
Happy, though,
That's initially.
I thought God sent you just for me.
Then,
A reality comes slapping.
It turns out that you are not entirely in my possession, for you are also still attached to another heart.
*****
🌸Love 49 Cm🌸
Part 45's
**Statement**
Aila stood on the edge of the balcony of her room, staring blankly at the valley around the castle. The blowing afternoon wind slapped his tiny face.
The glitter of twilight was no longer able to create a cheerful laugh on his lips. The smile that was created was just a pretense.
"What are you thinking, hem?" said Leon suddenly hugged her from behind, not since when the man came.
Aila gasped from her daydream. Quickly he took off Leon's hand that was coiled around his stomach, the girl stuttered back from its place. He himself was confused why his body reacted so, like reluctant to be touched.
"Sister's home yet? I'll get some water for the bath." said Aila hurriedly to go to the bathroom, before Leon could answer his question.
For a moment Leon was shocked by his wife's attitude, but his lips were tightly clenched even to ask, why, because he himself already knew the answer.
After turning on the faucet, Aila sat down on the lips of the bathub. The corner of his heart felt so painful, how difficult it was to pretend nothing happened while he already knew everything.
I don't know what words deserve to describe his current feelings, disappointed, sad, feeling betrayed, that's clear. However, he must remain patient and persevere. Their status is no longer a courtship, but a marriage bond. All decisions must be considered carefully, because now she has become an wife who must think mature. No origin of playing cuddle, angry, stop by, let alone ask for a divorce. God gives a problem, of course, in agreement with the way out and that's for sure.
The removal of the clear hairs that had soaked his cheeks quickly, it was time to show that he was stronger than they had expected.
After the bathub was full, Aila immediately stood up, inhaling a deep breath trying to normalize her attitude and not forgetting to make a smile curve on her lips, then stepped out.
"It is." said Aila.
Leon nodded, then stepped into the bathroom, but after a few steps, the man turned around and looked like he wanted to say something, but Aila was nowhere.
Finally, he continued on with a difficult feeling.
It had been an hour, Leon soaked, but the tangled thread in his mind did not also unravel. He then finished the bathing ritual. His body felt crumpled and sore all. In fact, caring for the sick was not as easy as he thought. Alea kept vomiting last night, keeping him awake.
With a towel wrapped around his waist, Leon came out of the bathroom. He was shocked to find Aila still in the room. For a moment he looked at his wife, his eyes were blank, while on his lap he saw his change of clothes. A moment of guilt approached, but he did not know what to do.
"You still here?"
Aila stuttered, aware of her daydream. She smiled and approached her husband.
"Sister is done?"
"Yes"
"I helped put it on."
Leon nodded, then lifted his wife's tiny body on the nightstand and let Aila help him get dressed. Aila even helped him comb his hair, but somehow he felt that his wife's attitude had changed a little. Aila was indeed quiet, but her composure this time felt different.
"Had." said Aila when she had finished all her tasks.
The girl then shuffled to get down, but Leon held her back.
"Is there anything else?"
Leon shook his head, then stared fixedly at his wife. Several times a harsh sigh sounded from his mouth, like he wanted to say something, but somehow all the words just stuck. He was confused as to where to mulsi from to say everything.
Aila inhaled the air slowly, just filling the lung cavity that suddenly felt so tight, difficult to breathe.
She knew what her husband wanted to say. For a moment she closed her eyes, with trembling hands she held her husband's chest, feeling the beating of his heart inside. Somehow the rhythm was not as usual, Aila knew something had changed there.
"Who's Alea?" aila asked without looking at her husband's face.
Leon was stunned, he did not expect that Aila already knew about Alea.
"Do you know?"
Aila pulled a hand from her husband's chest, then raised her face.
"Yes." Yeah."
"Who do you know that from?"
"Is that important?"
Leon straightened up, sighed then rubbed his face rough. He wanted Aila to hear it straight from her mouth, not from anyone else.
"Who is he?" chase Aila.
For a moment Leon was silent, repeatedly rubbing his face, before he answered his wife's question.
"She's the one I've ever loved" Leon said.
Aila let out a breath.
In fact, hearing the confession directly from Leon's mouth even made his heart ache.
"Now still love him?"
"He's sick."
Leon refused to answer Aila's question.
"Sister still loves him?" Repeated Aila.
"He's alone and I'll take care of him. I'll bring him here." he concluded.
For a moment Aila was shocked to hear her husband's words, but wasn't that enough of an answer to her question?
His chest felt increasingly tight, his eyes began to fog, but as hard as he tried to stay strong and not cry.
Aila smiled.
"If he means a lot to you, I'll help you take care of him."
He then jumped down, picked up a scattering towel and took it to the bathroom.
Lock yourself up and start spilling all the claustrophobic stuff in there. Aila cried without a sound.
Leon again rubbed his face violently, clenched his hands and punched the wall of the room.
He knew that Aila was disappointed and the girl was covering her up. He also knew that his wife was crying, but there was nothing he could do, even to wipe away her tears.
He only hoped, Aila could understand his position.
After tired of shedding her cries, Aila immediately stood up, then immediately washed her face. There is nothing more painful than crying alone and nothing to help you wipe away your tears. He came out of the bathroom with a face.
Aila was relieved, because her husband was no longer in the room. He really wants to be alone now.
While contemplating, the door of the room was knocked from the outside.
"Who?"
Aila knew that voice belonged to Mr. Liem. He then stepped up to open the door.
"Yes, Mr. Liem, what's wrong?"
For a moment, Mr. Liem looked at Aila's face that looked puffy. He knew something had just happened to the girl, but he chose silence.
"The great Nyoya calls you to the middle chamber, miss."
"All right, I'll be there."
Aila then stepped out of the room towards the middle room which Mr. Liem followed from behind.
Aila arrived at the central hall.
It turned out that there was already her husband and Oma of course. The faces of the two looked tense, it seemed like they had just been arguing. As soon as Aila's heart was racing, she knew what Oma was going to talk about.
"Sit here!" oma orders Aila while patting the chair on her right side.
Aila complied, then sat down beside Oma. His face bowed, he did not want Oma to see his face rubbed.
"You know your husband brought another woman into this house?" ask Oma to Aila.
Aila raised her head in shock, she stared at her husband for a moment, but the man deliberately looked the other way, reluctant to meet face to face.
Leon did say he would take care of Alea, but not bring her home. He did not expect that the woman would be here by now.
Aila fell back, silent.
"So you know?"
"Yes" said Aila lying.
Making Leon instantly stare at him, there was shock on his face.
"God! holy jeez!" Oma held his chest.
Aila panicked and directly touched Oma's arm.
"Oma not papa?" tanyanya worry.
Oma was seen breathing, then staring at Aila.
"I know he's crazy, but do you have to go crazy too?"
Aila withdrew her hand and returned bowed, she was at a loss for what to say. If only Oma knew what was going on with her heart.
"I'm going to find the best doctor, and pay people to take care of him, so don't ever see him back" Oma said to Leon.
"No need, I'll take care of him myself." replied Leon.
As Oma looked angry, she threw a vase of roses in front of her at Leon.
A praaaaaank!
Leon was silent, flinching.
"Are you not sane? you're married to Leon!" oma said with a high tone, her breathing was stingy irregularly.
"Omaaa, calm down, Oma will be sick later." Aila interrupted Oma's words, she looked worried.
"Miss is right, madam. You have to control yourself." said Mr. Liem reminded.
Aila immediately went to the kitchen to fetch water then gave it to Oma and helped her drink.
"I don't care about anyone's opinion, I'll take care of him" Leon said as he passed.
Oma seemed to close her eyes. He wanted to slap his grandson's face so that he would quickly wake up, but the pain in his heart made him have to endure it.
After Leon's departure, Aila picked up the shards of the vase patiently.
"I know, your husband didn't come home these two days, now bring another woman and you shut him up?" oma said in a lower tone.
"He's sick Oma."
"Well he's sick, so why? did you make her sick?"
Aila was silent, she did not want to argue with Oma.
"Do something! or do you want your husband taken by another woman?"
Instantly Aila stopped her hand, her eyes heated up, clear circles flowing from the corners of her eyes. It destroyed all the defenses he had built up since then. Aila's crying.
"What can I do Oma? if she still loves him so much..a___what can I do?" Aila sobbed in her submission.
Oma immediately got up and hugged Aila, she said,
"Oh baby, you poor girl."
They cry together, while Maria and Lisa look teary watching both.
*******
Ever since Leon took Alea to the front castle and took care of her, the man no longer slept in his wife's castle. He would only go home if he wanted to take a shower and change his clothes. During that time, they had not spoken to each other, although Aila was still serving her as usual, but the girl always refused if she wanted to be touched. Their relationship is getting more and more bland and Aila herself spends more time with Oma and Lisa.
Slowly but surely, Aila manages to melt Oma's heart to accept the fact that Lisa is her grandson. Their relationship is now much better, although Oma has not allowed Lisa to call her Oma, and Lisa still refers to Oma as Madam, but Aila knows for sure, has begun to grow affection between the two.
Aila also began to do other positive things that had never occurred to her before. One of them, the girl began to be adept at makeup, armed from seeing tutorials on youtube, Aila is much smarter to take care of her own body now.
In addition, he was more alone in the secret garden beside the lake, although Jimy always followed him wherever he went, but Aila let him.
Her husband's special secret garden was built just for her, but remembering it now, was as if it was meaningless.
He is also much more familiar with Leon's friends, especially Serkan. They are often seen sitting together on a back garden bench to just enjoy the twilight, discuss or just to joke.
Although sometimes, Davin likes to come suddenly to replace jimy as his personal bodyguard, Aila was not too concerned about it. He regarded everyone in the castle as friends and companions to him.
Aila did not expect, it turned out that Serkan was a fun person and quite smart as well. It is seen from how the man gives his ideas and views when they discuss.
One sunny afternoon, laughter was heard in the garden behind the castle, Aila, Lisa and all of Leon's friends were gathered there. They had a little party with wine of course.
The atmosphere became rowdy, when there was a caterpillar attached to Aila's back. The girl was very phobic with the name of a caterpillar. To him the fluffy soft beast was extremely strange, making it amused and frightening. It's better to be dealing with a snake than a caterpillar.
Aila shouted, ran, panicked and accidentally the girl immediately ran towards Serkan and buried her body in the man's chest. Seeing Aila's funny behavior, everyone who was there laughed, even they deliberately let the caterpillar be there a little longer.
Aila even raised her legs on her hand-off shoes and hugged the man tightly while constantly asking for help and occasionally shouting out of fear.
Without realizing it, his attitude was causing strange shakes in Serkan's chest. A burly hand full of tattoos that look outstretched want to wipe the head of his best friend's wife, but he undo his attitude by clenching his hands. Serkan felt Aila was so adorable, making anyone want to hug her tiny body. He understood now, why Leon always happy to hold her, Aila was like a cute living doll.If not his best friend's wife, he had taken the girl no matter who the owner.
No one realized, if a pair of angry eyes were watching it from the balcony of Alea's room, who else if not Leon. She realized what she was doing was wrong, but seeing Aila hug another man in front of her eyes made her heart hot.
The fire of jealousy controlled his heart and mind. Although he knew, Aila did it accidentally, but he clearly knew if Serkan best friend put his heart on him, the man had even clearly said that he loved his wife in the light, he said, he also threatened to take Aila away if he was still confused in determining his attitude.
The flames of jealousy so burned his heart, yet he could do nothing. One thing was for sure, he only wanted to keep Aila at his side. Besides, he had not been able to give anything to the girl.
Seriate....
Is nyesek not ges?
It's the same for me, but the conflict also has to stay to mature them. About the past, many people say, it is foolish to still be stuck in the past, but do you know? not everyone has finished his past so well that he still traps himself until now.
Sometimes it's not because you can't get out of there, it's just maybe you can't.
ha ha ha, what the hell? authore is dizzy! ha ha ha..