
Arjuna crouched down quietly, placing the beautiful bouquet right in front of the Cantika gravestone .
Yes here Arjuna is now, beside the center of Cantika , sitting with regret for not being able to live the last will of Cantika .
Not the first time he was here, often he expressed his regret, apologizing to Cantika .
"I hope you don't curse me from there..!" Arjuna muttered while smiling.
"i'm the stupidest and most selfish man, I'm also a sinful father, I don't even deserve to be called a father, I'm sorry...!" Oghed Arjuna while sweeping the clear melt from the corner of his eye.
"Will he forgive me.nah, there have been many sins that I have committed on him, on the boy.that even I do not know how his face.not I do not want to find out, I do not want to find out,but I was so afraid of hurting them again, but believe me they are okay, I made sure it was from the person I trust...!" Arjuna added, he groaned over Cantika's tomb long enough, that's what he often did, at least he could reduce tightness in the chest over his regret.
Not that she didn't want to see Dinda and her son in person, she was so scared and sometimes she didn't have much time, she traveled a lot for work,because only with that he can forget his runyam problems he faced.
Sometimes Arjuna also often waited for Dinda across the boutique street, just wanting to see Dinda and her son, but he was never so lucky to see them.
In front of the school gate, Lee smiled to see Dinda's car parked under a tree like this morning.
"Mom...!" Sapa Lee who knocked on the glass of her car.
Dinda opened the door that followed Lee in by releasing her bag.
"How was today..?" Ask Dinda .
"As usual, friends are a little slow to do their tasks, so a little late...!" Obviously Lee .
"That sister, it wasn't yesterday that fell..!" Show Lee to look at Tasya who is crouching as if waiting for an invitation, while his other friend has already left because he was picked up.
Dinda followed Lee's pointed hand, how shocked she was to learn that Tasya was in school with Lee.
"Like it does...!" Said Dinda, while staring out .
"It's raining soon.why no one's picking her up..!" Mumbled Dinda slowly.
"We just wait here.if it rains, we'll take her in the car..!" Proposed Dinda who got the nod from Lee.
It's nothing, Dinda doesn't want to interfere too much, she keeps her distance so as not to connect with Tasya directly.
Before long they were looking inside the car, a white car passed Dinda's car and stopped right in front of Tasya.
"Lord...!" Shouted Tasya who heard Dinda from far away, but only the car door was open, Arjuna did not go down, only Tasya who immediately approached him into the car.
Dinda just smiled, she did not expect to see Arjuna again, even to explain the misunderstanding was useless, all would feel useless.
Even Dinda thought that if now Arjuna had a new family, he could not appear in front of Arjuna , even as someone else.
In the evening at dinner together, Baim and Arjuna were alone, Tasya went to bed early.
"Have you found the address I told you to address this morning..?" Ask Arjuna .
Baim was silent for a moment putting down his spoon before answering Arjuna's question .
"Why, is the food not good..?" Arjuna asked who saw Baim finish his meal, but only a few spoons.
"It's not like that.only, I want to tell you, sir, if the woman who helped Miss Tasya yesterday was a mistress ...!" Baim
The spoon that Arjuna was holding slipped to the floor, he turned his gaze to Baim who was also staring at him.
"Sin...?" Tanya Arjuna made sure.
Baim nodded without speaking, as did Arjuna who just kept quiet and left the dining table without saying anything.
"What will happen next.I still see the love in the eyes of Dinda and mister, I hope they can be together and happy like before again..!" Mumbled Baim who was staring at Arjuna up the stairs expressionlessly.
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Arjuna's heart beat is so rhythmically beautiful after hearing the name Dinda, he still has the same heartbeat, as he used to when he was still together.
"I miss you, miss our baby boy, what they look like now.Will I be too selfish back then..?" Arjuna Gumam .
"I'm wrong, I'm a stupid man who can't solve problems at the same time and has to sacrifice my son and wife..!" Arjuna Park .
# Flashback #
Angry, it is true that Arjuna was so angry at Dinda's last sentence, he was so hateful to himself, less what he was until his wife liked another man.
One Sunday Arjuna stayed at the hotel without anyone knowing, he took care of the divorce without Baim's help, so he sent the divorce papers to the mansion .
At the same time, the mama was critical and had to be rushed to a hospital abroad to get the best care, as a child, as a child,he accompanied Yanti and Albert to go abroad.
Almost a year he took care of Yanti there without being able to leave Yanti, because her condition continued to decline until Yanti was declared dead without being able to survive.
Arjuna was so devastated by Yanti's departure, he also wanted to go home during Dinda's birth schedule, but he could not because he thought about Yanti's situation at that time.
After Yanti's departure, Arjuna returned to his home country, while Albert settled there alone .
Arjuna returned with the fact given by Baim, about the misunderstanding he and Dinda at that time, Arjuna could no longer fix it, because before leaving he had sent a divorce letter that Dinda had signed.
Regretting and wanting to come back was useless, because it was not that easy he returned for the mistakes he made, he had abandoned Dinda and her baby , he was well aware where the mistake lay.
many times Arjuna tried to find and stalk Dinda across from her boutique, but she could not find Dinda .
once he returned to the mansion, but not Dinda who he found, the house had changed hands, it was true that the mansion had been sold.
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