Love, Curse And Mas Inlaid Handsome
Chapter 1

"Life is a struggle and a fight for life. That's the real life cycle"

the Denada Gracia Clarabelle

Life is a struggle and a meander. Fight to live and live to fight. While the twists and turns is the way we know the meaning of fighting. Without these twists and turns, life will not get satisfactory results. And all are evident in the human life cycle.

Many people say that life is good when we are rich. Didn't we? And many say that life can be enjoyed when we can get everything we want. Sometimes those thoughts are just the absurd thoughts in my mind. Especially when we want to get many things without an effort, then what is life for? If our efforts are zero?

Yes, that's the principle I've built since I lived a kara. Struggling for the rest of my time to work and work. I forgot to study at school. All I don't care about except my dream of becoming a movie star actress.

I kept walking around from theater to theater. Trying to get a role in a drama show. Until everything opens at the right time. Yes, my path of success opened when I met a great director at a drama show event that I participated in.  And at that very moment I met him. He was my first passion for my career.

And now I believe in all the things my mother said about the miracle of time that led me to my path of success. Success will come at the right time. At a time when you are in tandem with your efforts that do not betray your results. And rest assured that every effort has a common ground in every human step. Didn't we?

My name is Denada Gracia Clarabelle. A star that is shining on the path of his career. Enjoy every role played. Deplete the emotions of every spectator. Makes them lulled with my acting.

I am known as a multi-talented actress. Besides acting, I can also sing and dance. Thanks to the talent I have, I was able to catapult my name throughout the entire universe. Who doesn't know me? A Cia the actress who is full of many achievements. The whole community knows me. Not that I'm bragging, but that's the truth.

Besides I have a myriad of achievements, I also have millions of fans. Starting from teenagers, adults and mbok-mbok. Everyone has become my loyal fan. Yes, that's the story of my life.

My daydream was cut off when someone thrust a cup of coffee. He sat next to me. He's Caesar Gin Xaverius, the lover of my heart. The one who became my encouragement, my mood booster. He has accompanied me so far. I took every step I took. Smiled with charisma as I complained to her.

"Drink, you've worked too hard" he said. He rubbed my hair slowly and began to focus on the script.

Ah, it's always like this. He was indeed too indifferent for an actor's size, but his attention made my heart melt. His actions are sometimes incomprehensible but this is the challenge. Makes me even more curious about her figure.

"Why do you keep seeing me? I'm a handsome guy, right? Emang, hehe," he said narcissistic. He grinned, showing his neatly lined white teeth.

"No, who saw it? You're a sad time," my dear. Quickly I drowned my face in the soap opera script sheet I was playing. No kidding, the episode to hundreds. Defeated my favorite novel series that the author is very famous for. Whether or not it will set a record, for sure it will take a season.

Caesar cupped his hands on my cheeks, staring at my face that seemed to have been perfectly red. Just like a ripe tomato. "You if you want to see me, don't be shy, look at your red face."

My lips are pursed, "who sees? You're the kegeeran." Caesar laughed, he shook his head then rubbed my cheeks slowly.

"You're a prestige it turns out."

I picked up my script, pretending to be busy pursuing it even though it was calming the heart that was like a school marching band. Ignoring Caesar completely.

My memories drifted towards the night of our first meeting. In the midst of thunder that blocked our way home after the theater "Red Hooded Woman" was staged earlier. It just so happens to be my co-star.

I looked up, looking at him confused. He held up, looking at the droplets of water that were falling softly. "Why do you hate the rain? Though the fur is so beautiful, the atmosphere is even so syahdu."

Caesar turned his gaze to the puddles on the streets, "Because the rain is like a memory. He won't leave even if we ask. It will continue so until it stops by itself."

"Can't we enjoy it? Memories are not there to be thrown away. Either way, those memories will remain. Sticking in the corners of the heart. Even if you try to throw him away, forget him, or even ignore him, he will still be there."

Caesar was speechless, "I may be selfish, but I wish I could forget it, if time hadn't brought me to him."

I patted him on the shoulder, "All you need to do is make peace with it. You can't blame anyone. Spirit, someday you will be able to accept it."

My feet are starting to step, the rain is beginning to subside. Yes, although it's a bit drizzling, it's okay, I want to go home soon. If you remember again, before we never even say hello, except during training. That's just it too. This is our longest conversation, for now.

This conversation was memorable in his heart. From that moment on, he started to come closer to me. At first it was just about sharing anything. About our view of the world. About our dreams and dreams. Somehow, the universe led us closer.

As I realized, he was the first man to make me comfortable with his presence beside me. I usually feel uncomfortable when I am close to men. It's different, there's this weird vibe that comes after all this time we've been together. As an ordinary friend. No less and no more.

But that was before. Our relationship has moved to the next level. As a couple of lovers. Walk our career paths together. From one theater to another. Then join the casting ftv, escaped and unexpectedly even lead to many job offers. Our careers are fast moving.

"Come on Cia. It's all gonna start in 5 minutes." - Oceh lia. Just surprised.

I got up from my seat. Ready to undergo filming activities that are quite tiring. Moreover, it must memorize the dialogue text very perfectly. Not to mention the makeup and clothes. It's complicated, but it's all I enjoy. Isn't this what I want? Wasn't this my dream from before? Part of my promise to Mother. Becoming a film actress.

All of this is fun to enjoy. Not to mention, if you meet the fans. Just imagine, I used to only be able to fantasize about all this. But now, it's become real. I get to meet the fans, watch them so enthusiastically meet me. Sometimes I feel like a very important person. Though I am just an actor in every film even soap operas. It's like being an office, hehe. Sometimes people send me gifts. Touched for sure, geez, this is awesome.

"Cut," the director's voice echoed. Marking the filming process this time has been completed. I looked around, the staff were busy cleaning up the equipment. There are also — fans loyal audience soap opera "Love Virtual World" — who are gathering in pimggir. I shook my head slowly, it was funny to see those who were too enthusiastic. It seems that they are very happy.

The clock has shown at 20:15, it is already night apparently. What an exhausting day. Slowly I stepped towards the car, already impatient to lay the body on the bed. Rested. But my steps stopped, someone confronted me. It was Caesar.

"What's up, hmm?" ask me while watching his face that looks tired.

"After this, enough rest huh. Don't stay up late and don't forget to dream of me" Caesar rubbed my head and kissed me softly. I could hear hysterical screams from the fans gathered behind us. Enough, this can't be left anymore. My cheeks are red crabs, already like boiled crabs.

My hand rubbed slowly on Caesar's cheek and stepped into the car, "See you later,"

Caesar waved his hand, observing the movement of my car until it disappeared at the end of the curve.  I can see he is being bullied by journalists and fans of course. At first glance I feel sorry, he must be tired plus this condition makes him dizzy. Hopefully he can handle it.