
Syasya sat on one of the benches in front of the minimarket. On the bench next to him, there was a man sitting silently. Radit was the one who called him. Silent. Both of them were silent. No one opened the conversation at all.
"How are you, Shay?" tanya Radit broke the silence.
Syasya did not answer. There is little doubt whether his decision to return to talk to Radit was appropriate. "good. It's better than before." said Syasya flat.
Radit smiled wryly. He knew that Syasya would still hate him. He could read it from Syasya's answer. Moreover, the word 'former' that Syasya said made Radit re-remember their past. He wants to be back with Syasya. His feelings have never changed a bit to this day.
"sorry. Sorry I was selfish. But I didn't do it because of my will. Sorry." said Radit regretfully.
Syasya was silent again. I don't know if he's listening to Radit or not. But that didn't make Radit desperate. As much as possible, he wants to re-improve his relationship with Syasya as it was.
"Brain cancer. I had brain cancer."
Sontak Syasya turned to look at Radit who was looking straight ahead. He did not expect men like Radit would be exposed to the deadly disease. "And you never told me?"
Radit turned to look at Syasya. Both of their eyes even met. "Because I don't want you to be sad. I was afraid I could not win against this disease, and I finally chose to kill you. Excuse me. Sorry I was too cowardly. But now I'm cured"
"Continue?" Syasya cuts off Radit's speech.
"I've never seriously hurt you. I still love you from before until now. So, please give me a chance to make up for all my mistakes just like you used to. Let me make you happy. Can you?" radit said expectantly.
"I'm sorry about you."
"Frank-"
"But sorry. Now there is someone else's heart that I have to take care of. I don't need happiness from you. I don't need you to take care of me. All I need now, please forget me. Forget all about me, all about us" Syasya said without seeing Radit.
"I'm sorry, I have to go home."
When Syasya was about to leave, Radit suddenly took his hand. "What is that Nando?"
Syasya took Radit's hand out of his. He did not answer and immediately walked away.
"Nando knows everything! He knows everything! That's why I asked him to take care of you!"
The deg!
Syasya's steps immediately stopped when she heard Radit's words just now. If Nando knew all this time, why never tell? Is Nando's feeling for her not real either? Did he lie if he liked it? All those questions instantly filled Syasya's head.
Syasya regained her consciousness. Without saying a word he left Radit. He doesn't want to hear anything anymore. All he wanted right now was the truth. The truth of Nando's own mouth.
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Days change. Syasya leaves for school before Nando comes to pick her up. I don't know, his mind is in a mess right now. One side he was angry at Nando for hiding something to him, but his little heart wanted to ask for an explanation of what really happened.
Just as the break bell rang, he went straight to the toilet. He knew that Nando would definitely come to his class as usual, so he chose to hide in the toilet instead. He deliberately avoided Nando. Maybe he needs time to be alone.
Three minutes before the break is over. Sasha decided to get out of the toilet. I was surprised when he opened the toilet door. Right in front of the toilet door Nando was standing there waiting for him. He walked past Nando without paying any heed to it.
"Lo why the hell, Sya? From yesterday it was weird, you know? I chat not bales, I do not call you lift. You intentionally insinuate me?"
But the question remains that did not get a response from Syasya. Syasya even walked faster and faster to go from there. Seeing that, Nando forced to pull Syasya's hand.
"Why the hell, Shay?! If I'm wrong, say dong Sya. Don't just get mad like this?!" nando said again.
"Lo think what a mistake you made!" shasya then released Nando's hand from his hand.
"Where can I tell if you don't want to tell me what my mistake is. Evidently to me.. "
"Lo's fault it's because you're a liar!" syasya is full of emphasis.
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Mathematics teacher enters class. As usual, all the disciples were already sitting quietly on their benches. It is very different from class 12 IPA 4 or Satria and the gang, which from the past until now is still difficult to manage.
The teacher looked back and forth when he found the empty Nando bench. Nando is not usually late to enter the class, especially to miss his lesson hours.
"Where's Abidzar? He is not usually late to enter. Davin?"
"Still in the toilet sir. Again diarrhea." replied Davin reassuredly.
"Oo that. We've just started the lesson. You guys open the package book page 127."
The teacher begins the lesson. Write some formulas as well as examples of problems. Although sometimes students of 12 IPA 1 do not need to be explained in detail because they easily understand, but the Master still explains the material as detailed as possible.
While Master was writing on the blackboard, Davin used the time to send a message to Nando.
Where'd lo? Back to school, the lesson has begun. You were sought after by Mr. Guru, I said if you again diarrhea so late in. >kirim
Ting
A message from Davin came in on Nando's phone. He immediately read the message.
Okay, thanks. Send me back. >send
"Lo really, yes. I was lying. But about Radit's disease, he himself asked that others not to know, his friends, including elo." Nando began to explain to Syasya.
They are both on the rooftop. Right after their debate in the toilet earlier, Nando took Syasya to the rooftop to explain what had happened at that time.
"Lo want our time on the rooftop after that time game? At that time I wanted to be honest with you, but suddenly Radit came and he knew that I wanted to tell you about his illness. And finally you go first, right?"
Syasya remembered that time. That's what Nando said. He did go first because he did not want to see Radit at that time. And the next day Radit suddenly moved abroad. Not even his best friends knew of his move at the time.
"So much less are you hiding from me? It can't be just that" Syasya put on a look of dislike.
Seeing that, Nando smiled. "No. I'm honest, it's all the same. Including my feelings. Before, even that one. Just so you know, if I never lie about feelings."
Syasya was silent. There was a strange feeling in his heart when he heard Nando's words earlier.
"Because the matter of taste never lies."
Syasya felt very familiar with Nando's words just now. After he remembered, it turned out that it was true that he often heard the sentence.
"Yeeee!! That's a soy sauce ad!!" he said while hitting Nando's arm.
"Ehh?! What time is it now?! Are we late for class?!!" Syasya only realized that the break hour had ended since then.
"Biarin anyway. Why are you late for class?" nando said casually.
"Yes, we missed our lesson, b*gee!!"
"Gue is so cool, misses lessons can also learn on their own. It's easy, just math!"
I want Syasya to push Nando off the rooftop. Mathematics is easy.
"Yes, it's so good to have a pinter! La me? B*ge added b*ge if you do not take lessons!!"
The two of them were silent, then laughed together. After hearing Nando's explanation, Syasya now felt better. And one important thing, he can't blame Nando completely for keeping Radit's disease a secret. When Syasya thinks back, he should not be angry with Nando, but he also forgot about Radit. Radit is just part of his past. Of course he must forget the past that hurt him to welcome a future that will bring laughter.
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