Legacy Falls
A Strong Hope

(POV BETWEEN)

suddenly I realized I was in a dark place and there was no one there.

"where am I???, am I dead???"

"...."

looks like I'm dead, maybe Byakko has failed to save me and it's not his fault. I asked myself to do it, forgive me my friends for disappointing you all and not being able to make the world balanced, so I hope you can make the world as balanced as it once was without me.

"again forgive me everything, I've failed"

"you're too soon to apologize and too soon to die"

suddenly I heard the voice of people, but out of nowhere the voice came that I saw only darkness around me.

"whose voice is that??, show yourself!!"

*tap tap

I saw a small light coming towards me. I was confused what light it was, whether the sound was coming from that light.

"who's there, did you just make a sound???"

I was screaming but there was no answer, not even the voice that was there. I asked, what is this place and what is the light that I saw and suddenly the light approached me. I became afraid and confused to run away because there was only darkness around me and only the light was bright.

"who are you, and what do you want???"

suddenly there was another sound and I was sure the sound this time came from that light and the light answered my question.

"you don't need to know who I am."

" do you want what, am I here because of you???"

"because I said???, didn't you activate your own army, so you're here"

what he said seemed to be true, it was my fault for activating my loud blast and if I thought about it. It seemed true, that the byakko had failed to protect me.

"hmm.you're right keep what you want"

"it's not like I said earlier, you're too quick to apologize and die"

"what do you mean??"

"now you're in your own subconscious, so you can't be said to be dead yet and also maybe be able to meet again with friends and not have to apologize"

"subconscious mind you say???"

"yes"

so this is the subconscious mind and apparently I am in my own subconscious, but not the subconscious mind contains thoughts and emotions. but my subconscious contains only darkness and light.

"continue why didn't I die and instead be here???"

"because you yourself made you here, you are now resigned and accept that you are dead, but, on the other hand, you want to come back to life to make the world balanced, to make it balanced,isn't that so between??"

what he said was true, I have failed to balance the world and I feel guilty to others, so I resigned when I was dead. but I still hope to be able to balance the world as it was.

"you are right, I am resigned to death, but I still have hope, which is to make the world now become balanced and as it once was."

"don't you be so naive between, how you're gonna change the world now like it used to."

"I'm confident in my current strength and the strength of my friends that I can change the world like I used to"

"hahahah.you're just a logistics courier."

"you're so sure of yourself, apparently, what they're saying is that you're a chosen one."

again the word is issued, actually what they mean by the person chosen.and why I am the person.I have to ask, if not, if not, maybe I'll keep wondering about the words of the chosen one"

"what do you mean the chosen one???"

"i don't want to explain and you don't need to know for now, because you'll know for sure."

again I do not know what the meaning of the chosen person in question and he also said I would know later.I might have to wait until the time comes.

"and I hope you didn't make the wrong choice later"

"alright"

"the world cannot change if it is not for man himself who is in the world and all the damage that is in the world is caused by man himself."

"you're right, but. I'm sure not all humans do as much damage as you say, there's still a lot of people out there who want to make the world good"

"mmm…"

"and I believe, Risa, Kario's uncle, Raka, Maya, and other friends can change the world as we dream."

"but not as you see it. Surabaya, Gorontalo, Balikpapan, even the village of kerinci that has been destroyed, are you still sure they can still do it?".

"It is true that you say, the cities have been damaged even the villages of kerinci have been destroyed, but as people say that behind the struggle there must be sacrifices."

"so, what you're saying is you're gonna fight to change the world even if half the world is destroyed, what do you mean between"

"no, what I want is for the world to return to peace like it used to be, and also I and other friends want to fight without us having to sacrifice which all human beings feel in a peaceful world together"

"hmm.like that again you're Antara, too naive, but I'm sure you can do it"

"whether I succeed or not it's important that I keep trying to realize my expectations"

"between, if that's what you choose, die leaving a friend or come back and realize your hope!!!"

"i will re-elect and make hope real for everyone!!!!!"

"all right, see you in between, go…"

all of a sudden my body floated up and over and I looked down where my body was fading away and was about to disappear, and also I heard a faint, inaudible voice.

"may you succeed between, I'll continue with you."

\*criyinggggg

\*tiiitttttt tiiitttt

I also realized again and was in the hospital.I saw Risa who was asleep beside my bed, maybe during the time I fainted she who had been waiting for me.

"sorry Risa, again\again I worry you."

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