Light For Abidzar
You're The Worst

Abidzar sat in the mosque, waiting for the others, because tonight they had a lesson. The man was silent in his mind who kept thinking.

How did he tell if he had fucked Jinan, because he was afraid to make Light hurt and affect the fetus in the womb of the wife.

'It seems like it's okay, because Jinan isn't pregnant. I must give priority to the pregnancy of Light, Abidzar's inner being.

Abidzar was determined to tell the Light, because he could not keep quiet like this. Because he fucked a woman who was still holy. That's how he thought.

"Zar!" call Son.

Abidzar remained silent and did not answer the call of the Son, for he was at a loss what to say.

"Zar, you got a problem?" ask Putra.

Abidzar remained silent, for the Son knew he had a problem and now asked again.

"Zar, how are you quiet?" ask the Son again.

Because, the friend just kept silent did not answer his words since then. In fact, not even looking.

"Elo know, right? If, then there is another big problem" replied Abidzar limply.

The son smiled, because he forgot that the friend had a big problem that had not been resolved until this moment.

"Certainly? What do you want to do?" ask the son while putting his body to sleep.

Abidzar shook his head, as it was impossible to tell whether he would meet Jinan and tell him his plans.

"Zar, elo answer dong if I talk," said the annoyed son.

Because Abidzar didn't care about him talking since then, making him like a madman talking to himself.

"Mending elo quiet, because now I'm dizzy!" answer Abidzar with ketus.

The son was silent, because he knew Abidzar was dizzy. The friend does not look like before.

'If there was an Eza, we wouldn't be like this. Facing unsolved problems, ' the inner Son.

A few minutes later ...

All the santri gathered together and began their lesson, calmly as usual. When Abidzar finished, he went straight home.

Because he knew the wife was waiting for him, what else the Light was pregnant with.

"Assynnya!"

Abidzar knocked on the door and went inside, he saw his wife still reciting the holy verse of the Qur'an, then approached and kissed the Light.

The light stopped reciting the holy verse of the Quran, and kissed the husband's hand gently.

"Waalaikumsalam, Mas." The light smelled the scent of the husband's body.

Makes her very calm and comfortable, as if she does not want to be away from her little husband. Abidzar felt more and more guilty towards his wife.

'I'm sorry Ma'am, for lying to Mbak, ' Abidzar's inner self.

The light released his embrace, and hurried to open his face and tidied up the prayer mat.

"Mas, you're going to the hospital tomorrow, okay?" light very gently.

"Yes" replied Abidzar.

The light approached the husband sitting on the lip of the bed, then he hugged the man and whispered something.

"Light. Uh, he means Ma'am, don't be like that" said Abidzar nervously.

The light laughed, because her husband still called her Ma'am, even though they were married.

"Mas, don't call Mbak again, just call the name" Light said gently.

Abidzar remained silent, for he was not used to calling his wife by name. Because he felt the Light was more mature than him.

"But Ma'am, I'm not used to it yet" Abidzar said truthfully.

The light smiled, and kissed the husband's cheek without shame again. Because he is used to it.

Still he had betrayed the Light, and lied to hide it from his wife.

"If only Neng, how?" tanya Light.

Abidzar smiled and nodded his head, and kissed the top of the head of Light gently.

"Well, Neng Light," Abidzar said softly.

The light smiled and hugged the husband, because he was embarrassed when Abidzar called him Neng, but he also asked.

'O Allah, may the servant and Mas Abidzar always be together and friendly like this, ' the prayer of Light in his heart.

The girl prayed and hoped to be with Abidzar until the end of her life, because honestly the husband was her first love. She was never close to any man before marriage.

Abidzar was the first man to enter his heart and soul, allowing him to know what love and affection are.

. . . .

One month later . . .

The days of Light and Abidzar as usual, the man was still cold to his wife. She feels more guilty when Jinan declares that she is pregnant.

"There's no way I'm lying to you" explains Jinan the umpteenth time.

In fact, he had 20 pregnancy tests he used from Abidzar because the man did not believe that he was pregnant.

"It cannot be Jinan, because we only do that once" Abidzar replied.

The man was getting dizzy, with the burden on him at the moment. Because, he must quickly marry Jinan who is pregnant with her child.

However, he also did not want until the Light was hurt, because the wife is currently sick since her pregnancy.

"Zar, I want you to marry me, because this belly will grow. Sooner or later," Jinan said softly.

Abidzar was more and more confused, and he let out a long sigh wanting to answer Jinan's words. However, no one had happened yet to come and cut his words.

"Fuck!"

Plaque!

Mentari slapped Abidzar's cheek hard, because he had eavesdropped and endured his anger and emotions. However, now she could no longer because she knew that Jinan was pregnant.

"Start!" peekit Abidzar's.

Mentari stared intently at Jinan, because honestly he did not like the girl from the first time he met.

"Instantially, this is not like ap-" disconnected, because Mentari directly cut off his speech.

"Shut up! Abi shouldn't have made you his son-in-law!" exciting Mentari.

Jinan just smiled, because he could not wait to get married to Abidzar, and soon it will be done.

"Start, listen to me first" Abidzar said softly.

Mentari shook his hand which meant he did not want to hear any more explanations, from Abidzar and the man was silent.

"You can't hide anymore, are you pregnant!" point the Mentari on Jinan's protruding stomach.

Abidzar will hold Mentari's hand. However, the girl immediately accosted him so that Abidzar was silent.

"I should know that men like you can't change and act like delinquents!" exciting Mentari.

The girl was really sick, because the older brother would be hurt by this harsh reality.

"I'm disappointed in you, because before I thought you were the best for Light. But, you are the worst!" geram Mentari's.

Abidzar got dizzy and eventually he fainted making the two women surprised.

"Geez!" pekik Jinan's.

"Astaghfirullah" Mentari said gently, and helped Abidzar get up and take him to the bench.

SERIATE.