Learn to Love You
Trying to End Life

Ace closed his eyes as his tears continued to flow, then Ace spread his hands so wide, like a bird about to fly.

When Ace wanted to throw himself down, his body was immediately restrained by something so heavy.

"Good, Ace! What are you doing, hahh!" the cry of a man who is none other than Appa Daniel.

Yes, Appa Daniel wants to see Ace to ask him why he always hated his son. But, who would have thought Appa Daniel didn't find Ace everywhere.

Until Appa Daniel returned to Fayra's room and asked Ace's parents, then Daddy Gerry told Ace that Ace was on the rooftop several times when his heart was so painful.

But what makes Appa Daniel not out of thought.l, why do Ace's parents look ordinary and also calm, when his son several times in a quiet place like that.

What's more it's a very dangerous place for people who have as many minds as Ace.

Appa Daniel didn't say any of that because he was afraid that it would make them panic. Appa Daniel quickly set foot on the spot.

And, sure enough. When he got there, Appa Daniel saw Ace had completely lost his mind and intended to end his life which was still very young.

With a quick step Appa Daniel immediately hugged Ace's legs so tightly, that his shout was able to disperse Ace and immediately opened both eyes.

Ace turned his head downwards, where his eyes looked at Appa Daniel's face making his heart slice again.

Ace knew at this time that Appa Daniel was very disappointed in him, which Ace did not know why Appa Daniel was holding him.

"A-appa? A-appa nga-ngapain a-is here?" muttered Ace.

"Now Appa wants you out of here!" firmly Appa Daniel stared intently at Ace while continuing to hug Ace's legs.

"No, Appa. Nah! Maybe with Ace's departure, Fayra will return to feel happiness. Appa knows, Fayra suffered it all because of Ace!"

"So what would Ace live for if he only hurt Fayra, what did Appa do, what would he do! It's better for Ace to leave, so Fayra won't get hurt again!"

"Ace please Appa. Let go of Appa's hand! Ace does not want to live if Fayra realizes later he will stay away from Ace, mengedan Ace who away from Fayra for eternity hiks ...."

Ace screamed loudly at the collapse of tears of regret, Appa Daniel who saw Ace so depressed could conclude that Ace had indeed started to love his son.

"Do you want to make my son when he wakes up, his status has turned into a widow, huh!"

"Did you ever think how my son felt when he woke up from his long slumber, he could no longer find his husband!"

"And one more thing, my son loves you very much. So what will happen in his future life?"

"If you feel guilty, sorry and disappointed with yourself. So what you need to do now, learn!"

"Learn in terms of self-improvement, so that someday my son can be proud of having a husband who loves his family so much!"

"Remember Ace! Right now you've already broken her heart, so don't try to break her mentality again!"

"I can't afford Ace, I can't! My only child who has been trying so hard for me to be happy, in the end became a very sad woman!"

Appa Daniel's crying doesn't mean he's weak or sorry for Ace. But, he was like this because he saw the condition of his son which really made his heart break.

If Ace left this way, Appa Daniel would no longer be able to imagine how devastated his son would be.

Yes, it is possible when you wake up it is natural that Fayra will be angry, silent and also disappointed with Ace. Cuman, do not rule out the possibility that Fayra does not want to lose Ace.

Appa Daniel knew that his son loved his husband so much that he was willing to endure the pain alone. But, if to lose Ace forever, maybe Fayra will not be able to return to live his life.

"But Appa, Ace has hurt Fayra a lot, even breaking her heart. Plus Ace has been risking Fayra just for selfishness, so it's more likely that Ace will again make a mistake when Fayra wakes up and Ace doesn't want that hiks ...."

"Take off, Appa let go! Ace does not want to live, if Ace's presence is only able to hurt Ace's own wife, why? Better Ace die!"

"okay! I'll let go, but wait!"

Appa Daniel released a hug on his leg making Ace a little confused, did not last long Ace's eyes even patterned when he saw Appa Daniel was standing next to him while looking at him.

"Let's go together!" said Appa Daniel who was staring ahead.

"A-appa! What Appa is doing here, let's get down! What if Appa falls?"

Ace spoke a high note as he was surprised to see Appa Daniel was already beside him. Ace was really scared if Appa Daniel lost his balance then, he was the one who would fall instead of Ace.

"She let it go, you want to end your life, don't you? So let's end life together!"

Appa Daniel with a smile turned his head towards her, even his body slightly turned towards her.

"Appa, stop! Don't move, right now we're on the top floor, if Appa loses his balance then I won't be able to imagine what's going to happen with Appa!" asserted Ace, his rations pounded very quickly.

"Why? You're afraid if I fall and then, I die? Do you care about my feelings? No, right!"

"Let me die, why am I alive? Kan, you said yourself, you want to end your life because you don't want to hurt my son, right?"

"And I will also end my life because I don't want to see my son suffer at such a young age!"

The words of Appa Gerry were able to make Ace silent for a moment, what Appa Gerry said there was a point.

If Fayra woke up later, then there was no Ace beside her then Ace could imagine how devastated Fayra would be.

But back again, if he stayed beside her would he not go back to hurt her? That is, which is a consideration for Ace himself at this time.

Appa Daniel briefly glanced at Ace who was still silent, then one leg he stepped forward.