Letting Go, My Husband
LGMH CHAPTER 18 - Don't Want to Know

Sitting alone in the VIP seat of the plane, Bella kept turning her face away from her husband. He kept silent a million languages.

Look at the window and look at the sky.

While Azam continued to pay attention, confused how to start. The table, becomes the barrier between the two.

"Bell," call Azam, try to open the sound.

Bella still flinch, even folding her hands in front of her chest and further distancing her face.

Little, Azam smiled, like looking at a little Arabella while being angry. But it used to be easy to persuade Arra, but now after growing up Bella is increasingly difficult to understand.

"Bell, I want to talk, can you see me?" pinta Azam was sincere, he had spoken very slowly, wanting Bella to feel her sincerity.

"Talk to talk, why so many rules," replied Bella, ketus. I still could not look at Azam.

"I'll move to sit by your side if you don't look at me right now." Threaten Azam, make Bella inflamed.

Azam was always like that, doing what he wanted, and being rude if his wish was not fulfilled.

Azam who now, really no longer Bella knows.

"I don't want to hear what you're saying, can we just shut up?" bella replied, she finally looked at Azam, with a cold look. For whatever listening to the words that would hurt her heart, Bella was no longer able to.

Every word that came out of Azam's mouth, always managed to make his heart feel pain. And because of that, Bella no longer wanted to hear anything.

"I'm sorry Bell_"

"I don't want to hear anything!" cut Bella with her raised voice, even that cold gaze had already turned into a sharp gaze.

Make Azam flinch, with a million thoughts in his head.

Arra used to be very forgiving. seeing Bella now difficult to forgive him makes Azam aware of one thing, if he has hurt Bella, the wife.

I'm sorry Bell, I just want to say that we should fix this relationship said Azam, who only uttered in his heart.

2 Hours drive to Indonesia they have taken.

During that time, silence finally took over between the two.

Fhia goes straight to her apartment, while Bella follows her husband's car. Go home to their mansion. The mansion that Bella had already considered hell.

"I don't want to go home to that mansion, can I take you to Sarah's mom's house?" bella with her cold voice.

"Sorry, I can't. We're going back to the mansion."

Secretly, Bella was crying. Bella doesn't even know why those tears came out. In a hurry he removed it and looked back at the street from behind the car window.

20 Minutes' drive, they finally arrived.

Bella is forced to go down, even walk first and leave Azam. Bella's steps slowly slowed down as she realized that there were no servants in the mansion. He looked to the left and to the right, and there was nobody.

Usually the servants will pass by, even always welcoming the arrival of the master.

"In the mansion there will only be two of us" said Azam who now stands next to Bella. Before leaving Singapore, he had asked Ben to move the servants to his other house. Empty this mansion so that the wife feels comfortable. Azam knew, the title of servant must have made his wife always remember Raya.

Hearing Azam's words, Bella smiled obliquely.

What does it mean to cast out all the servants, if your heart is filled with them. Inner Bella, the more furious she felt.

Not responding to anything else, Bella stepped back to leave Azam there.

She did not go up to the 2nd floor where her room and her husband were. Turn left and go to another room on the 1st floor.

Realizing his wife's intentions, with his broad steps Azam immediately blocked. He even held Bella's arm back.

"Don't test my patience, we sleep in the same room" Azam said, and he pulled Bella to follow his steps.

Her screams were unconcerned, Bella finally cried. Azam's steps came to a halt as they reached the middle of the stairs.

Feeling Azam's grip weakened, Bella immediately ran down. Running with her tears.

Azam flinching, for some reason now he became this rough. Now, Azam really feels like a jerk.

But Bella was always like that, always arguing and testing her patience.

Their first day, again ended with a fight.

On the second day, they only met at dinner.

And the third day, Azam saw Fhia visiting Bella in her room. Carrying a medium-sized cardboard.

Curious, Azam also crossed the door of his wife's room. He heard Bella's crisp laughter.

Bella laughs when she is with someone else. But when it was faced with him, the laughter disappeared and replaced the cold gaze.

Azam, finally chose to sit in the middle seat. Waiting for Bella and Fhia to come out of the room.

Not long until he waited, finally heard by Azam step Bella and Fhia who approached, occasionally they exchanged laughter and moved as if they did not think it existed.

Bella, escort Fhia home to reach the terrace of the house. This month, Bella decided to take a break from modeling.

Didn't want to make both his parents and in-laws anxious. Also take a break from the many activities.

"Tomorrow I'll be back."

"And I'll wait," Bella replied quickly.

The two women of the same age then opened the door of Fhia's middle car. Picked up some groceries that Fhia had brought.

Some bread, meat and even vegetables.

"Remember, be careful when cooking, wear gloves, even when necessary face shield."

Hearing Fhia's words, Bella chuckled.

"I'm a kid, of course" Bella said.

"I'm just worried about you."

"Yes yes, go home. Thank you for this," replied Bella, lifting both bags of groceries in her hand.

Fhia simply nodded then immediately got into the steering chair.

And Bella waved her hand, looking at Fhia's car that was getting away.

Then he went back into his house with a big smile. Meeting with Fhia, made her mood even more cheerful.

But the smile did not last long. When he saw Azam who was waiting for him. Slowly, the smile disappeared.

Make Azam's chest, feel uncomfortable. It was as if her presence was completely unwanted by Bella.

Azam saw, two bags of paper bag that Bella brought. Azam knew, it was for kitchen purposes. But Azam never knew that Bella could cook.

"Don't ignore me" said Azam.

"Disregard me" Bella replied quickly.

Bella even went straight into the kitchen and left Azam.

3 Days stay in this mansion, Bella always see Azam anywhere. It was as if her husband was now an unemployed person, just like her.

But Bella doesn't want to care, doesn't want to know, it's up to Azam to do anything. He will only stay in this mansion for a month, after which he will return to Singapore.

Next month, he will file for divorce.