Life Journey
episode thirty nine

nhkkk..............

papa who had been focusing on office work, was immediately shocked to hear Anya scream, mama who had fallen asleep on the sofa immediately woke up to hear Anya's scream.

anya.....

mamaaaaa hiks huaaaaa where my feet where ma ,papa answered me give back my legs

Anya was very shocked when she found out her left leg was not there, mama and her papa explained because it was for her good, then Clara who just got to the front door heard a cry from inside Anya's room, then Clara who was just there, Clara came in immediately.

Anya calm, Anya calm, you can't do this, you must calm down first* said Clara*

kaka also knows about this but why don't you tell me, you're all bad

Anya doesn't stop crying and thrashes over losing her leg, but Clara and her parents keep trying to calm Anya down.

tomorrow morning.

hiks, I don't want to lose my leg hiks* said Clara*

this is for your own good, the doctor who suggested your foot should be amputated* Clara* said*

why don't you ask me permission

can not wait for you who are still unconscious Anya, because it must be done as soon as possible

then now how do I walk, how can I drive, how can I walk, how do I do all my activities, and of course Dirga will not want to be close to me huaaaaa....

you can still walk, you can still walk, you can still drive a car, you can still do daily activities, you can do whatever you want, you can do whatever you want, don't give up on living just because you lost a leg, you have to show the world that you're a strong woman if you're a tough woman ,you are a woman who can face your life without one leg

it's easy for you to talk like that because you're not in my position, you don't know what I feel, I'm not married, there's still a lot of things I need to do out there ,if this is who wants to love me, who will accept me, who wants to be with a disabled woman like me

dirga, Siti, Daniel, come to the hospital as soon as they find out that she is in shock knowing that her leg has been amputated, but when Siti comes and sees Siti , once she sees Siti ,he gets angry and wants to get angry.

you want you to come here, you must be happy to see my situation like this, you must want to laugh at me, right, you must feel victorious with everything you can you are proud of yourself who has mastered Dirga, you know, I hate you, I hate you, I hate it, and you better get out of here, go away, I don't want to see you go.....

hyx...Anya calm yourself first, I am not what you think, I understand what you are feeling now, so please do not hate me, If you hate me you are wrong, since you hate women who are not much better than you, you are better than me, you are beautiful you have everything, just by losing 1 foot never make yourself feel useless*siti*

shut up, I know we're laughing at me right now, so don't pretend to be nice in front of me*Anya* said*

anya, calm yourself anya, calm down*Dirga said calm Anya*

hiks hiks I don't want to be disabled. I don't want to be with one leg Dirga, I'm ashamed I'm embarrassed.

Anya, why should you be ashamed, all that Siti said was true, you are beautiful, you have everything, then why should you be ashamed, this is all an accident, no one can avoid it, so you must be strong, then why should you be ashamed,you have to toughen up,oke*Dirga said a little to make Anya calm*

yes I will be strong, I will be strong, although it will be heavy to rise again

Nothing heavy, we are all here to accompany me to rise together , we will not leave you* said Dirga*

but...do you still want to be friends with me* asked Anya*

of course, we will always be good friends* answered Dirga*

but do you want to love me with one leg

Dirga is confused to answer what, not a blind physical Dirga likes someone, karna indeed from the beginning Dirga does not love Anya, Dirga who is confused to answer Anya's question , Dirga looks at Siti, Dirga looks at Siti,and Siti encodes dirga by nodding her head, meaning Dirga must agree to love Anya, the answer of this Siti makes the dirga more confused, and more confused, how can Dirga agree to love a woman he does not love, but Siti begs Dirga to agree Anya's question with her .

only Dirga is able to calm anya at this time, in this way I am sure she will soon recover and be able to live her life*said Siti in her heart*

yes Anya* answered Dirga*

thank you Dirga*talk Anya*

emm Clara, it looks like I have to go back to the office immediately because today there is a photo shoot *Siti*

alright Siti let me drop by till the front* Clara* replied*

in front of Anya's room.

Siti thank you, I am very grateful to you, I know it is hard for you, I know you must be very sick when you told Dirga to say this to Anya*clara* said*

it's okay Clara, your sister's life is more important* replied Siti*

then Siti to the office of Viva ladystore with in between by Daniel.

hiks hope what I do is right*said*

Siti, you are too kind to have to accept pain for the happiness of others* Daniel* said*

in the hospital.

I think it's getting more complicated, I have to agree to love Anya, and now Siti is going with Daniel, this is wrong, why even this is so*Dirga said in her heart* emm Clara, this is wrong,your sister is asleep, it seems I have to go back to work* said Dirga*

yes Dirga thanks, sorry, my sister's color you so this*clara*

it's okay Clara

anya who just pretended to fall asleep hearing the talk of Dirga and her brother, Anya also knew that the attitude of Dirga who yesterday was good to her was because of Siti's request, and today Dirga who agreed to love him also at the request of Siti.

how evil I was that wanted to bump into Siti yesterday, I almost bumped into the person who let the man she loved to love me*Anya said in her heart*

Anya you sleep well, you want to go out for a while, said Clara*

Azra comes to the hospital to find her, just as Clara leaves her sleeping aya.

Anya, why do you have to be like this ,why should it happen to you, just because you love Dirga so like this* Azra*please if you only knew that I loved you a long time ago ,but seeing you so in love with me makes me not dare to express my feelings to you, but strangely until now the feeling is still there and does not change

whata, so all this time Azra loves me*Inya's words in her heart that pura pura sleep*

I must return immediately before your brother comes, anya.kamu get well soon, I make sure after you recover I will immediately express my feelings to you*Azra* said*

but when Azra wanted to leave the room, she pulled Azra's hand.

wait*acap Anya*

Anya, you. you are not sleeping* Azra*

Anya shook her head and said"I heard your words earlier"

hah...indeed I said what*Azra*

you love me* said Anya*

duh how is this, knowledge* azra spoken in his heart* so earlier you just pretended to sleep* asked Azra*

I didn't mean to lie to you, but there was Dirga here so I pretended to sleep and after that you came while I was still pretending to sleep also* said Anya*you said you loved me, love me, it was then and now that you know my leg was amputated I'm sure you don't love me anymore

you don't say that believe that the man who loves you will not leave you when you are in trouble won't leave you when you are fragile replied Azra*

you're serious about what makes you still love me even if you know my leg has been amputated

because you are loyal

From where you know I'm loyal, we've never been in a relationship

in the way you love yourself, how long you love her and how long she doesn't love you, but you keep trying to get her, you still love Dirga even if she doesn't love you ,you keep trying to get it even if you know it's heavy

Anya shed her tears when she knew there was still a man who still wanted to love her with his condition like that.

Azra.hiks, forgive me, forgive me for being so stupid that I didn't know that you loved me, maaff.

it's okay, don't cry anymore, remember, you are strong you can't cry okay

yaa...

who is this*pa Clara who just arrived*

oh yes brother meet me his name is Azra, Azra he is my Kaka

ah salam know

on the next day.

well that dong you have to be strong you can not be weak you also should not be ashamed, because out there is also a person who from birth does not have hands there is no one who does not have legs but he is still the spirit of living life because he knows the purpose of his life is not just to achieve pleasure aja*clara*

yes brother, I am strong because all of you here, I am sure I will be able to go through all the journey of my life even without one leg, I can definitely stay strong because there are all of you who support me here, oh yes before I go home I want to thank you Siti, thank you for being kind to me even though I always do what is bad for you ,thank you for everything you've done including asking Dirga to always be nice to me for my recovery and also I'm sorry I almost made you wretched, I always try to win by myself ,I always try to make you and you are far away, but now I will be very happy if you two , you and Dirga can be your whole lover* Anya said while holding together Siti and Dirga hands to hold on* forgive me too Dirga, I asked you and forced to love me, I know I am selfish, but now I will no longer be like that, because now I already have someone who loves me sincerely, I know I am selfish, even though he knew my leg was amputated but he still loved me, he still wanted to accept me*Anya's words*thank you Azra