
Only Raisa knows exactly what happened to her.
Raisa realized, she became different because Raisa tried to keep her problem alone, reluctant to tell others, or precisely not able to reveal reality.
Because he allowed himself to dissolve in his own problems, Raisa did not realize that the situation had a major impact on his behavior.
Raisa who chose to keep her own problems, sometimes her chest felt so tight that her emotions peaked and bearable, but all she could do was cry.
Because the attitude of self-restraint that makes the relationship with Sinta and other teachers, often not connected.
Because of this change in attitude, the teachers go awry, they think, have they made a mistake?
Ms. Mia, who is the most senior teacher and woman, is almost 50 years old and made her realize the change was probably because Raisa kept a problem.
In Mia's eyes, Raisa is like someone who is being overwhelmed by grief, the suffering she harbors herself, what is it? is that what everyone wants to know? About Darren and his mom, they all know.
The family matter had been very long, but they knew everything was in good condition as Raisa knew and had been through it patiently for a long time.
Not that problem, more personal problems, for Mia who has lived her youth, she is more judging it as a problem of a young woman, for example when a woman is in love, heartbroken, broken, or household problems.
They all knew where Raisa was among the problems that befell women or young girls.
Is Raisa in love? only that can be a problem other than a broken heart or a household problem that is still far away in their judgment.
They looked at each other, coded each other through the eyes, tried to break the big question mark, what was happening to their beautiful, young and kind principal.
Inevitably, the people who were on Raisa's staff, secretly whispered behind, to talk about the situation.
They are not used to seeing Raisa with her silence, even though Raisa is young, but she is a smart woman and good at putting herself, especially her position as the owner and KepSek.
But the confusing situation for some time is certainly very disturbing.
Although they could have pretended not to realize what was going on, but often Raisa showed a grim face making her staff feel involved and upset.
Indeed, Raisa was aware of all her unusual attitudes, so she chose never to go to class to face the children.
Because of the many other tasks, Raisa can delegate teaching jobs to other teachers, considering Sinta himself has a lot of administrative work.
Raisa has tried not to carry her feelings while working, but she feels like a sick person, even though she does not know which part of her body is experiencing interference.
Changes in mood that he felt, he knew could disturb people around him and make them uncomfortable.
Raisa also knows her close people are starting to feel confused about all her behavior.
Raisa felt this situation was very torturing for her, she wanted to pour out all her heart feelings, but she was quite afraid of the reactions of the people around her.
Without Raisa knowing secretly in fact he had fallen for a Mario, but he still denied it or maybe more precisely he did not dare to share his love story, be it, it, by calling Mario or the closest person.
Because it was that growing love that tormented her, Raisa yearned for Mario's presence, Raisa wanted to express about that feeling, but to whom and many more thoughts were blocking her.
In addition, Raisa was disappointed, Mario did not keep his promise, the man did not really mean by his words that promised to contact him when he arrived in America.
A month has passed, Mario or rather, her husband who has forced to marry her, turns out to be a man who can not keep his promise.
It could be that he meant just wanting to torture Raisa's feelings, after tying her up so she wouldn't dare to approach or relate to another man, and then leaving her alone.
And unfortunately, Raisa had foolishly believed her words, because they were truly beguiled.
Feeling that she has a wife, Raisa completely avoids all men, not only Sebastian's phone is blocked but almost all the men who often approach her are already on the black list of her friendship list.
Honey, this man who began to love him seemed to disappear without a trace, after giving a sign of ownership to him and then just leave by putting a promise that he did not keep.
Raisa feels love for the first time, and being abandoned is painful.
Because of trying hard to cover her feelings, Raisa sometimes difficult to control her feelings, her emotions become unstable.
Raisa is so easy to feel sad, happy, even angry and experience different emotions for work at the same time, it is because of the man she loves, Mario.
Who can help himself if things are like this?
Mario ignores himself, Mario forgets his promise, Mario shackles him in longing.
How can people understand? while seeing him in a relationship with Mario alone is not.
But Raisa was mistaken, the views of those near her were not easily blinded, because they were secretly aware, only that they chose to be silent because they did not want to offend Raisa.
It has been a long time, since the beginning, since the presence of Naomi, the eyes of the people of this village can also catch something between the two of them.
More precisely, Mario sir, they also secretly realize the man with the child and the wife is putting their heart on Raisa.
But at first they thought, it was natural that anyone who was not interested in the charm of a Raisa, a young girl, beautiful and did not yet have a partner or lover.
Of course many are looking for a way to approach it, initially they think Mr. Mario a married man who has a seductive nature.
Then it changes with a new judgment, a lonely widower, but Nadya's presence is very beautiful and classy changes him, there is no way the man is acting strange, his wife is very beautiful, unless he is a player.
Not much is known about wealthy couples and newcomers in their neighborhood.
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Sinta finally catches a different attitude every time Raisa meets and interacts with Naomi lately.
His attitude does not change, his affection, his attention also when they are engaged in conversation remain as usual, as Raisa faces the cuteness and intelligence of a Naomi.
However, later Sinta discovers, Raisa is looking at Naomi in a different way, Sinta is confused, how should she express in her words?
True, that Raisa is very professional, but what is shown lately is different, such as the conversation she captured recently, enough to make Sinta confused and ambiguous....
"Dear Naomi, if you come along Naomi meet papi Naomi, trus walk three, without mommy Nadya, Naomi mayin or not? ". Raisa said that while combing Naomi gently, one afternoon Sinta passed by and heard it faintly from inside the room.
Sinta turned her back to hear it, she would barely believe it, the sentence came out of Raisa's mouth, if not see it in the room.
It was very unusual, and very not Raisa, if Sinta was eating salak fruit, Sinta taste he will choke on it.
Sinta knows, the behavior of Mr. Mario, Sinta also knows several times the man tried to approach and say nothing to Raisa.
But Sinta knows very well, Raisa will not reply, because Raisa does not want to see problems in the household of Mr. Mario with Nadya's mom, so what was that?
Sinta, secretly wanting to cry, was also confused, she became unwilling to tell these feelings to the other teachers.
Sinta is afraid of being misjudged, Sinta is afraid of being prejudiced by Raisa, her sister, the woman Darren entrusted to her.
Later Darren also likes to call her, asking Sinta to pay attention to Raisa, always looking after her and helping her difficulties.
Now that Sinta feels wrong, what can she do if Raisa herself does not want to share her problems?