Life after life
The Beginning and End of Life
" Bi, I'm sorry that as long as I'm with you I'm wrong and can't be who you want me to be. I hope you are pleased with me ", said Faiha
" Dear, whatever it is I am Ridho over you because I ask Allah to make you part of my life" Ahmad said
" I have a lot of khilaf towards you, I am sorry I have not been able to be the best imam for you" said Ahmad
" The happiest thing for me is being with you, thank you" said Faiha
Faiha kissed the husband's forehead that was lying down then Faiha lay her head on the husband's stocky arm, Ahmad stroked the wife's stomach that was bulging with one hand the other.
" Baby motion affection" said Ahmad
Faiha smiled and nodded putting her hands on her husband's hands and rubbing his stomach together.
" May our Baby be like you a handsome man who is generous and helpful" said Faiha
" Hmmm....She will be a beautiful, intelligent and humble woman like you" Ahmad said
" Bi, our boys are not girls" said Faiha
Faiha believes that the boy in her birth is male despite the results of USG doctors always say that their daughter is female, even this morning the doctor said the gender of the baby was a girl Faiha still said male. Ahmad did not dispute that because for him it was the same, as the trust of Allah for them.
" An important man or woman is healthy and noble and can take us to Heaven later" said Ahmad
" Aamiin" said the two compactly
Faiha nodded and suddenly she felt something coming out and felt very wet down there
" Bi, please I want to go to the bathroom" said Faiha
Faiha sat up and stood up from the bed to the bathroom. The blue gamis he was wearing already seemed to be translucent blood spots on his butt area.
" Dear, blood ! " said Ahmad worried about seeing blood on his wife's robe
" I make sure first bi" said Faiha as she entered the bathroom followed by her worried husband
Faiha checked and undressed
plumes
A lump of red viscous blood more black fell to the floor, they were panicking because they saw a lot of blood coming out Faiha there was even a clot as big as a hand grip
" Why don't I feel any pain at all" said Faiha
" Clean yourself, I'll get you a change of clothes. We go to the hospital" said Ahmad
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Arriving at the hospital, Ahmad carried his wife to the ER room.
Doctor checking Faiha's condition, Ahmad accompanied Faiha in the ER room. But previously Ahmad had to ask permission to accompany his wife because the hospital regulations do not allow anyone to enter other than the medical team and patients.
" The location of the placenta below the more the baby wants to come out then the blood will continue to come out" said the doctor
Ahmad and Faiha were shocked to hear the words of the ER doctor, because they had just checked this morning and the doctor said everything was fine.
" Athaghfirullah, pardon mea robb.." Faiha muttered in her heart.
Faiha squeezed tightly into the hands of her husband who never wanted her to let go
" Istighfar dear, all will be well" whispered Ahmad in Faiha's ear
" The only way is to have surgery" said the doctor
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Faiha shook her head, Faiha's heart was blown away as if her heart had stopped beating as tears melted from Faiha's eyes.
Ahmad wiped the tears on Faiha's cheek
" Is there no other way, Doc?" ask Ahmad
" If the blood continues to come out it can result in the mother losing a lot of blood and can be fatal for both" said the doctor
" Bismillah, immediately do it for the safety of both" Ahmad said firmly
Ahmad tightened his hand and whispered
" Be assured, Allah be with you pray I am Ridho over you " whispered Ahmad
Ahmad could indeed say that to his wife but deep in his heart like a thin slice felt torn and scratches so heart-wrenching.
Ahmad only tried hard in front of his wife to strengthen Faiha.
During the operation, Ahmad was not allowed to accompany him in the operating room. In front of the operating room there are Dad, Mother, Papa, Mama and also Ahmad who look the most tense among others.
" Ma, Pa, Dad, Mommy...Ahmad excuses to musolla for a moment "valid Ahmad
After the prayer Ahmad returned to the operating room. Shortly thereafter the door of the operating room opened a nun standing in front of the door
" Faiha's mother's husband" said Nurse
All of them who were waiting to approach the nurse wanted to know the condition of the patient Faiha who was in the operating room
" I'm sus ! how's the operation ? " say said Ahmad
" The operation is smooth, the baby is healthy baby boy weighing 3.3 kg. Faiha's mother asks you to go inside to see her "sister said
" Alhamdulillah" they said in unison
" Subhanallah, your felling is right love your prayer is hijabed " Ahmad muttered
" Let's sir, come with me in" said the nurse
Inside the operating room, Faiha was cleared but her blood pressure was not stable because she was bleeding a lot before the surgery. The heart detection device is still attached to the body of Faiha, as well as the infusion hose.
" Sir, this is the baby please in Adzani first" said the nurse
Ahmad chastised the child in the right ear and iqomat in the left ear. After that
Ahmad drew himself closer to Faiha's body, and kissed her forehead. Faiha opened her eyes and smiled faintly at her husband.
" Good mother, our son is like your hope" Ahmad said in glass
" Habibi.." said Faiha very softly.
Ahmad brought his baby boy face closer to his mother's face and attached it for a moment. When the baby boy was brought back into Ahmad's arms, Faiha's tears dripped, feeling so weak that Faiha could no longer speak.
" Thank you, I Ridho your struggle presents him with the fruit of heaven" said Ahmad
Faiha smiled very widely and looked calm, Faiha felt her body growing weaker and more helpless
tut.....
A heart detection device suddenly sounded in the room, Ahmad gave his baby to the nurse and then turned to approach the face of the wife to guide her to say the word shahadah.
" Laa ilaa ha illallah, Muhammadur Rosulullah" Ahmad whispered in his ear Faiha sounded raucous
" Laa ilaa ha illallah, Muhammadur Rosulullah" said Faiha lirih almost inaudible
Tuuuuttt.........
The heart detection device sounded loud and immediately made Ahmad realize that he had lost the person who decorated his life story.
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اَلَّذِيْنَ اِذَآ اَصَابَتْهُمْ مُّصِيْبَةٌ ۗ قَالُوْٓا اِنَّا لِلّٰهِ وَاِنَّآ اِلَيْهِ رٰجِعُوْنَۗ
" those who, when they are doomed, they say “Inna lillahi wa inna if we visit the ” (we belong to Allah and to Him we return) "QS Al Baqarah :156
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...We often exchange prayers. Talk about death and heaven. Then one day, we made a promise together. If one finds himself in heaven, then he will seek and inquire into the whereabouts of the other....
...Thank you for all the stories, passion, traces of kindness, insight, experience, care and affection you give to all those around you....
...Thank you for making room for goodwill by always welcoming each story, idea and new prayers....
...Thank you for encouraging us to continue to study Islam and strengthen the faith. Thank you for every good conversation between the jokes about God and so much of His goodness...
...Thank you for being so patient and fighting God willing with sincerity, our next meeting, hopefully in heaven....
...# End of a Life of Heaven...
Thank you for faithfully reading the novel Sehidup Sesurga, May the benefits of its contents for all of us.
If there is a wrong in the view of religion, the author apologizes because of the limited knowledge that the author has.
Jazaakumullahu Khoiron
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