
I immediately stepped onto the seat, ignoring the astonished and cynical gazes of the students in the classroom.
“it looks like you got their attention, what are you doing?” yuuta asked after I had put my bag next to the table. “entah, last night they suddenly apologized to me, after that this is what our relationship is like”
Yuuta, “then what about when you get home? Today if it's not your schedule to check up, right? Did you tell Ueda's family about your illness?”
I sighed, “not yet, and besides they didn't say that I should go home with them so there's definitely no problem”
***
‘It seems like this morning I too quickly concluded that Jun and Yuuki don't mind if I go home by myself’ thought I.
The class is over, now I'm engaged in a debate with Jun and Yuuki. A few minutes ago since class ended they've been standing in front of my class and taking me home together. I tried to tell her I had other needs but they wanted to take me.
‘haah no, they can't know about this disease. If they know it will be difficult in the future, it is better to wait after I have to leave home
Yuuki, “what business do you have that we don't want to accompany?”
“not that I don't want sister, e-eh but....emm..” while I was confused looking for a reason suddenly there was someone who embraced my shoulder. “Risa has promised to go with us seniors because of that she can not agree to your solicitation”
‘Zhao Lei, ZhiGuang, XuJia, Ryuji thank you!’ my mind screams with pleasure.
If you ask where Yuuta is, he was actually beside me and he had tried to find an excuse but could always be refuted by Jun and he ended up being silent. Seeing that opportunity Yuuta spoke again.
“tuh will see, we already have a plan together, not just threesome”
“but why all men?”
“a-I do not have any girl friends, and only those who play with me, em yasudah yes we rush to see you at the house of brother Jun and sister Yuuki.. let's go quickly”.
I hurriedly pulled Yuuta's arm, but...
“eh no-no who let you go hm?”
“aw aw kak Jun don't pull my collar like this dong! ouch!”
“eh Senior Ueda release Risa, alright, well we will not take Risa away, what if you guys just deliver her”
I glared at Ryuji, ‘what does that mean?!... eh wait for the four of them also do not know where I am going, right?’
“where are you going huh? Until you take the trouble to hide it from us?” Ask Yuuki
‘aduh want to answer what this is, even Yuuta did not make a sound since last’
“today Risa's schedule for Senior work, whether Senior knows or not but Risa has been working with us for a year in cafe” XuJia replied
‘ooh so that's their plan, aish thank you guys’
“what is Risa?” yuuki asked me
I nodded in resignation acting as if my secret had been revealed, but I silently pointed my thumb at Zhao Lei, Ryuji, XuJia and ZhiGuang.
“then why not say from earlier anyway, if you say we don't have to argue in front of the class like this,” Yuuki sighed “we'll take you to work, the five of you go first there” continued Yuuki
Yuuta looked at me, I nodded and whispered, “wait for me at the cafe, tell Fanxing, you guys will take me to the hospital ya”
“well, then we first yes Senior, see you at Risa” cafe said ZhiGuang
***
“thank you brother,” I said as I stepped out of the car, we have arrived at the cafe. Inside the cafe was already Fanxing and Yuuta, maybe they had been waiting for me from earlier, even they had not changed their uniforms.
“no need to thank, what time are you home? I'll pick up” Yuuki replied
“e-eh no need usually I will be picked up by Fanxing or escorted by Zhao Lei, ... for this time I do not accept coercion from you guys, I do not accept coercion from you, let me go home with a friend or I won't go home at all” I threatened as Jun and Yuuki looked like they were going to protest.
“well alright, be careful on the road yes Risa, if you get hurt I will not forgive the person who drove you it” said Jun
I smile triumphantly, “oke well, you've entered first yes brother, until later at home”
“finally I can get away from them, huh if you know they will be this possessive better I don't get their affection forever, huh, because it would definitely hurt if I had to leave them” I bent my arms and drowned my face in the folds of the arms. A hand felt like it was stroking my hair.
“don't, it's only natural that they are like that because they must know what you can because of their indifference. Let's just say they feel guilty and want to fix it. All right let's go straight to the hospital or rest first, besides you must be cured kok” said Fanxing who still stroked my head.
“iya it's true Risa, not good if this is” Yuuta continued
“good anyway good, but—.. ahh yasudah come directly to the hospital,” I immediately stand “oh so you guys want to go to the hospital? For what?”
“waa! ... XuJia since when did you stand there?!” my screeches
“so far, you are the only one who is unconscious, so what about my question?”
I sighed, “ alright alright I will tell you, actually I ...”
I also told XuJia about the disease, even to the reason I was looking for work I told her, even though what I told her was only in outline. After I finished, Fanxing and Yuuta went to the hospital.
***
“Risa sorry I can't accompany you too, but later I will still pick you up, so wait for me ya” Fanxing said attentively.
Now we have arrived at the hospital, we are in front of the entrance. Yuuta is not with us because he has to go home first. I got out of Fanxing's car.
“all right, I will wait, thank you Fanxing” I replied
“yasudah I go first, hope your inspection got good results”
Fanxing is gone. I stepped inside the hospital, the doctors and nurses had already memorized my examination schedule, so when I saw them they would say hello and invite me to chat for a while. After that I was allowed to go straight to his room.
Tok tok tok tok
“login”
I opened the door of his room, “dok it's me”
“Risa you finally came, old tumben? I thought you weren't coming” said Dr. Ryo who was sitting in his chair.
“hh I had a little trouble earlier ka—.”
“do you cough up blood again? Or does your heart often hurt?”
I haven't been able to explain the incident earlier Dr. Ryo had cut first. I accidentally chuckled. Doctor Ryo stared in astonishment.
“no, but earlier sis Jun and sis Yuuki held me back and did not let me go unaccompanied by them so I had to lie first, therefore I was late.”
Doctor Ryo sighed in relief, “ohh I think there is a serious problem, you've just started your routine checkup”
I followed Dr. Ryo to the usual place he checked me, the examination took 40 minutes. Starting from X-rays and other examinations.
“What's the reason for this year that you often cough up blood or feel pain in your internal organs?” ask doctor Ryo while looking at the results of the examination
I put a pose thinking, “actually the last three months I did cough blood often, does it have something to do with the condition of my internal organs doc?”
Doctor Ryo sighed in frustration, “the results of the examination showed that your condition is getting worse, even the condition of your organs are experiencing severe damage, such as being rotting. If the condition is like this, even transplant surgery will not work. If this keeps you going... ”
Doctor Ryo's words suddenly stopped, it seemed like he couldn't continue his sentence. I sighed, ‘this body should have been dead since a year ago, it seems that even though my soul entered it did not bring this body back to life, maybe decay happened because of that. so the conclusion must be just one’
“in other words all I can do is wait for the day of my death without being able to do anything?” lirih
Doctor Ryo was silent, it seemed like he really could not provide any consolation because it was true. My fingers are intertwined, does this mean that I will die once again? If I die here what will happen to my soul? Will I go back to my old body or will it really end here?
“Risa... what, does the Ueda family know about this? It used to be that only Mrs Ueda knew about your health condition, but it looks like this time you have to tell your father and two brothers” said Dr Ryo.
I looked up at him and shook my head slowly, “ don't need a dock, just let them not know. By the way how much longer can I live?”
Doctor Ryo looks hesitant to say the word, “itu... kira..”.
...つづく...