Lika Litu Life
Chapter 10 Chapter 2 - Part 2

It's the.....

This incident I remember.

10 Minutes later the boy returned to his classroom holding his teacher's hand.

The room was empty, there was no one there.

"Where's Reika-Chan?" Glancing to the left and right of the classroom" There's nobody here...."

"Eh, I was here, Teacher, I accidentally pushed him and there was a bruise on his knee"

"....It's weird, why is this classroom deserted?"

Please Stop!

Don't show me this dark past!

"If there's nothing else, I'll go back first"

"Ehh, wait...."

The teacher left the boy.

Please stop this right now! Don't show it to me! .... Something like this, I don't want to remember it at all.

"......"

"..."

That was the beginning where I hated humans.

I hate friendship. When a friend who can't trust his friend, that's what I call hate.

Especially with the girl I pushed, originally when I first saw the girl, I assumed that the person was like a flower blooming in spring. But when I accidentally made a mistake, it was over.

When I was in elementary school, I was too innocent. I said that "friendship is a very pleasant thing" and those are the words that make me realize that no friend in the world can understand my feelings. Truly, this fake world has only deception and cruelty in it.

All this time, the bitter memories that had been lost for years on my head, had now reappeared as a cursed flower. Yes, I condemn it, this past, especially the one who accused me of very unreasonable reasons at all. And when I explained it, they didn't believe a single sentence of my words at all.

The friendship....

The friendship.....

What the fuck is that!

"He stole my money"

"He hit me too"

"He just ripped my notebook off"

It was true that I had pushed Reina-chan away, but I did nothing else but that, so stop accusing me of being reckless!

They all accused me of unsubstantiated reasons, and kept arguing over me continuously. They all played me like a toy.

Yeah, right now the people around me are looking at me so sharply.

Disbelief and hatred, that was their gaze fixed on me.

You all! Stop looking at me with that creepy face.

"Kazuto's! Is it true that you pushed Reika-chan to a fall?" Bu Gu threw the printed book he was holding onto a table. As a result, a very loud bang was heard to my ears.

I turned towards him, yes, at this moment his gaze signified an extremely deep sense of hatred that was directed towards me.

That's right, I've done the wrong thing, I've apologized repeatedly to him.

It was my fault, when I ran to get help from someone, and it ended up being like this. Though I asked you for help and right now you are scolding me, an unreasonable reason at all he scolded me.

"....But why did you run away and not go to help her?"

Stop asking me that question! Didn't I ask Sensei for help?.

Yes, I've asked you for help and right now you're accusing me. Didn't I tell you all of this? You should have calmed me down by now and defended me, and why would you accuse me for such an unsubstantiated reason?

Explain to me and why are you looking at me with the same gaze as all of them? As a teacher, shouldn't you act in a slightly calmer manner? Do you think I was wrong in your eyes and divert the real events, as if you had hidden them.

His eyes were sharply fixed on me sitting in my chair, indicating that his eyes were not as playful as someone who wanted to kill me.

Yes, everyone in this class none of them believed my words.

They think of me as a bad person who has hurt the students in this school.

"That's..."

The other classmates stared at me with stares of cynicism, spite, and hatred.

His gaze grew sharper, then they said.

"You better just die!"

"Get him out of this school!"

"I don't want to be friends with a criminal!"

Nah! Stopit! Don't say such cruel things...

All of them in this class, including my teacher, were looking at me with envy and anger, with murderous intent in their eyes, as if they were all planning to kill me.

Rumors about my bad at school spread to other classes that marked me as the bad guy in my school.

Even the other teachers, they saw me as an immoral student who was not taught ethics.

At that time, the hatred that was inside me surged even deeper, and until now it is still stored in my heart. I curse all those who have humbled me. Yes, I strongly condemn the actions of those who do not regard me as a human being at all.

In this class, they all did not expect my presence to follow this lesson. My desk is scribbled every day by markers and oak tips that say "Dead you villain!" Which indicates that they are all my enemies.

Right now I stared at the girl who was sitting in her chair.

From then on, Reika-chan said nothing more to me.

Yes, his gaze turned cold. Maybe Reika-chan thinks I'm a bad person. Now he hates me and right now my sense of trust towards my friends is cut off already.

Nobody believes me, I don't want to believe that.

Even at home, no one believed me.

"Hey, you fucking kid! Why are you doing it again at school?!"

Even my mother doesn't believe me.

My family is the result of another marriage, my parents are very hard, especially with my stepmother.

She was one of the people I hated other than my school.

"Your teacher has told me that you have hurt a girl, are you not aware of what you have done!"

Every day, I was always scolded, if there were any lost items or money, the first stepmother suspected was me. He scolded me and told me to admit that I had stolen it, but I didn't actually take any goods or money. If I don't confess, my stepmother wiped me with rattan, even once doused me with hot water that had just boiled.

The pain, I felt it, it hurt so much that I cried running into my room. And sure enough, my stepmother threatened me, if I told my father about his cruelty, maybe something worse than that would continue to happen to me. He didn't think of me as a human being at all, even worse than an animal.

Stop that....!

"Didn't you know who the old man of that girl is?!"

"He's the boss of your father's company working you know! If until you hurt his daughter, his father won't stay silent, it's all your fault you son of a bitch!"

Yes, Reika-Chan's parents, are the boss of my father's company.

The incident was heard by his father, as a result of which my father was fired from his job, and at that time my father became unemployed.

About half a month, my father until then still did not find a job though. Exposed to the scorching sun until tired in the afternoon, he continued to look for work to make a living for his family, of course at that time I did not have the heart to tell him, he said, instead, I added to the burden that resulted from my actions. Really, I really regretted it then.

After that incident, I did not want to go to my school at all, but my father forced me to go and go.

I spoke to my father that I didn't want to go to that school, everyone there was my enemy, there were only bad people there.

Every day when I go to my school, through the school corridor, the gaze of the students leads to me. I knew their hatred was directed towards me.

From then on, I stopped going to school and asked my father to find another school for me.

Actually, I did not have the heart to burden this matter to my father, moving to a different school meant having to prepare enough money for the entrance fee.

A month later, I kept myself locked up in my room. I was still in the shadows, traumatizing me, frustrated, suicidal thoughts whispered into my ears.

At that time, why it could be like this. I curse all those who hate me, no, rather I curse this world.

Horrible events always befall me, all this time I never get a good event though.

From childhood I was always scolded. In the eyes of others they think I am wrong, always and always a mistake is always directed towards me. My friend, when after that bad incident I no longer have friends though. Yes, I don't need friends, they will all just be my enemies, at that time I don't trust the bonds of friendship at all. In the end they would all betray me.

Even when I went to a new school though, at that time I used formal language and did not speak to anyone, aloof and kept aloof until now.

To avoid a repeat of such an event, I used formal language and watched every word that came out of my mouth.

This rotten world, why am I in it. Why did all this happen to me.

The suffering in a row was endless until I was in high school.

Right now, my future is too bleak, what makes me feel a mental slump when I am sad, my sister who always supports me.

He was the one who always gave me the motivation to live when my father left home to work.

But my stepmother found out about it and scolded my sister in her room so as not to hang out with me anymore.

After hearing his words, I went back into my room and locked my door and was moody for the umpteenth time.

My eyes are nothing but emptiness and emptiness. My soul has gone somewhere, there is no motivation to live and always vent my frustration towards my family photos.

The photo contained my stepmother, my father and my half-sister in my room.

I hit him many times with my hand and slammed him on the floor while imagining my frustration at the photo.

With a hand full of blood, I take revenge on all the humans who have betrayed me, my friends, my teachers and my stepmother. Often my ears whispered to kill them all, but I did not have the courage to do so at all.

Until now, I have always been bullied and bullied by my schoolmates. As a result of that dark past, there was a childhood schoolmate of mine who was currently my classmate. He told the other classmates, even to the next class, about my bad deeds that resulted in the whole class avoiding me. Even so, there was one person who believed in me, she was a girl whose house was next to mine. He is currently in the same class as me, but even though he is my classmate, I do not believe his words at all. I was afraid, he was just like them, approached me and betrayed me.

I'd rather not have any friends than they'll love me and there will be regrets in my heart. Instead, I stayed away from the girl who was always clinging to me. Stay away from him so he won't get in trouble if he's close to me. If only I had a power that could control this world.

I will completely change this world in order for something bad that always happens to me to disappear in my life.

"Ehh... Is that really so?"

Suddenly a voice sounded in my head.