Love And Revenge
Chapters. 34. Shadow of the Past

I swear I'll love you in a different way.

I swear I love you differently.

God gave me love

For me to present only to you

She's my gift of love

Just to share with you

By the blessing of God I want yours

I wish you were the last for me

My God's blessing loves you

I pinned you up with Bismillah

It feels so easy without you

My life feels dead if I'm not with you

You're the only one I want

I swear to death it's just you

By the blessing of God I want to have Me wish you to be my last

My God's blessing wants yours

I bet you on Bismillah..

Although I am not the one you are waiting for, I am the sky that accompanies your days.

I love twilight because it is like you, it must be a moment to come but the warmth is able to hug to the bone.

Returning from Raisa's house, Richard drove his car to the beach. It only took a few minutes, he was now on the coast. Richard parked his car right on the beach, then chose to sit on the hood of his car.

While enjoying the beautiful twilight in the afternoon while waiting for the sunset to appear.

He remembered and reflected on the events of several years ago. He was still unable to erase the female shadow in his mind. The plain and beautiful face of the ayu often danced at the end of her eye peluk.

Richard has recently been plagued by anxiety and dilemmas. He could not back down or cancel the arranged marriage and marriage that had been agreed by both parties of his extended family, between himself and the only daughter of the Yudha Adinata Grand family Kim Atmadja.

Until the time he is still at home sitting on the hood of his car accompanied by several canned drinks that have been stooped on the fine white sand there are around the beach.

He looked up at the sky with stars twinkling across the sky that night.

Even the Goddess of Night does not want to lose with the prestige of the Star. The moon added to the splendid beauty of the night.

Anyone who enjoyed the beauty of the night would definitely smile happily.

Raisa walked towards the swimming pool. He walked with small steps around the pool. Sometimes he squatted down and put his hands in the pool water.

"What Grandpa said was absolutely right, but what Richard really could accept was all my flaws and my past and he was different from the man before," he muttered sitting in front of his dresser.

The shadow of his past came back to his mind. When she found out she was no longer a virgin. How ruined his life was at that time. What he regretted until this very moment, was his inability to know who that man had taken away the most important and most beautiful crown of his life.

His sadness and downfall after the heartbreaking incident left him devastated and plunged into a deep base of regret and sadness.

"Oh my God, meet me with the woman even in the blink of an eye, I want to tell her that I miss her very much and love her" she wrote.

"What if I get married to Mas Richard and the man who has a crush on me shows up in my life, what should I do?" Ask her the reflection inside her makeup mirror.

Delisha sat by the pool and put her feet in the water. He looked at the full moon that night. It was as if he was discussing with the moon.

"I only ask God, I don't expect him to take responsibility and fulfill his duty as my son's biological father" asked Raisa, who sometimes brushed aside his feelings of resentment.

...Stop by my other dinovel with the title:...

...1.1. Virgin Charm...

...2.2. My Friend's Daddy's Passion...

...3. I Am Among You...

...4.4. Dilemma Between two choices...

...5.5. The sincere love...

...6.6. Surviving the Waiting...

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