficiency in cleanliness is diverse, because honestly magic in this world relies on the laws of science as well. Elemental magic can not be used if the knowledge of science, or what they usually call the theory of magic is not broad enough then your magic will stop or can be said to walk in place.

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